Chapter 10: Tears

Su Yang...... I love you so much, why did you leave me, I am so good, so strong, I gave you everything you wanted.

Why do you do this to me? Although Tian Xiaoxiao said this, Tian Xiaoxiao still asked knowingly, Tian Xiaoxiao knew that Su Yang and he left because they were all changed by the city, and because she Tian Xiaoxiao was not strong enough!

Tian Xiaoxiao remembered the old days, and remembered that in the first days of college, Tian Xiaoxiao entered a junior college due to the relationship between her family and her family, and Tian Xiaoxiao's study was very poor at that time.

But her mother said, "Smile, no matter what happens, you have to laugh, with your mother here, you won't follow your mother's old path and do nothing for the rest of your life after finishing college." ”

Mother sold the house in her hometown, which was left by her grandfather to her mother, she and her father worked very hard in the countryside every day, Tian Xiaoxiao's father was not Tian Xiaoxiao's biological father. Mom took Tian Xiaoxiao, who was already eight years old, to marry Tian Xiaoxiao's current father, Tian Xiaoxiao's father is a man who has no fertility, so he will accept Tian Xiaoxiao, a wild child.

Tian Xiaoxiao's memory before the age of eight is almost zero, and her mother said that Tian Xiaoxiao once had no memory before the age of eight because of a car accident. Tian Xiaoxiao didn't know, whether Tian Xiaoxiao still had a biological father before the age of eight, Tian Xiaoxiao vaguely remembered that Tian Xiaoxiao's life before the age of eight was luxurious. Whenever Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to recall the memories before the age of eight, her head would hurt half to death, and her mother didn't want Tian Xiaoxiao to remember the things before the age of eight.

"Don't force it if you can't remember it clearly, there's nothing to remember about the past." Mom said.

Dad, that is, Tian Xiaoxiao's stepfather, said after drinking, "You don't have my surname, I don't treat you as a daughter, do you know how much I hate you?" How I want to have a child of my own...... It's all your mother and daughter. ”

Is Tian Xiaoxiao's stepfather okay with Tian Xiaoxiao? That is, Dad, is he okay with Tian Xiaoxiao? Tian Xiaoxiao didn't know, Tian Xiaoxiao had never seen his father smile at Tian Xiaoxiao, his face was always black when he looked at Tian Xiaoxiao, Tian Xiaoxiao knew that he hated her from the bottom of his heart.

Later, Tian Xiaoxiao went to university, although this university is really not a good university, Tian Xiaoxiao is also determined to study hard here.

When I was a freshman, I concentrated on studying, and it wasn't until my sophomore year that I started to talk about Tian Xiaoxiao's first love in her life.

Tian Xiaoxiao met Su Yang in his sophomore year, in fact, Su Yang and Tian Xiaoxiao are not from the same school, he is different from Tian Xiaoxiao, he is a key university. Tian Xiaoxiao was always surprised why Su Yang liked Tian Xiaoxiao, after all, Tian Xiaoxiao really felt that he was not worthy of Su Yang at that time.

"Because you look good when you smile, Tian smiled." When Su Yang was in love, he said this to Tian Xiaoxiao. The first time I saw Su Yang was in a friendly match between our school's women's basketball team and A University, when Tian Xiaoxiao played as a forward, and he lost very badly, especially frustrated.

Then a person handed a bottle of Tian Xiaoxiao's favorite milk tea, and he said, "Don't cry, you can win it back next time if you lose." When Tian Xiaoxiao wiped away his tears, he looked up slightly, and saw a tall and handsome boy in a white shirt. That is Su Yang, the Su Yang who even if he doesn't know Tian Xiaoxiao but will comfort Tian Xiaoxiao, he was a dream of Tian Xiaoxiao throughout his student days.

Later, Su Yang changed, lost his white shirt, and pursued those expensive and well-made brand-name suits and some luxury goods that did not belong to him. Later, Su Yang no longer comforted Tian Xiaoxiao, no longer gave Tian Xiaoxiao's favorite milk tea, and always blindly demanded and complained about the injustices of life.

