As if not believing it, Su Xin stared at Xia Yuan's head, and the ups and downs were so gentle and small that she needed to see the flash of Xia Yuan's black hair in the moonlight to be sure.

"You...... You've ever liked Ranran. ”

Su Xin didn't know why he asked again, and it seemed to be a statement of statement, not a question.

"I used to like it." Xia Yuan replied in a low voice, he raised his head with great effort, and the stiff movement of his neck was like hanging a dumbbell. "Yes...... It's just that once, after all this time, I think she should just see me as a brother. ”

"Since when?"

"I don't know." Xia Yuan closed his eyes uncomfortably, "It should be ...... Was it as a child? Who remembers something so long? ”

"When did that end?"

"I ...... Can you not say it? ”

"No, you can't!" Su Xin's attitude of refusal was categorical.

Xia Yuan sighed, his two thick eyebrows furrowed at the broad door of his head, "From ...... From, the third year of junior high school, that is...... Suddenly tired and couldn't get a response from her. ”

"But you never asked her!" I don't know why, Su Xin, who was happily "reading the draft" just now, is now full of happiness and even a little annoyed.

Xia Yuan waved his hand incredulously: "Who said that!" You know that, too! I wrote so many letters in the mailbox, all hinting at her! He angrily began to wander on the road, and the moon hid back in the clouds again, and Su Xin couldn't observe his expression. Since she told you so much, she must have known that the person who wrote those letters was me, even if it ...... Even if you don't understand it when you're a kid, what about when you grow up? She was still indifferent and unresponsive, I liked her for so long, since the third grade of elementary school! ”

Su Xin sneered, "Don't you remember it very clearly." ”

"I don't know, it should be that time." Xia Yuan's head was a little dizzy, saying what he said just now, it took almost all his strength, he only felt that his legs were weak, so he walked to the mailbox and leaned against the unique green belt wall next to the road.

"And then?"

"Later, later, how can there be so many later!" Xia Yuan felt that his tone was a little heavy, he looked away embarrassedly, adjusted his breathing and continued, "Later, I gave up, the most uncomfortable thing was not that she didn't express her position, but that she stayed by my side so closely without expressing her position, and liked to control me so much, and then I figured it out, she shouldn't like me, it's just that we have been close since we were children, and our relationship has long surpassed that of ordinary friends." I'm also slowly ...... Gave up the idea. ”

In the previous paragraph, Su Xin listened quietly, until she heard the last sentence, her expression changed abruptly, and she was surprised as if she had heard something incredible.

"Gave up?" Su Xin stepped in front of Xia Yuan and blocked the moonlight shining on him, "What do you mean by giving up, obviously you like people who still get along day and night, do you say give up if you give up?" How is this possible? This feeling! ”

In the darkness that she couldn't see clearly, Su Xin heard a few wry smiles from Xia Yuan in front of her, as if she was crying, and she suddenly felt that she was talking too hard, or the rhythm was too fast, and she couldn't help but feel nervous.

"To be honest, I actually feel like I've given up."

Su Xin wanted to comfort him, but she didn't know where to start, so she gently put her hand on Xia Yuan's shoulder, and it turned out that his whole body was trembling.

"You ......"

"But you ...... today," Xia Yuan said, "You took me back to these places today, these are places I don't want to come back easily, there are too many memories, at first, I thought I could fight to the death, who knew it was such a broken mailbox." Xia Yuan pointed to the mailbox next to him, his eyes were so fierce that he seemed to kick it in the next second, "It made me feel pain again." Maybe you can't understand it, I've been converting my feelings for the girl into the same feelings as her, and I've tried to treat her as a sister until I finally confused myself, and I can't figure out what it feels like. No matter how intimate she was to me, I thought it was the emotion of acquaintance. ”

"Habit...... It's a terrible thing. After Su Xin finished speaking, she suddenly felt that she had heard this sentence from somewhere, and it still popped out of her mouth.

Xia Yuan raised his head and stared at the moon in the night sky, "I never thought of it...... The girl actually likes me. She was...... Since when did you start liking me? ”

Su Xin stared at him for a long time, and just when Xia Yuan thought that she would not answer this question, Su Xin's voice sounded in his ears.

