Chapter 78 The love of love is difficult to play

Her eyelids drooped, her eyelashes were filled with tears, and she was in panic, her arms were bent around her bent knees, and her chin was on her knees: You regret marrying such an ugly and blind me.

Thinking like this in her heart, Yurong was dry, and her heart slowly chewed the taste of being disgusted.

In his heart, he walked to her bedside, gently wiped away the tears on her face with a generous palm, helped her lie down, tucked the quilt for her, and said to her in his heart: I will wait for you, when you can accept me. But he didn't say a word.

He, lonely turned around, went back to the study where he had been resting, Fang Yi pushed open the door, but many maids' heads poked out, and they almost fell under the guise of being covered.

"Corner, does it sound good?" He asked indifferently, and then said to the leading pine: "Take care of the young lady, if she has any mistakes, you are the only one who asks." The maid bent her knees and obeyed. The bone is wrong. The tall back, under the lamp, stretched longer and more lonely.

"What's the fuss about this wedding night?" Seeing that the bones were wrong, Pineapple deliberately looked into the room and said, "A blind man can enter the room, but he is not satisfied." On the night of the wedding, the son was angry. ”

"It's not necessarily that I'm angry, the son just pitied her," the maid behind said: "If I were a son, I'd rather stay alone in the empty room than look like her." ”

"I really don't understand, how did she climb on top of us, how can we not compare to her?" Another way.

Zhixi in the house, biting the corners of the quilt with her mouth, endured not to cry: Yes, I am a blind man, I have entered the house and become a young grandmother, what is there to be not satisfied? But, bone fault, why did he treat her so much, why was he rude to her all of a sudden, and why was he angry? She couldn't find any other reason than to dislike her.

Gu Cuo silently walked to the study, which was still as simple as ever, a table, a chair and a bed, he was used to it, but for some reason, today it seemed extraordinarily deserted. He sat down by the bookcase, picked up the book, but he couldn't stand it, he went to the courtyard to dig up wine, and got drunk. Drunk, he lay on the desk, shouting Zhixi's name in his mouth: Why are you, why, you just can't like me? What the hell do you want me to do to you, so that you will put me in your heart? Just like you did to him.

Xiao Ma beside Wu Niangzi had already told Wu Niangzi about his son's every move, whispering in his ear. Under the lamp, Wu Niangzi didn't know what to say to her, Xiao Ma happily walked out of Wu Niangzi's room, and then, dressed up carefully, took the sobering soup, and pushed open the door of Wu Gucuo's study.

The small mahjong decanting soup is placed on the corner of the bookcase. But he didn't give him a drink, but just put his arm on the wrong shoulder, groping and sticking his face to it. He felt the movement, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Xiao Ma lying on his shoulder, so he shouted angrily: "Who let you in!" ”

"The lady is afraid that you will be lonely and the night will be long, so let me serve you." Xiao Ma was so frightened by his roar that he stood up straight, but he turned his face and bowed his head and said coquettishly.

"From tomorrow, Wu Mansion, I don't want to see you again." Gu Cuo said coldly: "My study, outsiders are not allowed to trespass, let alone serve, don't you know?" Xiao Ma cried his nose, wiped his tears, and stupidly looked for Mrs. Wu as a backer.

Sleepless nights. Gu Cuo didn't drink again, but went to the courtyard, with the lamp in his hand, among the withered angelica bushes, like the green fox that used to always hide among the flowers to sleep, with his head resting on his hands, looking at the starry sky through the gaps between the flowers, and lying empty for a night.

And Jing Zhixi, in the house, shed tears and shed all night. She fumbled, sat down next to the dressing mirror, looked for the comb with her hand, but touched the thorn hairpin, and suddenly remembered in her ears what she said when she was angry last night: "On the day you married me, you still have the love things he gave you!" She held Jing Hai in her hand and said to herself: "Is this really a thing of love?" She thought about the scene of the autumn night when she visited Mo and left the hairpin, thinking about the inexplicable sense of dΓ©jΓ  vu when she picked up the hairpin, she could confirm that she just felt like the hairpin, as for the visitor, it was just the fiancΓ© she was going to marry, and nothing else.

Jing Zhixi in the past, did she really know what 'love' was? No, she doesn't understand. Even now, until Gu Mistake kissed her so rudely last night, she didn't know that he was just jealous.

When the sky was hazy and bright, Gu Cuo walked to the door of the bedroom of Guan Ju Palace, and saw that all the pineapple people who were supposed to serve Zhixi to get up were lazily sitting or half-leaning against the wall, and they were sleepy, so they were angry: "That's how you do things on weekdays?" Lazy to this point. ”

"Zhixi, Ao, no, young lady, she, don't let you into the house." Pineapple blamed Zhixi for all the faults, just because she asked Zhixi at the door last night if she wanted to serve, Zhixi said no, she took the golden rule, and took the lead to fall asleep. Now, I also use this to prevaricate.

"Stand down." When the bone heard this, he dismissed them. Pushing open the door of the house, he saw Zhixi sitting in front of the dressing mirror, holding the thorn hairpin in his hand, the pain in his heart began to entangle and torture him again, like a knife, but can he turn around and leave again? She was isolated enough in this mansion that he couldn't ignore her.