Once, Tian Xiaoxiao thought that he would be the one who accompanied Tian Xiaoxiao to spend this life together, but later, Tian Xiaoxiao realized that everything was just Tian Xiaoxiao turned love into a story and regarded him as a dream.

The door to the warehouse was suddenly pushed open, and a figure entered, "Why are you crying?" Mu Yixuan said.

"Why are you here?" Tian Xiaoxiao wiped her tears awkwardly and asked with a wary face.

"Can't you come if you're here? It's fat. Mu Yixuan held his chin and stared at Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes and said.

"Why are you helping me?" Tian Xiaoxiao asked, Tian Xiaoxiao thought that Mu Yixuan probably wouldn't answer Tian Xiaoxiao's boring question, but he answered.

"Because you're like sun." Mu Yixuan said seriously.

"Do you mean like the sun?" Tian Xiaoxiao said.

"Hmm...... I guess that's how it works. Mu Yixuan was a little surprised and replied with a smile, but he still said with a smile to Tian.

Tian Xiaoxiao didn't know what to say for a while, closed her mouth, and sat on the steps in a daze.

"Well, you should be stronger in the future, or your family and friends will be sad." Mu Yixuan rubbed Tian Xiaoxiao's hair and said.

"Thank you for helping this time." Tian Xiaoxiao said.

"Well, do you need to say thank you?" Mu Yixuan lit a cigarette, stuffed it into his mouth and said, the smoke was around his face, Tian Xiaoxiao felt that Mu Yixuan's eyes were always sad.

Sometimes his eyes are like a bottomless sea, and sometimes he will skip some ripples, Tian Xiaoxiao doesn't know what a person like Mu Yixuan who was born with a golden key to ask for something else to worry about, but his eyes do have a different melancholy from others.

For a moment, Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to listen to Mu Yixuan tell his story, wondering why Mu Yixuan would help Tian Xiaoxiao, what did he go through?

"Ahem......" Tian Xiaoxiao choked on the cigarette in Mu Yixuan's hand.

"I don't like the smell of smoke, you don't look like her." Mu Yixuan said to himself, his eyes seemed to be looking at a person he knew and was familiar with a long time ago, but Tian Xiaoxiao and Mu Yixuan didn't know each other early.

Then Mu Yixuan extinguished the cigarette, suddenly took Tian Xiaoxiao's hand, and helped Tian Xiaoxiao up from the cold steps, and said, "Go to a place." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao laughed at Mu Yixuan's Ferrari, Tian Xiaoxiao didn't know where Mu Yixuan was going to take Tian Xiaoxiao, Tian Xiaoxiao felt that her head was drowsy, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

"Here we are." Mu Yixuan woke up Tian Xiaoxiao, Tian Xiaoxiao opened her eyes and rubbed Tian Xiaoxiao's somewhat red and swollen eyes, Mu Yixuan kindly helped Tian Xiaoxiao open the car door, and Tian Xiaoxiao got out of the car.

"The sea...... That's where you're talking about? Are you sure Tian Xiaoxiao will like it? Tian Xiaoxiao said a little overwhelmed, Tian Xiaoxiao looked at the sea in a daze, there is no one here, it is an uninhabited sea.

There is a particularly familiar feeling in my heart, when I saw Haidu, but the existing memory told Tian Xiaoxiao that I had been to this uninhabited sea.

"Why is there no one here?" Tian Xiaoxiao asked Mu Yixuan.

"This is my home......" Mu Yixuan said seriously.

"Mu Yixuan, are you a three-year-old child? Do you live in the sea? And still living in an uninhabited sea?" Tian Xiaoxiao said a little angrily, Tian Xiaoxiao thought that this Mu Yixuan was probably stupid, and he actually came to this kind of place in the middle of the night!

Mu Yixuan began to dig a pit in the sand of the beach with gloves on, and after a while he found a time capsule from the pit.

"It's still there, so I know you're with it." Mu Yixuan said to himself, but his eyes were empty and transparent.

"What did you say?" Tian Xiaoxiao asked Mu Yixuan with some doubts about the difficult words in his mouth.

"Nothing." The light in Mu Yixuan's eyes dimmed again, maybe he remembered something, and then Tian Xiaoxiao brought him back to reality.

