Chapter Ninety-One: The Death of Memory
Xiao Yan never thought that Su Jin could take such initiative, and couldn't help but accept it very obediently.
The consequence of this is that at dinner, everyone looked at Su Jin's red and swollen lips with different expressions.
"What are you looking at?" Su Jin slapped the chopsticks on the table with a "snap" and glared angrily at everyone.
"I ate chili peppers in the afternoon, spicy!"
Everyone sighed "hmm", and there was really nothing to say about her, a person who didn't admit herself.
That mouth is swollen, who doesn't know if you look at it.
In such a gaze, no matter how thick-skinned Rao is Su Jin is, he was embarrassed to be as steady as Mount Tai, so he had to take a few mouthfuls at will and run away.
Xiao Yan, the big villain, kissed her mouth like this, but she didn't even eat dinner and had to go back to sleep, making her laughed at outside and angry with her.
She calmed down outside the inn for a while, and seeing that the moonlight had reached overhead, she went back to wash up, pushed the door and entered the house, and found Xiao Yan meditating on the couch.
"Coming back?" Xiao Yan smiled brightly when he saw her, "Come on." ”
Su Jin snorted and threw off his shoes and climbed up.
She's lucky to be able to sleep in the innermost part these days.
Xiao Yan was very happy to see her on the bed, and he also lay down with her, and reached out to hug her.
Su Jin dodged.
"What's wrong?" Xiao Yan hugged the air and immediately came over by himself, "Feeling bad?" Who bullied you? ”
"It's not you yet!" Su Jin pouted, "You see it's all swollen, everyone looks at me." ”
"I'll see, I'll see," Xiao Yan listened to her complaints, her heart became more and more funny, she pretended to hold her little face seriously, and then kissed the red lips again, "Okay, the swelling has decreased." ”
"Hooligans!" Su Jin's face turned red immediately, and he turned around and ignored him.
Xiao Yan was very satisfied with the fact that he stuck behind her, wrapped her up, sniffed the fragrance in her hair, and rubbed her ears with his chin a little intoxicated.
"I warn you, don't mess around!" Su Jin immediately pushed him away, "I'll kill you if you mess around." ”
Xiao Yan couldn't cry or laugh, "Okay, good, if you mess around, you'll kill me." ”
As he was talking, someone kept pushing the door in, and when he saw that the two people on the couch were already lying in their clothes, they couldn't help but laugh a few times, and they all packed up and went to the couch.
Xiao Yan's body stiffened, and he suddenly let go of her.
Su Jin turned around and saw Xiao Yan looking at those soldiers vigilantly, his body tense, as if he was ready for something.
She couldn't help but be a little amused.
However, after the funny, I suddenly felt a little sad.
She probably knew why she always slept in the innermost part, and she slept peacefully.
It was Xiao Yan who occupied the position for her, and he had been blocking the hands and feet that would disturb her sleep when she was asleep.
Su Jin was a little moved, wrapped in the quilt, rubbed like a caterpillar, rubbed into Xiao Yan's arms, and put his head on his arm.
Xiao Yan was shocked and looked down at the girl in his arms.
Su Jin's eyes lit up and she smiled at him.
"Xiao Yan, you have to sleep with me in your arms."
His heart suddenly beat wildly, Xiao Yan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he suddenly felt that he seemed to be a little out of control in some places.
He quickly closed his eyes and let out an "um" sound.
Su Jin saw his suddenly red face, smiled in a low voice, and closed his eyes.
"Good night."
However, what answered her was-
"Gollum~"
Xiao Yan suddenly closed his eyes.
"Poof!"
Su Jin suddenly laughed, opened his eyes, and looked at the man pretending to be asleep in front of him, "Xiao Yan, are you hungry?" ”
"Nope." Someone has a hard mouth and even wants to blame others, "it could be someone else's stomach." ”
"You didn't eat dinner here." Su Jin smiled and got up to put on her shoes.
But her wrist suddenly tightened, and Xiao Yan suddenly opened her eyes and looked up at her.
"What are you going to do?"
"I'll make you some supper," Su Jin put on her shoes, "Pat him, you can come to the kitchen to find me later." ”
"I'll go with you." Xiao Yan also got up, "I'm too tired to burn the fire, I'll come." ”
Su Jin smiled, took his outstretched hand, and the two walked side by side towards the kitchen.
"What do you want to eat?" Su Jin asked him, "Shall I give you food below?" ”
Xiao Yan paused, his face flushed suspiciously, "This, this is not good." ”
What's so bad?
Su Jin looked at him suspiciously, and when he saw that his expression was different, he immediately reacted, his face turned red, kicked him on the leg, turned his head and ran.
"Xiao Yan, you old driver!"
The old driver hurriedly caught up with her and was very attentive to her.
Seeing Xiao Yan familiarize himself with the fire of the stove, Su Jin suddenly felt that the man in front of him seemed to be omnipotent.
"Xiao Yan," she took out the noodles from the pot, sprinkled them with chopped green onions and salt, and handed them to him, "Aren't you a prince, why do you know everything?" ”
"I can't."
Xiao Yan took it, pulled her to sit down, blew the noodles, and brought them to Su Jin's lips, "You didn't eat either, come and take a bite." ”
Su Jin naturally opened her mouth and ate, "What can't you do?" ”
Xiao Yan smiled, wiped her mouth for her, and handed the noodles over, seeing that she was eating and smiling, "Like you, I am helpless many times." ”
"I'm serious, I'll be angry if you do this again!"