"Why do you wake up so early?" Gu Wrong sat in front of her, forced himself to ignore the thorn hairpin in her hand, just looked at her face, under her eyes, the dark bags under her eyes because of lack of sleep, like a smudged silkworm, increased her charm, he asked her, "Or, haven't you slept all night?" ”

"This is not a matter of affection," Zhixi did not answer his words, but raised the thorn hairpin in his hand, to the height of his mouth, and said: "I took it with me, just to find a chance to return it to Yu Mo." Always missed. Replace me and give it back to him. ”

"Really?" Gu Cuo looked at Zhixi, her words moved him, and he even held her hand gratefully, confirming it again and again. Because he used too much force, he fell to the ground, but no one picked it up.

"This, heavy or?" Zhixi's face showed that kind of ignorant astonishment again. She still didn't understand how much her light words, so simple, would make waves in her bones.

Gu Cuo held her in his arms, kissed her forehead, and couldn't help but cover her lips, Zhixi pushed him, and asked softly, "What time is it?" ”

"It's three o'clock." Gu Cuo was always afraid of sending her away, so she ran away, but she refused to let go of her arms. He didn't know what to do with her, but he was in love with her.

"I should go to the front of the church to meet my in-laws earlier." Zhixi felt the warmth and security in his arms, but she was still faintly afraid of seeing Mrs. Wu, after all, she knew that she was not the choice of her mother-in-law's daughter-in-law, so when she spoke, she was also a little trembling, looking forward and backward, revealing extreme unconfidence: "I combed my own bun, you can help me take a look, is it okay?" No need to make up. I'm not good either. ”

"Our family is the most beautiful without makeup." The bone mistake is that the lover is out of the Xi Shi, and she is the only one in the eyes of the heart, looking like a fairy, originally here, to see her makeup, take her to meet her parents, so, reluctant to let go of her, he also sat upright, picked up the eyebrow pencil on the dresser, and said: "Come, I will thrush with you." ”

The painting is Yuanshan Dai, which is setting off Zhixi's transcendent and detached charm.

The two joined hands and arrived in front of the main hall, where Wu Fuzi and Wu Niangzi were already sitting and waiting.

"I got up so late, I know, I said that you are a husband and wife, I don't know, I think you are snubbing your in-laws" Wu Niangzi said this strangely, she is the one who knows, knowing that the two did not have the same room last night, and the opposite is nothing more than accusing Zhixi of being slack.

"Zhixi is late, mother-in-law forgives her sins." Zhixi took the tea cup that Gu Cuo handed to her hand, supported by Gu Cuo, and went to serve tea to Wu Niangzi, Wu Niangzi insisted on refusing to accept it, so Wu Fuzi took it for her, but fortunately, Zhixi couldn't see it. Wu Niangzi only turned her head to the side and looked around.

This hope, coincidentally, the porter came to report: "Qiwuyi Gouyu Village, the young lady's relatives came, saying that they were here to congratulate them, and they were supposed to attend yesterday's wedding banquet, but they were delayed on the road, and they only arrived this morning." Even Zhixi was confused by this report, and it was Wu Niangzi who asked: "Where are the relatives from Gouyu Village?" ”

"Those who come are guests, please come in" Wu Fuzi still attaches great importance to etiquette, although he has nothing to do with Gouyu Village, he always comes from afar, and he is the same town, so he responds.

The person who came, the countryman was dressed in a turban, wrapped in a turban, and his speech was crisp, and he was not timid in front of the hall, and he looked at the words and colors, first looked at Zhixi, who was side by side with the bones, dressed in unassuming plain clothes, his eyes were always closed, although he looked good, but he was blind, and looked at the small hemp in front of the steps, dressed in silk and satin, and the flowers and branches, and he looked like a big family, so he stepped forward, took Xiao Ma's hand, and said bitterly, and said with a handful of snot and tears: "Zhixi, you have grown so big, I want to send you to the ...... back then."

As soon as the words began, he was thrown away by Xiao Ma: "Who are you dragging, who are you talking about Zhixi?" ”

"Aren't you the young lady of the Anguo Mansion, Zhixi?" The country woman raised her eyes and stopped crying, and asked her in amazement.

"That blind man, yes," Xiao Ma said disrespectfully, "I don't have such a blessing of 'pie in the sky'." ”

That woman, Bai Si couldn't understand, she was dignified and the prince of the country, what kind of country and beauty she married, and she couldn't marry a noble daughter, she had to marry such a country servant, and she was still a blind man. Thinking so, however, begging for a short mouth, she rearranged her emotions, ran to Zhixi's side in small steps, and took Zhixi's hand. That's it, like a clown.....

"Zhixi, you have suffered, I, it's your aunt," the woman said in a loud voice: "Back then, when I asked someone to send you to Yue's Zhao family, I hoped that you could live a good life, but I didn't think that you, you, even I couldn't see it......"

When you can see it, you can't see it, let alone when you really can't see it? That's how the world is. True love is always difficult to play. If it's not true, why bother?