278, the first meeting of that year
Last week...... Xia Zhi remembered that it was the day she went to the newspaper to find Han Junxi, they originally made an appointment to go to the hospital together for a check-up, but he temporarily missed the appointment, and she didn't see a doctor.
When she returned home that night, she was preoccupied with thinking that he had intercepted her request, but he came back too late, and she didn't say anything to him that night, and naturally she didn't say anything about not seeing a doctor.
Oh, he didn't know about it, he thought she had already known about the fetal arrest when she came to the doctor last week, but he deliberately hid it from him.
What was she hiding from him? Is it for fun to deliberately leave a stillborn in the belly?
"I don't know. There's nothing you're doing badly. I want to sleep. She should have explained more to him, but she was tired and tired of constantly explaining.
He exhaled, "Is there anything you want to eat?" I'll buy it for you, you sleep for a while. ”
"Whatever."
"Then I'll go buy some porridge."
Xia Zhi looked at Han Junxi's back as he left the ward, and for a moment, he felt that he was too strange to recognize.
After her ears were cleared, she couldn't sleep. It was as if all the forces of the body had gathered in the mind, and every brain cell was jumping unusually actively.
Every moment between her and Han Junxi passed by her eyes like a fast-forwarding movie.
She is so excited, she is not like Liang Lu, who formulaformulates love and finds the best partner, nor is she like Xiao Yiqing, who reasonably balances reason and emotion. She is still the love brain with no brains, emotional, and can grovel for love.
She used to think that she would grow up after so many years of training, but in fact she has not improved much over the years.
He always suspected that she didn't love him enough, and she would be sad for his lack of confidence. How did he ask her to prove it? Her life circle is already as small as the line between home and the company, and she has to completely lock herself up at home to prove that she loves him?
She also hated that she was always unable to speak. Obviously, there are many reasons, he asked her to explain, and she could say it slowly, but when it came to the exit, she always couldn't say it sincerely or didn't understand.
Like this surgery. In his eyes, this was evidence that she didn't trust him, and it became a rift between the two.
The pain in the body gradually eased, and the pain in the heart became more and more intense. When the body is weak, the spirit is also fragile. She wanted to laugh at herself for crying over such a trivial matter, but she couldn't help herself.
When Han Junxi returned, her eyes were already soaked red and swollen with tears.
He pulled up the folding guardrail of the hospital bed, put the packaged porridge on the table, and put his hand on her shoulder: "It's okay, we're still young, recuperate, we want another one." ”
He took care of her with all his heart, and she couldn't be picky or blamed. In his opinion, she is uncomfortable at the moment, and he is also giving in and tolerating everywhere.
It is...... She felt an indescribable strangeness in her heart. She couldn't help but wonder, will they still be like before?
After the hanging bottle was finished in the evening, and the nurse came to remove the needle, Han Junxi stroked Xia Zhi's forehead and said, "I'll go back first, I have to catch up with a manuscript, you can sleep well, I may not be able to come over until the afternoon tomorrow." ”
Xia Zhi nodded, and Han Junxi left. Before going to bed, He Yan called her, and Han Junxi had already told the second elder of the Xia family about her situation. He Yan asked her what to pay attention to in her diet, and asked if she wanted to go over to help take care of it.
Xia Zhi thought about it and said forget it, she didn't feel unwell after the operation, she took two weeks of sick leave, she could take care of herself, and He Yan had to take care of the children for Xia Yuan and his family.
Hanging up the phone, she remembered that when she came to the hospital during the day, Guo Shufeng said that her sentence "I'm used to carrying everything alone", which is true. She has been like this since she was a child, and she can solve things by herself, and never asks for help from others, even if it is her own close relatives.
She and Xia Yuan seem to have gone to two extremes, she tried hard to escape the control of her family, and Xia Yuan followed Xia Jianfeng's plan step by step, she chose not to accept their arrangement, and she had to be independent to the end.
She rolled over to the wall, she was really going to sleep, I hope I have a good dream tonight, I hope that the spring flowers bloom in my dreams.
……
"Get up! Cleaned up, the doctor made rounds. The nurse walked into the room, opened the curtain separating the bed, and shouted.
Xia Zhi felt that he had slept so deeply this night...... The sun seemed to be shining outside the window, and she felt comfortable and refreshed.
The doctor gave her a checklist, saying that the operation worked very well yesterday, and asked her to go for a follow-up, and she could be discharged from the hospital without any problems.
It's fast...... She called Han Junxi, but the phone didn't go through. remembered that he said last night that he would go back to catch up with the manuscript, and she might be busy at this time, so she stopped playing.
After returning from the examination, she changed out of her hospital gown and prepared to go through the discharge procedures, but as soon as she went out, she almost crashed into someone's arms.
"Summer solstice? Where are you going? ”
She raised her head and met the concern in Su Xiao's eyes.
She explained what happened, and he took the list from her hand and said, "You wait, I'll do it for you." ”
…… It's okay too. She packed her things while he went to the formalities, and then went down to the hospital lobby to look for him.
As soon as Su Xiao saw her, he snatched the travel bag in her hand: "Don't carry heavy objects." ”
Xia Zhi couldn't help but smile: "It's the same as my mother said, where did you learn such a mother-in-law." ”
"I even bought sanitary napkins for my mother, what do you say?" That's right, Su Xiao was brought up by Su Yujie, and her consideration for women was trained.
"Why are you here?" She actually wanted to ask him why he left suddenly yesterday, but thinking about it, he was not obliged to guard her after the operation.
"I ...... Isn't it idle? ”
Idle...... You shouldn't have come either...... Xia Zhi thought silently, but didn't say anything.
People are really strange, getting older and older, there are fewer and fewer people around her who can talk, and she suddenly found that now the only friends around her who can talk are Xiao Yiqing and Su Xiao.
- But, are she and Su Xiao still friends? No, should she still be friends with him?
The friendship between gentlemen is as light as water, except for a blessing sent by a holiday group and a handy like in the circle of friends, the kind that has no other contact can be regarded as friends.
She followed him out of the hospital gate, two steps behind him, and looked up to see his face, the lines of his face outlined a little more tough than the first time she saw him that year.
She was obviously face blind, but she didn't know why she remembered him at first sight, and at that time, she didn't know that her life would be inextricably linked to him in the future.
However, it's time to end.
She should have another person in her heart, if that would make that person feel more at ease.
"Su Xiao," she stopped and said to him, "I'll go back by myself, don't send me." ”