Su Jin's face immediately turned red.
This person originally looked serious, cold and cold, who knew that he would talk so slippery in love.
"My mother went early, and for a while, no one cared about me and Ozawa, so I had to do it myself." Xiao Yan smiled and stretched out his chopsticks again.
Su Jin was stunned, opened her mouth and took another bite.
A simple sentence, Su Jin heard something extraordinary.
She remembered what Xiao Ze said last time he was drunk, when Xiao Ze was only five years old, and Xiao Yan was only seven years old.
She could imagine how the child, who was still young, used her immature shoulders to support herself and her younger brother.
She shook his hand sadly.
"It's all gone." Xiao Yan fed her another bite and smiled at her, "It's okay." ”
Su Jin looked at him, a little distressed, "Xiao Yan, in fact, I've always wondered, why is everyone in the Great Wei royal family from '氵', and only you from '彳'?" Why, you and Xiao Hai are so incompatible? ”
Seeing Xiao Yan's sudden pause, Su Jin hurriedly spoke, "If it's inconvenient, it's okay not to say it." ”
"It's not inconvenient." Xiao Yan put the bowl down, picked up Su Jin, put it on herself, and wrapped her arms around her to keep her warm, "It's just that this matter is too long." ”
Su Jin raised her head, looked at the tall nose bridge and bright eyes of the man beside her, and listened quietly.
"The year I was born, Dawei suddenly suffered a locust plague, my father was busy with political affairs and people's livelihood, and he was so anxious that he couldn't spare his energy for my arrival, so he casually said 'This son is redundant, born in a disaster year, and must not be born from '氵', and the order is imitated', so I got the name 'Yan'," Xiao Yan looked at the bright moon, as if he saw some old things.
"So, everyone said that it was impossible for me to get the throne, so I slowly saw my mother clearly."
"However, later, Ozawa's birth made his father very fond of him, and he gradually came to his mother's palace until the night he died."
The rain that night was very heavy, Xiao Ze was still young, only he followed his mother to his father's palace, the big eunuch at that time did not let him in, he watched his mother enter the house, and he was very disobedient and quietly climbed in through the busy back window and hid under the bed.
"When my father died of illness, I gave my mother the list of succession princes, and then I went, and that person was me," he took a breath, "but my mother did not get out of the palace gate, and I saw her with my own eyes and was forcibly poisoned." ”
Su Jin was stunned for a moment, as if he had realized.
The person who poisoned his Dong Guifei was Xiao Hai nine times out of ten.
She had long heard others say that Xiao Yan's mother, Concubine Dong Guifei, must have died violently overnight, but she didn't expect it to be so tragic.
Moreover, for the young Xiao Yan, what is it like to know this?
"So, Su Jin," Xiao Yan smiled at her, for some reason, there was some tiredness in that smile, "I sometimes feel that I killed my mother, and I am actually the one who shouldn't exist......"
"That's not the case, Xiao Yan," she put her arms around Xiao Yan's waist and leaned her head up, clinging her little hands behind him and patting them gently.
"You don't know how grateful I am to your mother, thank her for bringing you into this world, and so thankful, I was lucky to meet you, and your mother must be proud of you."
The little hand clapped very gently, which made Xiao Yan's heart gradually calm down.
"The departure of your mother is not your fault, it is the fault of the sinister palace power struggle, and the fault of the person who only has power in his heart and has no feelings, you can't punish yourself for this."
She stretched out her hand and gently stroked Xiao Yan's side face, "Xiao Yan, I like you, I like everything about you, but I don't like you not agree with yourself." ”
Xiao Yan grabbed her hand and smiled at her, "Su Jin, thank you for being by my side." ”
Su Jin smiled and suddenly reacted, "Oops, you haven't eaten noodles for a long time!" ”
As soon as she lowered her head, she saw that her face was already cold, and her face froze.
Why is half a bowl gone, who ate it?
Xiao Yan suddenly rubbed her hair, picked up the noodles and was about to eat them.
"Don't eat it, it's cold." She pouted, "The fire hasn't been extinguished yet, I'll cook you another bowl." ”
"Okay." Xiao Yan obediently put down the bowl and watched Su Jin cook another bowl of hot noodles for him, the firelight reflected his eyebrows and eyes gently, accounting for thousands of colors in the world.
After eating supper, the two of them went back to the house hand in hand.
However......
Xiao Yan hated to push the soldier who slept on their territory, but was stopped by Su Jin.
"Forget it, they're tired all day." She whispered, "Let's squeeze in." ”
Xiao Yan heard her say this, so he could only give up, after the two of them lay down, he leaned sideways and tried to give Su Jin the most space.
Just when his arm was about to go numb, Su Jin pulled him, "Hey, lie down, squeeze and sleep warmly." ”
He hooked his lips, looked at the girl with her eyes closed, and felt that her heart was full.
Such a Su Jin, how can he not love him?
So, he took her waist around her and closed his eyes.
This night I slept extremely sweetly, and it wasn't until Ling Qi knocked on the door that he suddenly woke up.
"Your Highness, Your Excellency!" Ling Qi lowered his voice outside the door, "Something's wrong." ”