What is home
Wang Yan received a WeChat message from her father, asking her to take away her and her mother's personal belongings and that he wanted to redecorate the house.
The content of the message caught people off guard, but it seemed to be a deliberate arrangement, forcibly separating himself from his mother from his world, in which the cold of ice leaked out, and the cold made people's hearts fall into the freezing point. Not long ago, he was abandoned by his first love for no reason, and he was alone in the world, and that person quickly found the next owner and started a new life. The victim who was single was restored to bear the fingers of those around him, but the person who created this result was blessed by the world, indulging in happiness and love. Wang Yan used her own experience to understand what her mother once taught, in this world, many things are not common sense and worldliness, and the principle of public order and good customs will impact your three views. The three-view oscillation is not due to age, but because the society is constantly changing.
Wang Yan wants to understand this sentence, 'Who lives in this world and has not encountered a few scum molds' as a pun. The sadness is circulating in my heart, and the things that I once turned a blind eye to are placed in front of me through this time of hospital trip, and I can't pretend to be blind and can't see it. The sixth sense has been in a state of dysfunction lately, and there is always a question waiting in my mind for the results to be revealed, and the appearance of the doubt is somewhat inexplicable, as if some parts are missing. I can only leave the possibility of filling the whole to time, and I hope that time will complete the task smoothly.
The shattering of her first love and the death of her uncle were regarded by Wang Yan as baptism and tribulation, which can be unforgettable in more than 20 years of peaceful life. The pain will disappear, and after the heartstrings will shake, it will eventually subside. Being physically calm allows some memories and sensations to automatically arrange in the brain and store them in specific places. See some of the real picture.
The title Hades domineeringly squeezes the space of his father's position. Thinking of the care and warmth when he was sick, the bits and pieces of life, the bitter and sweet, the failures and successes, the reprimands and praises, and the sincere heart wrapped under the coat of strict requirements, it is not unreasonable for the piglet to be jealous of his share of the favor of the king of Hades. He used to be like a mad tiger and expressed such an opinion on his parents. "I am an only child, and my father's and mother's concern for my child should be all on me, why should I use exaggerated means to win your smiling faces and eyes like an ugly child. I was not picked up by my own birth, since you brought me into this world, why can't you love me a little more, but divide the love in half and sprinkle one part on outsiders. The lamb has its own parents, so why do you go to the place and leave me alone? Just because I was born from your normal marriage, the lamb was written pity from the beginning of its conception, and it was a miracle to come into this world. "After more than 20 years of history, my aunt has been secretly competing with my mother, and I have given much more care to me than my biological father. The connection between the bloodlines will produce a natural sense of closeness, and this closeness will be due to the fact that you ignore some real events around you. Reality has left obvious traces on the road of life, and ironclad evidence is placed here, which cannot be changed at all. In this way, the conclusion is in front of you, not that you have to be convinced, but you can only be convinced, this is the only way.
Wang Yan, who has been silent in family happiness for more than 20 years, can't find what a home is for a while? That's the answer. I used to think that this question was as simple as one plus one equals, but I was inexplicably sad in my hesitation. The attitude of the parents is clearly in front of you, divorce is not far ahead, you are only a child, and you are an adult, and you have no say in the matter of elders.
"Baby, how are you doing lately, don't you think about your mother. Your dad is going to renovate the house and let us take our things with us, so I can only put down what I'm doing for a while and go back for a while. Let's have dinner together tomorrow night, I have time in the morning, what kind of gifts do you like, I can go and buy them for you. ”
The content of the message is very simple, I still feel warm in my heart, in this world, there is a person who really cares about you, it is a kind of happiness around you.
The life of a person on vacation at home has changed, and Wang Yan is hoping that her mother will return as soon as possible.
As soon as Yan Yan got off the plane, she felt the cold breeze in the north, and the temperature difference between day and night became larger, increasing the risk of catching a cold. The daughter personally picked up the plane to make her feel the happiness of her relatives by her side, and she was extremely pleased that she listened to her eldest brother's words back then.
"Mom, you're back. It was cold at night, so I specially brought you a cotton suit. Seeing her mother, Wang Yan hurriedly greeted her and raised the plastic bag in her hand to show her mother.
Seeing her daughter's behavior, Yan Yan's heart warmed, and she wanted to tell her child that she had prepared early, and the clothes she wore when she got off the plane should swallow this question in her stomach. Enjoying every moment of being cared for, the picture is beautiful, why change it with the word tarnish. "Baby, you're really a mother's padded jacket."
When her mother returned, Wang Yan felt like she was struggling in a storm, waiting for the sun to appear. Mother was the backbone of her heart and has never changed.
Yan Yan incarnated as a strong woman, after the death of her eldest brother, many problems need to be solved by herself, although some things are very simple, she used to be lazy because she had something to rely on. Now I can only hold up a piece by myself, solve some things alone, and sweep away some troubles. Hard work doesn't mean success, and good things don't happen 100% just because you're fully engaged. Only by solving it in person will you have more say, and you will not wait for the unexpected to strike, and you are still at a loss.
The sudden death of her uncle was a change in her family, and Wang Yan did not accept this fact in her heart, and it still occasionally circulated in her mind. My aunt's blow was a radical change, and my mother had to take my aunt away to heal. Leave some things to yourself. After graduating, I used to think about entrusting me with a heavy responsibility, but I didn't expect it to fall on me like this, and I couldn't find a single reason to refute it.
Holidays are spent in the busy, packing things, moving things. Left this home for more than ten years and stationed in his uncle's house. For the first time, Wang Yan saw her father's scoundrel side, and the husband and wife had a common property, which was taken away as their own exclusive property. The mother took out the invoice for the house money that year, as well as the income and expenditure details of the bank card, and all the house money was in the mother's account, and the father did not even get the dew. Looking at the attitude of the parents to deal with the common property, Wang Yan realized that many problems in this family have always existed, but they have never shown their heads in front of her. At this time, it feels like the child is not involved, and there is a good side to letting the parents deal with it on their own.