Jingrou smiled a little unnaturally and nodded directly in agreement, her eyes were always on the monitor on the elevator, and she just wanted to get out of this somewhat weird space as soon as possible.

Seeing that Jingrou refused to speak, Liao Hong was still anxious to escape, and then he proposed: "Then you and the children will wait at home on Friday, and I will send a car to pick you up and try to get to the Disney hotel before dinner?" Or if you don't like having a driver present, I'll just drive you up by myself. ”

Liao Hong's suggestion finally caused Jingrou to turn around and look at him, because she suddenly thought that Liao Hong was likely to send a luxury car to pick up their mother and daughter at her home very conspicuously, and then it was very likely to be seen by the neighbors around her, and in the future, she and her daughters would inevitably be asked by the neighbors and look at their mother and daughter with strange eyes.

Therefore, Jingrou immediately rejected Liao Hong very seriously and said: "I think it's better to forget it, we will wait for you near the parking lot of the hotel, so that everyone can save trouble conveniently, right?" ”

Liao Hong knew that Jingrou must be worried about being gossiped about, but in fact, he really wanted the world to know how much he liked the woman in front of him. But as the so-called desire is too fast, after waiting for so many years, Liao Hong is absolutely confident that he can continue to wait, and he is also afraid that he will be too active and accidentally scare this stubborn woman away.

So, Liao Hong immediately agreed: "Okay, you have the final say, listen to you, then let's contact WeChat at that time!" ”

At this moment, the elevator door opened with a "drop", and Jingrou immediately walked out of the elevator quickly, and left without looking back. And Liao Hong, who had been standing in the elevator, pressed the door button again, until he could no longer see Jingrou's back, and he finally pressed the button on the top floor beautifully.

After Jingrou left the hotel, she returned home with mixed feelings, and as soon as she entered the house, she lay on the sofa weakly, not even having a certain appetite. I wanted to sleep and return my mood to normal, but as soon as Jingrou closed her eyes, she remembered the past events that she had been with Liao Hong back then. To be honest, at that time, Liao Hong was the first man Jingrou wanted to date besides Qin Junchi, and she once thought about getting along with this man. Now that I think about it, if Liao Hong didn't have his fiancée by his side, maybe Jingrou wouldn't have met Yamaguchi again, and mistakenly thought that she had met true love, so she would marry Yamaguchi sincerely. Maybe he and Liao Hong will naturally enter the palace of marriage after dating for a period of time, if that is really the case, no matter how active Yamaguchi is, he will not fall in love with him, and he will not experience the pain that these Yamaguchi bring to him.

Jingrou has been thinking crankily and can't sleep at all, as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw the family photos hanging on the wall, those imaginary if they disappeared in an instant, because looking at the lovely smiling faces of her daughters, how could Jingrou regret marrying Yamaguchi and giving birth to them?

Unable to sleep and having no appetite, Jingrou looked at the wall clock on the wall, and saw that her sister should take a lunch break at this time, so she immediately sent a video invitation to Jingshu to come over. Jing Shu had just finished cleaning up the house, and when she saw that it was a video sent by her sister, she immediately sat on the sofa and connected it.

As soon as Jingrou saw Jingshu on the screen, she smiled and said, "Sister, you're fine, I want to talk to you for a while!" ”

Jing Shu also replied with a smile: "I cleaned up the house just now, now it's okay, let's talk, I can talk to you for half an hour." ”

Jingrou immediately said bluntly: "Sister, that day, Liao Hong invited a few of our mothers to dinner, and gave them three very expensive gifts, I didn't want them to eat and take them at the same time, but then I let them accept the gifts in a daze." This incident already made me very embarrassed, but Liao Hong gave me the invitation card given to him by the customer, and insisted on going to Disney with us for two days. The children wanted to go, and Liao Hong said that it was free without spending money, and it would be a waste if I didn't go, so I cheekily agreed. But I also thought about it, when we go to Disney and come back, I will find a chance to invite Liao Hong to have a meal, which can be regarded as a courtesy, otherwise I really can't go, don't you say? ”

Jing Shu had been listening carefully, and at this time, she looked at Jing Rou with a smile and said, "It seems that you have been together a lot lately, do the children like Liao Hong very much?" ”

This question immediately made Jing Rou smile: "Yes, how do you know, in fact, the children liked him when they met for the first time!" You also know that Liao Hong is a person, just his appearance is already very popular with girls, and his interaction with the children at dinner that day was in full swing, and I am about to become an outsider! ”

Jing Shu immediately asked Jing Rou a very sharp question: "What about you, do you like him?" ”

Jingrou didn't expect her sister to suddenly ask like this, and she was speechless for a while, she really didn't know how to say how she felt about Liao Hong.

