Chapter 423: Painful Dreams

Meizi clutched her chest, gasping for air, like a drowning fish, wanting to go ashore, like an orphan without a family, longing for the company of her family, as if there was no world, the fear of being the only one left in the world, that hope, that feeling that life was worse than death.

Leaning slightly against the trees next to her, she looked up at the lack of moonlight, as if the brightest thing in the world could not shine into her dark heart.

Haha, is she wrong, she has told herself since she was a child, don't be tempted by anyone, but she is still as moved as always, is she really wrong.

Tick tick, Meizi raised her hand and touched the corners of her eyes, when she touched the watery touch on her face, she knew that she was crying, what an irony, she Meizi said that she couldn't cry anymore, and after crying, she had to dig out her eyes, but now she was a little reluctant to gouge out her eyes, she wanted to see that man again, the only man who made her heart move.

That's it, just this time, let her be willful again, and after this time, after that man dies, she doesn't want to live in this world, she doesn't want to live in this world, this world is so boring, and it makes her feel lonely.

Closing her eyes slightly, Meizi just cried and cried, laughing and laughing, and fell asleep directly here, not afraid that something would kill her now.

Meizi felt that she had a long, long dream, dreaming that when she was young, she was only seven years old at that time, her parents divorced, and her mother took her to live alone, but she was very bad, very bad, and was beaten and scolded by her mother at every turn, since she can remember, she has not eaten a full meal, before the age of five, she lived very pig and dog, and got up early every day to work for her mother, yes, before the age of seven, a seven-year-old child, when she was still in elementary school, when she was still spoiled on her parents, That's the life she lived.

Well, one thing she remembers more clearly is that after the age of seven, her mother finally found the second spring, and the stepfather was very good to her, very good, better than his own daughter, yes, the stepfather had a daughter, two years older than her, nine years old, and a son, six years older than her, thirteen years old.

She didn't know why her stepfather would be so good to her, she was afraid of falling in the palm of her hand, and she was afraid of melting in her mouth, she was very good to her, and her stepfather's son was also very good to her, better than her sister, she thought that her arrival would make this family hate her, hate her, and dislike her, but she didn't expect that her arrival would have a lot more family members who loved her, family, heh, that was just an idea of hers, a ridiculous idea.

The stepfather's daughter was also good to her, very, very good, and the three family members were good to her, but only her own mother always abused her, but after abusing her, she always didn't expose the scars that abused her, and a year later, when she accidentally saw the scars on her body by her stepsister, the stepsister looked at her scars with a particularly distressed gaze, and when she touched the scars on her body, the feeling that made her a little creepy and scared floated.

She thought that she was feeling wrong, even if her stepsister put her hands on every part of her body, she still looked at her stepsister with an ignorant eye, not knowing what was going on.

Just when she felt weird and wanted to ask her stepsister, the stepsister opened her mouth in a tone that made her even more weird, and asked her where these scars came from, she didn't dare to say that she was beaten by her mother, but in the end, the stepsister, stepfather, and stepbrother all knew about it.

It was a rainy night, the stepfather knocked her mother unconscious, tied to a chair, looked at her mother's frightened eyes, she didn't know why, she was a little inexplicably excited, that kind of excitement, she didn't want to know at all, she didn't want to know, but she couldn't control herself.

How did the stepfather feel when he kept whipping his mother with a leather whip in front of his three children? The blood was boiling, she knew, she seemed to have fallen, she liked the feeling, and she was happy when she saw others in pain.

For a long, long time, so long that she didn't know when, her mother was locked in a room by them for a long time, she was abused to death, and she was also one of the accomplices who abused her own mother.

The moment her mother swallowed her breath, the four of them were in Chang, and when her mother finally swallowed her breath, she didn't know why, and breathed a sigh of relief, as if all her grievances over the past few years had disappeared, and after that, she thought that she could finally live a good life, but this was the beginning of her nightmare.

It turned out that her stepfather, stepsister, and stepbrother had something disgusting to her, that is, she liked to abuse children, and all three of them had violent tendencies.

If it is explained according to the present spirit, it is a tendency to mental abuse and synthesis, and for her biological mother, they belong to the first type, and to her, they belong to the second type.

At that time, she had just come to this house for more than two years, nine years old, and a year after her mother's death, she began this miserable life, which was worse than when she lived with her own mother.

They abused her in bed, abused her in various ways, and sometimes the three of them had sex together, haha, how ironic is it, this is the life she wants? Go to her life.

As for why she didn't tell anyone else about this kind of thing, it was because her stepfather told the teacher that she had a heart attack and was going to take a leave of absence, and just like that, she was locked up at home, like a cage, which made her feel very painful and wanted to die, and as for why she didn't kill herself, because she didn't kill those three beasts, she didn't want to die.

Finally, when her wings were finally full, she abused the family to death in a horrible way, and then, with a fire, burned the home full of her childhood nightmares.

Then, she still didn't want to die, she wanted to keep the scourge of those family members who had domestic violence, she killed them one by one, and finally, when she grew up, she also met the man she cared about in her heart, but that man didn't like her, she also thought she was dirty, and in a riot, it was also the beginning after she hid from that man.

If she can't get it, she wants to destroy it, this is her true heart, but she can't do it, she wants that man to live well, even if she can't remember her, then she will use other things to make him remember her, but she is tired now, so tired, and she doesn't want to hold on anymore.

Well, even if the man thinks that her biological mother is the same as those three disgusting things, it is okay if she killed them together, one or two, they all killed anyway, they all killed, they all killed......