Happiness is bitter in sorrow, what is sorrow? What is bitterness? There is no answer to such a question in Yan Yan's mind for the time being, and it is not clear whether there should be an answer. The sister-in-law was picked up by her son to discuss marriage, and she continued to solve the problems left by her eldest brother, never tired of listening patiently, and now she is shocked to see the whole picture, whether she wants to say that it is the prophetic foresight of the elders in the late Qing Dynasty, to preserve the property left by the ancestors, to avoid the devastation of war and sports, or to say that she has no heart and liver for decades, and enjoys the protection of the eldest brother with peace of mind.

The little Trojan horse that I had been looking for was lost, and the freshness was weakened by the complexity of things and endless hidden dangers, supported by the longing for the deceased relatives. Decades of being sheltered from the wind and rain have solved most of the incidents and troubles. The days of wanton life and chasing dreams are all dissipated.

"We came to this world one day, you are earlier than me, you are my brother, I am a sister, I want to be a sister for a lifetime, I must have the consciousness of being a sister, bear the protection and love of my brother for a lifetime, and at the same time I also want to be strong, become a strong backing for my brother, and when my brother is tired, I will exert all my strength and become my brother's dependence."

The words of their childhood became the embodiment of the life of the brother and sister. After the death of our parents, we were still minors, and we snuggled up to each other and tasted the warmth and coldness of the world. My parents once said that the kindness, good and evil of the simple villagers' hearts are clear. But he has never told us that the feudal ideology here is deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and living here can only be obedient, and it is in vain to resist when encountering such a problem. When you receive the colorful fruits with kindness and innocence, you indescribably feel and shape the three views that are not yet ripe. Tempered in the world early, lost the teaching and protection of his parents, and struggled just to survive and survive better. Hand in hand approaching old age, fate is so ruthless to come to my side, my brother and parents are by my side, leaving me alone to bear the loneliness.

Yan Yan accidentally found that the little wooden horse left by the eldest brother was empty in his stomach, and after opening it, he found that it was a key and a strip of cloth, and followed the instructions of the strip of cloth to find the things that the eldest brother had specially left for herself.

letters, some documents, and some miscellaneous items. I've never heard of a big brother who has a collecting fetish, and the wooden buckle with strong characters is stored in a box and next to valuables. The letter reflects the other side of the eldest brother, and the responsibility, pressure, and pain that she has endured for many years are all poured in front of her through words, making her realize for the first time how naïve, willful, and absurd she is. Under the protection of the eldest brother, he accepts the new ideas of the moment, and he is out of place and escorted by the eldest brother. The sacrifice of the past was redoubled by the recipient, and the bond of blood was thickened under the accumulation of things, and it became a matter of course. Willfulness breeds the center of the earth, and the word domineering is brought into play to the height of the peak, and he is lost.

This world still has its own memories, and my daughter needs to take care of it herself. Flip through the phone photo album and start editing the messages sent to your daughter.

When you edit a question on WeChat and send it to the past, but that person tells you something else, what is your first reaction? Is it angry, or do you continue to ask that question? But no matter what you do next, you'll get an answer. But this person is your mother, what will you do? Some people say they treat it the same way as everyone else. This has never worked with Wang Yan. The mother's rank is too high, so she can only look up and treat it respectfully. Not to be taken lightly. Contempt is not only a manifestation of your stupidity, but you will be led by the nose into the trap that she thinks is good, unable to accuse yourself of liking it or not, whether you want it or not. The gift of elders is the embodiment of love, but people have gradually grown up, their minds have matured, and their values tend to be sound. It's not that babies are waiting to be fed by others to survive.

According to common sense, such exploitation and oppression is the source of evil and should be resented. The behavior of combining love for no reason made Wang Yan unbearable and hateful. Home is a warm place, and the root of warmth is because of the presence of my mother. Mom should be grateful for who she is now.

Kunming, also known as the Spring City, between the city and the suburbs, there is a 300-square-meter three-story building, plus a 200-square-meter courtyard is the university graduation gift given to him by the king of Hades. Looking through the memories of more than 20 years, it is true that when Hades was with the rich, he was not poor.

"Really, fake." Edit such words with a question mark emoji.

The daughter's attitude had long been expected. Do the preliminary work and play a role here. "I have the title deed and the land deed here. It's all your name, and the time is more than 10 years ago. If you want to see, I can send you pictures. ”

"No, I don't. Mom, when are you coming back. My dad is renovating the house, why don't you come back and take a look. ”

"The relationship between us as husband and wife has been broken, and I have no right to interfere with the father-daughter relationship between you."

After getting such an answer, Wang Yan didn't know what to say next, but she listened to the father-daughter relationship a little harshly, and she didn't know whether the father-daughter relationship of other people's families was a model between slave owners and slaves. "Oh."

"The yard can be planted with flowers and plants and used as a nursery. Baby, do you like it? ”

The words of flowers and plants twitched her heart and filled her brain. "I like it." After saying this, I thought of my mother's illness. Asked tentatively; "Mom, it's okay to see the plants."

When Yan Yan heard this question, she thought that she had been feeling like she had forgotten some things recently, but she couldn't think of what it was. The answer was found at this moment; "I'll be fine, I'll go back and deal with your uncle's funeral, and I'll be fine. Baby, when are you, when do you have time to come to Kunming to see here. ”

All right? Wang Yan felt a little ironic in her heart. "Okay, I'll see if I'll talk about it. Mom, when are you coming back. ”

"Next week, I'll go back when I'm done with things. Contact when the time comes. ”

"Okay, contact when the time comes. Good bye. ”

The sense of irony without external interference swelled in Wang Yan's heart, covering up the joy of being recognized by her mother, and the satisfaction of putting the treasure in the palm of her hand. Whether it is the caterpillar that becomes the flashiness of a butterfly without going through the ordeal, or whether it is hit by a pie falling from the sky, carefully distinguish whether this is a sugar-coated cannonball.

My mother once taught me that there is no free lunch in the world, even if there is a free lunch, it is also the process of exchanging some things, exchanging your excess things for what you need, which is the normal operation of this world. Suspicion and a sense of crisis belie sincerity, but it is a protective shell that allows a unique life to last longer.

Hades is gone, and the remnants are still alive, and the gift cannot be answered so briefly. I thought that since college, my mother has been persistently encouraging me to go to graduate school. Unobstructed common sense, with a mouth to draw a full stop.

Author's note: What kind of reflection will you have when your once loved is at your fingertips?