"I'm sorry...... Because when I see you, I think of a lot of things. Mu Yixuan suddenly said sorry to Tian Xiaoxiao, Tian Xiaoxiao was stunned, and after half a sound, Tian Xiaoxiao said, "It's okay, everyone has times when they are unhappy, it's okay." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao never knew what Mu Yixuan was thinking in his heart, and the meaning of his words, isn't sun the sun?

Why was it strange to say that Tian Xiaoxiao was like the sun? Why did you bring Tian Xiaoxiao to the beach? Tian Xiaoxiao didn't know what had happened to the handsome guy named Mu Yixuan in front of him, Tian Xiaoxiao only felt that Tian Xiaoxiao and Mu Yixuan were sometimes very far away, and sometimes they were very close, if they were close, they were close.

"Open it and take a look." Mu Yixuan said very sincerely to Tian Xiaoxiao and pleaded.

So Tian Xiaoxiao opened the time capsule buried deep in the sand, I don't know how many years, Tian Xiaoxiao opened it carefully, just like opening a piece of time like touching a past.

There is only one photo in it that has been corroded by the wind and sand and can no longer see the image clearly, and the photo that Tian Xiaoxiao can vaguely see is a group photo of the two people. A photo of two children to be exact.

"Hmm...... It's already been spent, and I can't see it anymore. Mu Yixuan said with some disappointment.

"I think there's a lot of stuff in you that no one knows." blurted out the words, Tian Xiaoxiao covered her mouth in some surprise, Tian Xiaoxiao actually said this, oh my God, what's wrong with her.

There was actually a moment, no, there was a heartbeat, Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to know the story of the person in front of him, even if he and Tian Xiaoxiao were not from the same world, even if Tian Xiaoxiao did not have any qualifications to peek into his heart.

"Give." Mu Yixuan didn't answer Tian Xiaoxiao, but took out a glass bottle filled with red liquid from the trunk of the car, which was a Bloody Mary with a high number.

"It's spicy." Tian Xiaoxiao said and threw the bottle to Mu Yixuan, Mu Yixuan smiled and said, "I don't like it." Then he took a big gulp of the wine that had been drunk indifferently, and looked at the lipstick mark still printed on the bottle, Tian Xiaoxiao blushed.

Tian Xiaoxiao blushed and said, "You're drunk." Mu Yixuan turned his head, looked at Tian Xiaoxiao and said like a child, "You are talking nonsense!" Tian Xiaoxiao looked at him with some amusement, and began to talk nonsense as he drank and drank.

Mu Yixuan said, "You know what? When I first met you, you had a nice smile. ”

Tian Xiaoxiao squinted her eyes, she didn't know if what Mu Yixuan said was true or not, and even Tian Xiaoxiao felt that he regarded Tian Xiaoxiao as another person, but Tian Xiaoxiao didn't want to believe that he regarded Tian Xiaoxiao as someone else.

Tian Xiaoxiao hopes, Tian Xiaoxiao is Tian Xiaoxiao, in anyone's heart, Tian Xiaoxiao is Tian Xiaoxiao.

Then Mu Yixuan got drunk and fell on Tian Xiaoxiao's body, Tian Xiaoxiao held his shoulder, feeling that he had a lot of strength, Tian Xiaoxiao was a little uncomfortable and helped him into the co-pilot of the car.

Tian Xiaoxiao was not drunk, Tian Xiaoxiao only drank a small sip of wine, Tian Xiaoxiao looked at Mu Yixuan who was asleep in a daze, Tian Xiaoxiao planned to leave.

"Don't leave...... I. ”

Mu Yixuan suddenly grabbed Tian Xiaoxiao's hand in his sleep, Tian Xiaoxiao sighed, and helplessly broke Mu Yixuan's hand one by one.

Tian Xiaoxiao knows that some people can only be regarded as passing by after all, whether it is Sister Yu with a knife mouth and tofu heart, those self-righteous scumbags, or Su Yang who used to be Tian Xiaoxiao's entire youth, or Mu Yixuan, who is now helping Tian Xiaoxiao, it is not Tian Xiaoxiao's way back.

Alone, walking alone in this city full of lights.