Seeing this, Jing Shu continued to ask: "Little sister, how much Liao Hong liked you back then, you shouldn't have forgotten it, right?" The last time I heard you talk about his relationship with his wife, I've been wondering if he's been waiting for you for so many years. I know Yamaguchi has just passed away, and it may be a bit inappropriate to tell you this now, but you are still so young, and if you meet the right person, I think you should consider giving yourself another chance. ”

Jingrou smiled bitterly and said, "Sister, why do you seem to be thinking more and more now!" People have wives, no matter what the relationship between them is, they are also husband and wife! I didn't think much of it, I just wanted to make the kids happy, and only with friends. Besides, when his work in Japan is over, he will definitely leave, and he and I will not always look down like we do now, and I think that when that time comes, everything will be back to normal, and it will be impossible to have anything to do with him again. ”

Although Jingshu felt a little disappointed, she still wanted to take this opportunity to persuade her sister: "That's true, but I didn't say that you should go further with Liao Hong, I just want to remind you not to miss any opportunities, let alone the happiness you may get." Little sister, you say that I am becoming more and more open-minded, but how do I find that you are becoming more and more unthinkable now, do you really plan to take your children to be widowed for the rest of your life? Even if you want to, it's not possible, sooner or later, the children will grow up, they will have their own homes, and they will leave you one by one, so in the end you still have to find a companion, so that you can always have someone by your side! ”

There was no smile on Jingrou's face, she knew that what her sister said was right, and she could also imagine that when the children grew up and started a family, the family would be left alone. But will the hearts that have been completely broken by the two men really heal their wounds again? Do you really have the courage to fall in love with a man again and have the next happiness?

Jingrou couldn't give her own answer for a while, she could only look at her sister on the screen helplessly and say, "Sister, look at me, I am no longer the high-spirited sister you were back then!" I'm middle-aged, and I don't just have one daughter by my side, but three daughters! Although my appearance has not changed much, from the inside to the outside, I no longer have the spirit I used to have, except for the mental and physical tiredness, it seems that all the nerves have been numb! Which man would still be able to take a fancy to me, even if someone took a fancy to me, probably wouldn't be willing to help me bear three oil bottles! Sister, I don't have so many fantasies in the face of reality, and now in addition to writing when I have time, which can allow me to express my feelings in the characters, I'm really not interested in romance and love! ”

Jing Shu looked at her sister distressedly, and suddenly didn't know how to persuade her, looking at her sister's depressed and pitiful appearance, she reminded very worriedly: "Little sister, I see that when you are free, you should go out for a walk and get in touch with more people!" Don't keep yourself alone at home and write, I'm really afraid that you will get depression after a long time! ”

The word "depression" seems to be very popular in today's world, and it feels as if both men and women, young and old, will have some symptoms of depression or some tendency to depression at a certain time period.

Jingrou admits that since she had lost all her illusions and knew that Yamaguchi would never return, she was really disappointed and silently depressed for a while. If it weren't for the fact that she had three lovely daughters by her side, Jingrou would have to carry the family on her thin shoulders, and she would have the dual responsibilities of supporting the family and taking care of her daughters, I don't know what she would become! Because Jingrou has to protect her daughters well, and she has to find ways to prevent her daughters from feeling uneasy about losing their father, if she can do it, even Jingrou hopes that her living standard can remain the same. It is this mood of being both a good mother and a qualified good father that makes Jingrou's body always have a breath against her, so that she can always stand tall and be busy every day like a spinning top. And the great responsibility on her shoulders also allows Jingrou to stop thinking about everything except for the life of the family and the future of her daughters, including not only her own future, but also her past.

Jingrou looked at her sister hard and smiled and said, "Don't worry, sister, I can't get any depression no matter what, and besides, I don't have the time or energy to be sad every day!" I write not only for hobbies, but also to relieve all kinds of emotions and release stress, I can imagine myself as any character in it, and the fate of these characters is in my hands. Do you know sister, in the world, I can be as free as I want, which is much happier than in reality like me now, unable to control my future! ”

Seeing that as soon as her sister mentioned her, her whole person suddenly became vibrant, and Jingshu was relieved not to say anything to stop her. But having said that, Jing Shu actually feels that her sister and Liao Hong are very fateful, no matter whether there will be any dramatic changes in the relationship between the two in the future, but just from the surface, she feels that Liao Hong must not be dead to her sister.