"Remember...... Since when did she start to become lively? ”

"Lively? Has she ever been inactive? ”

"Think about it."

Maybe it was too long, Xia Yuan remembered the time when Xun Ran liked to wear skirts in elementary school.

"Like...... There were. ”

"It was about six years ago."

This answer was beyond Xia Yuan's expectations.

"Is it that long?"

"You've liked Xun Ran since you were in the third grade, aren't you even more? Do you remember the first time Xun Ran cut her hair short? She said that at that time, it was you who said that you liked lively girls (this plot is explained in Chapter 71: Memories (5)). ”

Xia Yuan first lowered his head and pondered for a while, and then his brows suddenly relaxed.

It seems that he remembered it, Su Xin thought.

"You mean, she cut her hair short for me?"

"It should be, at least, that's what Ranran told me. Even her personality has become extroverted, in fact, she is irritable and irritable, doesn't she just do it to you? Su Xin's judgment from the time he saw the two of them in high school was correct, Xun Ran's changes were often because of Xia Yuan's words.

"I ...... But I ......," Xia Yuan seemed a little at a loss, "I just said it casually." ”

"In this world, a person who can attach so much importance to what you say afterwards ......" Su Xin looked at Xia Yuanhong's eyes, "Then how deep her love for you, or even love, must be." ”

"Girl...... She ......"

"I never thought that you would like Xun Ran, and even, you liked it for longer than her."

When Xia Yuan heard this, he smiled embarrassedly, as if he was a little reluctant, "What...... I didn't give up in the end, Xun Ran...... There are also people who like it. ”

"Do you really think she likes that Chen Haoyu?" Su Xin frowned, staring at Xia Yuan like a fool.

"What?"

"You're the one who knows Ran Ran best, you really can't see her purpose?"

"The purpose ......" Su Xin's words shook out an answer in Xia Yuan's heart, "You mean, she just wants to save face...... Win me? ”

"No, she just doesn't want to lose. Now, it's time for you to admit that you like Ranran. The punches you punched Chen Haoyu were not at all as strong as they were for Ke Yuhan. ”

Xia Yuan was taken aback, and secretly sighed at Su Xin's insight.

"You can see that?"

"Of course." Su Xin smiled, making Xia Yuan feel reassured, "I'm afraid that at that time, you were suddenly added to the vinegar, so you were angry, but that Chen Haoyu really deserved to be beaten!" Well done! ”

Looking at Su Xin's thumbs up, Xia Yuan smiled: "How can it be like I've done a good thing." ”

"So...... Looks like I can't be your girlfriend anymore. Su Xin playfully stuck out his tongue.

"It feels like you're now...... It's normal. ”

"Huh?" Su Xin didn't understand the meaning of Xia Yuan's words all of a sudden.

"That's it...... How do you say it......" Xia Yuan scratched his temples, "You have been acting very lively today, and even dressing up is very sunny, which is not the same as you in peacetime." ”

"Of course! I'm here according to Xun Ran's model! ”

"No wonder." Xia Yuan shook his head, he knew that Su Xin's behavior today would always make him think of Xun Ran, as if they were carved out of a mold. Sure enough, Su Xin opened the door of his heart in order to give himself a hint from this kind of detail.

Xia Yuan looked at Su Xin, what a delicate soul was hidden under this delicate face.

"Actually...... It's too late to say anything. Xia Yuan looked at the sky helplessly, his whole body was relaxing, "Xun Ran must hate me now." However, I sometimes wonder why Xun Ran didn't respond to me, and if she responded to me, what would we be? ”

A necessary silence landed between the two, as if to calm them down first.

"If you get her...... What about responding to you? Su Xin's voice was as gentle as the swaying moonlight.

"It's a pity she didn't."

"No, she responded to you, in the letter."

Xia Yuan couldn't help but wonder in his heart: "What do you mean?" Did she respond to me? No way, otherwise I wouldn't have noticed it at the time, I read those letters one by one. ”

"What if...... Is there one you haven't read? ”

Su Xin's words were like a cold current rushing into his heart, hitting Xia Yuan's softest heart.