In this way, Lin Chuan came to Chang'an City to find a woman named Cinnabar, Su Zilin gave him three months, and agreed to go up the mountain no matter what three months, Lin Chuan inquired all the way to the journey, and finally saw Cinnabar in the Qinglou, he did not dislike the identity of Cinnabar, from the first time he saw this woman, Lin Chuan had a good impression in his heart.

In his heart, cinnabar is beautiful, beauty is in her bones, that is, she has sores all over her body, and her skin and flesh are rotten, in his eyes, cinnabar is still very beautiful. She is beautiful, she is young, she is naughty, she has the purity that Qinglou women should not have, and she has the wind and dust that secular women do not have, she is like a lotus flower in the water, out of the mud but not stained, clear ripples but not demons, perhaps destined to become each other's life passers-by, but he didn't expect this to be the result, he didn't expect that the original relationship was such a complicated thing.

He had heard love at first sight before, Su Zilin said to him that everyone's ladies rarely have the opportunity to go out, except for the father and brother at home, there are few opportunities to see men, so when those women reach the age of marriage, when they see the men who come to say goodbye, most of them have no evaluation criteria, how they look, how they do their family affairs, how they talk, and they know more from their parents, so when they see a strange man, they feel that they have met their destined husband, so they have love at first sight.

This kind of love at first sight he thought was disdainful, he had seen all kinds of women for so many days, young and old, fat and thin, tall and short, who could dress up and who could not dress up, he had seen countless people, but he had never seen cinnabar like this, and at a glance he felt that something was beating wildly in his heart, and then he seemed to be thrown into the lake, and he kept sinking to the bottom of the lake, getting deeper and deeper......

Up to now, although he knows that he is not possible with her, he still likes cinnabar, but cinnabar likes Chen Qi, and Chen Qi likes Yu Youwei, fortunately, he is not interested in Yu Youwei, and Yu Youwei has no feelings for him.

As for Su Zilin, he tried to ask him several times that day what he couldn't let go, but Su Zilin never said it, and even the fat Taoist priest closed his eyes with a posture that I knew but I didn't say.

Lin Chuan seemed to understand something in a daze in his dream, he figured out that liking is a person's business, liking each other is a matter of two people, you can't force each other to like yourself because you like others, and you can't dislike each other all of a sudden because the other party doesn't like you. Perhaps, there are many ways to like, being together is only the most satisfying one, and silent companionship and attention is another kind of love that is neither humble nor arrogant.

He is all down now, he still likes cinnabar, but he also accepts the fact that cinnabar likes others, as long as cinnabar is willing, he is willing to accept cinnabar at any time, but since he can't be what cinnabar likes, he can only choose to like it silently, like it alone, maybe he can't be amazed by cinnabar's years, but he can also be gentle with cinnabar's time.

He wanted to make a candle flame, even if it burned in the sun. But if the night comes, that person will definitely be able to see the tenacious, bright self, love or not, what is the importance at this time.

He thought of Cinnabar again, he thought of Cinnabar liking Chen Yan, just like he liked her, the only difference is that Cinnabar doesn't know how much he likes her, in fact, he can force her to marry him with a marriage certificate, but he won't do this, real love is to see each other happy, and he will be happy, even if the source of this happiness is not himself.