Chapter Fifty-Eight: You Don't Have the Qualifications
Yu Muyang continued to talk for a while, then got up and was about to leave, but he was suddenly hugged tightly, he felt a familiar breath, a little happy, and wanted to hug her back.
Yan's low voice came, "Don't move, I just want to hold you like this, just for a while." ”
Hearing the cry in Yancuo's voice, he was a little anxious, but he could only cling to her, just being held by her, motionless.
Su He and Gu Xuran stood in the distance, and when they saw this scene, they all walked away with interest, their words were so strong, they definitely didn't want others to see her crying.
I don't know how long it took, Yan Cuo finally let go of him, his eyes were still red, and he looked like a wounded rabbit, which was distressing.
Yu Muyang wiped away her tears, a little distressed, "What are you crying about, cry when you see me." I came to surprise you, why did I make you cry. ”
Yan didn't speak, just kept looking at him like that, his eyes were focused and serious. He was a little confused, but he didn't say anything, just circled her body and blocked her from some sun.
After a long time, he heard her crying voice, "Yu Muyang, you said at the grave of my grandparents that you would be good to me for the rest of your life, do you know what it means?" ”
Yu Muyang looked down at her and looked at her with some questioning eyes, "What does it mean?" ”
It means that you have to be good to me for the rest of your life, you can't change your mind for the rest of your life, and you can only love me well. If you can't do it, your grandparents won't let you go in heaven. Are you afraid? ”
Yu Muyang smiled and touched the tip of her nose, "Don't be afraid, I will promise you in this life, and I will never change my mind." As long as you want me, I will definitely stick to you for the rest of my life. Then will you not want me, will you change your mind? ”
Su He stood on tiptoe, hooked his neck, and let his eyes look at him, "I won't, my heart is very small, and I can only pretend to be you." ”
Yu Muyang hugged her, neither of them spoke, and the world was quiet as if only each other was left.
Yancuo said a lot to her grandmother's grave, talking about the process of acquaintance and love with Yu Muyang, she longed for her grandmother's blessing, even if she never got a response.
But she knew that her grandmother was the most fond of her, and she would be happy for her, and she would like the boy in front of her, because he was so good, and everything was impeccable.
After talking for a while, they all stood up, the sun was a little scary, and after a while, they were all covered in sweat. They walked down the mountain and met Su He and Gu Xuran, who were waiting, so they went down the mountain together.
On the way down the mountain, they all met a lot of plants that could not be named, all of them were a novel appearance, Yancuo followed his grandmother up the mountain since childhood, and he knew him, so he explained them one by one.
Because of their arrival, Yancuo's mood was much better, and he listened to Su He's chatter along the way, and looked at them with a little pride in the novelty here.
These are all taught to me by my grandmother, and they are all treasures and indelible memories in the rest of my life.
The four of them walked all the way, Yan Cuo took them to many places in the village, where they grew up, and they always talked about it with nostalgia, Yu Muyang looked at her like this, and felt a little sorry for this girl in her heart.
She led them to her former elementary school, looking at this familiar and terrifying place in front of her, and many memories came flooding back, and she stood at the school gate and watched like that, and did not go in.
The school has been abandoned, and the students have been merged into a central elementary school in the town, and the campus looks a little deserted, and the once lively plastic runway has now grown a lot of dead grass.
Time has left a deep trace on this school, and the past time seems to be no longer available, as if it is slowly disappearing in time with those mottled memories.
Yu Muyang led her in, the familiar big iron gate of the school was already full of rust at the moment, looking rusty, and a few pieces of rust looked like they were about to fall, crumbling.
Pushing open the door, memories of the past poured out at this moment, and all at once came to words. She seemed to see the quiet and silent self in the past, watching herself walk into this school alone with a big schoolbag, and then she sat in her seat all the time.
Day after day, I grew up slowly, but I still didn't fit in with my classmates, to be precise, they didn't allow me to fit into the class, and I looked like a clown.
Obviously, in the mouth of her grandmother, she is also a sensible and obedient girl, but here she is always treated as an outlier, and no matter what she does, it is wrong.
Yan Cuo took a deep breath, and walked towards the previous classroom alone, the desks in the classroom had been emptied, but there were still some words written on the blackboard, Yan Cuo looked closer, but saw his name.
The blackboard was densely packed, all of them were their own names, some of them were written very hard, the middle gestures were broken a little, the words were a little shocked, looking around, there was no one to see, she was about to step forward to wipe it off, but she heard a familiar voice behind her.
"You erase these, I'll write again." Xu Lin didn't know when he appeared at the back door of the classroom, just looking at the words in front of the blackboard.
When Yan Cuo saw him, the little guess in her mind was confirmed, she was not shocked, but asked calmly, "What do you want to do when you write my name on this blackboard?" ”
"I want to repent with you, I want your forgiveness, I want to pursue you."
Yancuo looked at him a little helplessly, but he was a little unconvinced, "I've told you many times, we can't possibly, I already have a boyfriend." You're so strong, I didn't think it should be. ”
Xu Lin smiled, "I didn't think I would be like this, I thought I would leave in a very chic way, just like before, I was hit by your blind eye a few times, and then I treated you as an ordinary person like others."
But after so many years, I realized that at that time, I was young, and I gave up with a little setback, and if I had to do it all over again, I would never give up, I would definitely stand firmly on your side, and I would not let you face those alone. But will you give me another chance? ”
"She doesn't want to."
A familiar voice came, Yan Cuo looked out the door, only to see Yu Muyang walking in slowly, the sun shining on his body, making him look at the whole body with light. He just stood there, and he could make Yan Cuo feel that unique peace of mind, and Yan Cuo looked at him and didn't speak.
Xu Lin turned his head and watched Yu Muyang walk in, with a slightly nervous expression on his face, as if he regarded the person in front of him as an enemy.
"You're Yancuo's boyfriend?" He said like this, in fact, he already knew the answer, and the eyes that Yan Cuo looked at him were the dependence and trust that he had never seen before. But he still wanted to ask again, to confirm again, so that he could die a little more.
"Yes, you are Xu Lin, I know you."
Xu Lin looked at the boy in front of him with a temperament completely different from his own, obviously looking about the same age, but he had the kind of calmness that is rare at this age. He looked at himself without the slightest nervousness, as if he didn't take himself seriously at all.
"Yes, I like words, I want to play fair with you." He raised his voice, looked at him, and tried to make his voice firm, so that the person in front of him knew his determination.
Yu Muyang glanced at him, and seemed to pass through him to see the girl, and his voice came slowly, "I'm afraid, you don't have this qualification." ”