Volume IV White Nights 13

"What isn't? Are you sure? You're just fooling yourself. Another voice sounded, it was a person I was very afraid of, it was Liu Xuan's voice.

Liu Xuan slowly walked in front of my eyes, he smiled, it was a very peaceful smile, but it made me extremely scared, it is no exaggeration to say that since that day, Liu Xuan has become my nightmare, every night I will dream of his tragic death in front of my eyes.

"It's all an illusion, you're dead, I know, Leviathan, you don't have to play any tricks!" I don't want to open my eyes and look at Liu Xuan again, I'm afraid that every late night corner, there will be that bloody and sinful face, blood on his hands, that dagger, and the last sentence in his ear.

Now your hands are dirty too...

It is undeniable that although I haven't done it, he did make me lose my peaceful routine, and now that the person is dead, if someone really investigates this matter, I am afraid that I will also be released because of the presumption of innocence, and I will not be punished by the law, but I am not sure if this is what Liu Xuan wants.

"Yes, of course I'm dead, or if I'm dead, don't you know best? Skywalk. He reached out and put his hand on my cheek: "We are such good friends, of course I know what you are thinking. Liu Xuan cracked his mouth, but the smile that originally looked very pleasant now looked indescribably weird.

I broke free of his hand, but found that my body was out of control for some time, I couldn't leave, I couldn't even take my own eyes off, the corners of his mouth were getting bigger and bigger, and if there were no ears to block it, I was afraid that it would have cracked to the back of the head, which looked like the Japanese legend of the rip girl.

"What was I thinking? How could you possibly know, you madman, you don't know what I'm thinking, and our relationship isn't as good as you think. "I don't know what I'm afraid of, but I just think he's going to say something that scares me.

This kind of fear and panic is not caused by the visual, but the truth, sometimes the power of the truth is enough to make people frightened, but also heavy, no matter who you are, it takes courage and courage to know the truth, and sometimes you need to take responsibility.

After all, people are like this, no matter who they are, they will want to listen to what they want to hear, see what they want to see, whether it is loyal or deaf, or slanderous and slanderous, I am afraid that most people will not be able to really know themselves.

"You are jealous of Lin Yi and Xu Yuan, this jealousy is no less than my jealousy of you." Liu Xuan's hands danced excitedly, and even his voice became trembling: "Sure enough, I didn't see the wrong person, you are such a person, even less obvious than me, you are much dirtier than me, because you will disguise yourself as a hypocrite." ”

"That's not right! You shut up! His words were like knives, slashing into my heart: "You don't understand anything, I don't have it at all." ”

"Didn't you? Are you sure? Are you sure you never wanted to make a move on Lin? ”

"Nope! I didn't! You shut up! I don't know why, the feeling of being in distress in the village came out again, and my body was suddenly controllable, I pounced on him fiercely and punched him in the face: "You shut up for me, you brute, you can kill the jealous rich second generation, I'm just jealous, what's wrong!" ”

"I never said you were wrong, right, it's just that we are the same kind of people, of course I can understand what you are thinking, such as killing Lin Yi?"

The fanaticism in Liu Xuan's eyes scared me very much, I was really afraid that he was not dead, and told others what should be said and what should not be said, I felt my blood surge, and punched him in the face one after another, until he couldn't say a word.

At this time, there was sticky blood on my hands, which reminded me of the day when Liu Xuan died tragically in front of my eyes, that hideous and crazy face, that damn rainy day, no, no, I can't imagine it.

Liu Xuan squirmed, and his swollen, mutilated face came to my ear: "This time, you did it yourself, are your hands still clean now?" ”

"No, it's not like that, you're dead......" I covered my ears and closed my eyes from what was in front of me.

"Skywalk! Wake up! "Where did the sound come from? No! I don't want to listen! Let's all die, it has nothing to do with me, it's his own fault, I didn't do anything!

"Skywalk!"

Finally, I opened my eyes, and what caught my eye was Brother Lin Yi's anxious eyes, he was sweating profusely, and looked at me worriedly: "What's wrong with you?" How could it fall in such a place? Was it attacked? ”

I wanted to get up but found that my body was weak and sore: "I'm fine, maybe low blood sugar, don't worry about me, that girl ......"

"I haven't found it, but I'll find it soon." He has some self-blame, I can see that he doesn't have any feelings, it's pure self-blame, it seems that he really cares about my affairs.

I smiled, and for some reason tears slid down my cheeks, how could I be such a good person...... Fuck, I immediately blocked my eyes with the back of my hand: "Brother Lin, it's okay, don't worry, maybe she just isn't used to the atmosphere here and goes home." ”

"But, in case ......" Brother Lin wanted to say something, but was interrupted by me: "It's okay, it's really okay, I'm sorry, I talked to you like that before." ”

Brother Lin tore off my hand, and a big grin came into my eyes: "I know, do you think I always say that you are a child so you are very unhappy?" ”

I didn't nod or shake my head, I just looked at him with red eyes, waiting for his next words: "I just want to tell you that it's not anyone's fault that you are young, because some things have to be carried out by older people." ”

When he said this, I felt that something in my heart was loosening, and the sadness and grievances I had been feeling for a few days disappeared all at once, as if I was venting: "Really? You're not looking down on me? ”

"You kid, you're usually very smart, but you're stupid at this time, why do I look down on you? I can't figure out so much equipment, so I'll have to wait for you to help me manage the office. ”

Really, you say that, how can I face my dirty self, Brother Lin, I'm really jealous of you, jealous of your simplicity, jealous of your being so powerful.

However, that's all because you're Brother Lin......

He pulled me up, I brushed the mud off my body, and I also showed him a silly smile, and it was really right, the relationship between men is very simple, and it is easy to understand without saying it.

What relationship do you ask me? Dude.