The wedding was held the day after the move, and when moving, Ke Yuhan barely made any effort, because Chen Shuo specially found a moving company, and five big men went to his home to be busy, and so many people suddenly squeezed in such a small place at home, Ke Yuhan was really not used to it, so he hid in the room and read, but Ke Yuchen was having a lot of fun outside.

The content of the book and the wonderful story could not attract Ke Yuhan, as if someone forced him to turn his head, his eyes always unconsciously flew to the mulberry tree outside the window, he remembered that four meters away from the window, there was a sparrow that had just fallen into the nest. The bird's nest was built very well, the sparrow's belly was getting bigger and bigger, presumably it was about to give birth, obviously it didn't have much to do with Ke Yuhan, but he was unconsciously happy for the mother.

A heavy snowfall before the holiday overturned the nest it had worked so hard to build, Ke Yuhan still remembered that when the sparrow returned to the treetops, it chirped for a long time, jumping around in the treetops, looking for its home, and the snow was getting heavier and heavier that day, and it was frozen at night at the bottom of the branches, and a whole head of snow fell.

When he got up in the morning, Ke Yuhan didn't find the mother bird. After waiting for a long time, the sun flashed out from behind the thick clouds, and the mother bird arched out of the snowdrift on the tree, poked her head, looked at the white expanse around her, and bowed her head in disappointment, only to realize that her home was gone. then flew away, Ke Yuhan hasn't seen her again, it's been half a month.

It's only been half a day, and before lunch, the five of them have moved the living room, kitchen and mother's bedroom cleanly, and when it was finally their turn to be in the room, Ke Yuhan sat up from the bench weakly, and told the three boxes of books to be handled gently, and he put them in order.

The workers waved their hands and looked impatient: "Good! After that, he kicked Ke Yuhan out, and there was no place to stand when the bedroom was squeezed into five people, so Ke Yuhan didn't need to disturb them anymore.

Looking at the empty living room, Ke Yuhan couldn't help but feel sad in his heart, although he had only lived in this place for three years, it was not the happiest three years. But it was the most peaceful three years.

Chen Shuo proposed to change everything in the house, and the new home was better, he spent a lot of money to buy a lot of furniture, saying that he wanted to marry Guo Rutong into the door.

Guo Rutong blushed, "I said it all, don't bother so much, let's ...... Get a certificate and forget it......" Her voice grew lower and lower like her head.

"That's not going to work!" Chen Shuo's voice was so loud that he woke up the dog on the other side of the door and barked at the window. He put his arm around Guo Rutong's shoulder: "Isn't marrying a daughter-in-law known to everyone?" ”

The wedding was huge, Ke Yuhan originally thought that if he went to have a meal, he would say a blessing at the wedding scene, and it would be over. I didn't expect that as the son of the bride, I would have so many things to do.

First put on a suit, followed Uncle Chen's convoy to put the flowers, and when it was time to pick up relatives, he had to be responsible for nodding to Uncle Chen's relatives at the door and shouting hello, although he didn't know those people, but next to Uncle Chen's best man said: "I'll teach you to shout, you just shout!" ”

When he came to dinner, he was tossed and had no appetite at all, and when he came to the stage to say the blessing speech, the manuscript was recited without emotion, and many people talked about it below, saying that the blessing words of the younger son were much more emotional than the eldest son, and he was not sensible.

On the night of the wedding, there was a torrential rain, but everyone except Ke Yuhan was very happy and shouted auspicious signs! said that Chen Shuo married a delicate wife (pouring wife), but Ke Yuhan really couldn't agree.

In the sound of firecrackers, Guo Rutong became Chen Shuo's wife, and Ke Yuhan and Ke Yuchen had to respectfully call Chen Shuo's father in the future, but Chen Shuo said that he was not in a hurry first, and the children really accepted it.

The new home does not please Ke Yuhan at all, one of the big reasons is that this family does not even have a study, and there are not even bookshelves, no matter how accurate it is, there are not many books at all.

Reading is a personal preference, Ke Yuhan thinks that it should not be forced on others, unpack the boxes of books he brought, and find that the order was still disturbed by the people who moved, he patiently sorted out for a long time, emptied the shelves of the display accessories, and put his own books, which was a little relieved.

For three days in a row, Ke Yuhan was suffering from insomnia. The big Simmons cushion could not support his waist, and he always sank down when he slept, and the moment he lay down, he was submerged as if he was drowning, and he had dreamed more than once that he was dying in the deep sea, out of breath, and the feeling of suffocation and the waves rushed towards him fiercely.

After being awakened, he still couldn't sleep, looking at the large, empty room, his eyelids drooping in a daze.

The room was too big to fit his heart.

Ke Yuhan didn't like the chair that matched his desk, because he didn't make a squeaky sound when he sitted, and he wasn't used to it at all.

For ten days in a row, he hadn't eaten properly, and he couldn't swallow what kind of delicacies from the mountains and seas were on the table, and he often retched in the toilet.

It is precisely because of these that he often makes up for sleep in the morning, and sleeps until noon, and once he was woken up by Xu Xuanyue's phone call and asked him what to do with motion sickness, the first question that popped up in his mind was whether she had taken medicine to take care of herself, when Xu Xuanyue said no, he was so angry that he burst out of his foul mouth, but he still swallowed the anger in his throat fiercely.

The library was far from his new home, but Ke Yuhan went there on the eleventh day.

In a listless manner, he found a familiar back, and when he saw an acquaintance, he was very happy and walked over in a ghostly manner......

"Ke Yuhan." Zhou Junlan looked at Ke Yuhan's slightly sunken cheeks, and became worried: "Your face doesn't look very good, haven't you eaten well?" ”

Ke Yuhan smiled bitterly: "Indeed...... Didn't have much of an appetite. Then he asked, "What would you do if, just if, you were in an environment that you didn't quite accept, but you couldn't change and escape?" ”

Zhou Junlan was stunned by this sudden change of question, and thought for a long time.

"If you can't think of it, forget it." Ke Yuhan smiled.

"Ke Yuhan......" Zhou Junlan lowered her voice and said: "I have really experienced a sudden change in the environment......" Zhou Junlan doesn't remember when the mutation started, only that she woke up in the morning and never saw her biological mother again.

"Did you overcome it?"

"Of course!"

"How?"

"During that time, I had nowhere to put my thoughts, like a wild ghost wandering alone in the cemetery, even if I lived in a big house and ate delicious food, I still didn't feel a trace of happiness rushing into my heart, but instead filled my heart with fear and anxiety." She lowered her head, as if immersed in the past, but quickly raised her head and looked into Ke Yuhan's eyes.

"But I did one thing and got through that time!"

"What's the matter?" Ke Yuhan immediately felt in his pocket and found that he had forgotten the notepad and pen that he should have brought with him.

Zhou Junlan smiled: "I pinned my spirit on one place." She stared at Ke Yuhan and stared at her "spiritual sustenance".

Obviously, different people have different psychological sustenance, and what Zhou Junlan is used to may not be directly applied by herself, otherwise she is likely to follow suit.

"What kind of sustenance should it be?" Ke Yuhan chased after him.

Zhou Junlan's eyes were deep and gentle, she held the back of Ke Yuhan's hand and said, "A ...... where you are willing to put all your trust on him (her/it)"