Regarding many things in the past, Liang Yu confirmed that Meng Chanjuan was that person, but in fact, he had almost guessed seventy-seven-eighty-eight.

Before coming, I was almost mentally prepared, but when I really heard Meng Chanjuan say everything without hesitation, it was almost another feeling.

Liang Yu leaned on Gu Shaoqing's arms, her whole person was stiff and couldn't move, if it weren't for Gu Shaoqing accompanying her, she felt that she couldn't support it.

Her face was pale, and her palms were sweaty, but her hands were cold.

The only temperature that could be perceived was from Gu Shaoqing's palm.

She wanted to open her mouth and ask Meng Chanjuan, why can she be so ruthless, why can she be so bad, how innocent her mother is, how innocent her grandfather is, why can she be so desperate?

Is it just because you fell in love with a man, just because you hated a man? How could she be like that?

But her throat was dry and painful, her heart was twitching slightly, and she couldn't say a word.

At that moment, Gu Shaoqing grabbed her fingers tighter, looked at Meng Chanjuan, and said, "After you confess these things to us, you probably know what you are facing." ”

Meng Chanjuan pulled her lips and smiled: "I naturally know...... Don't worry, when I leave the gate of the Yu family today, I will go and turn myself in...... In fact, after so many years, I have also been quite tired, tossing and turning, tossing and turning from the best years to the present, but I have not gained anything except myself covered in blood! ”

Gu Shaoqing shook his head indifferently and said, "No, you have gotten ......"

Meng Chanjuan was stunned, and heard him say again: "However, you have lost it now." ”

Meng Chanjuan suddenly realized something, she looked at Liang Yu, but finally avoided her gaze.

I can't stand it anymore.

She knew that this child had really regarded herself as a mother.

She didn't like it, but just like Sheng Ruxue, she didn't like it, but she admired it in her heart.

But if you think about it carefully, this appreciation is not mixed with a trace of complex friendship?

When Sheng Ruxue just left, didn't she often have nightmares? Haven't you also been afraid and briefly regretted?

Didn't you feel like you had almost become a devil and no longer a human being?

And when Liang Yu disappeared more than five years ago, didn't you also worry about it?

Aren't you worried about finding someone to help you find it?

Don't you also hope that Liang Yu can come back as soon as possible and be safe?

Although her little conscience is hardly worth mentioning compared to the evil things she has done, at least, at a certain moment, a certain minute and a certain second, she wants to be a pure and clean person.

That's it, the past can't be traced.

Meng Chanjuan let out a breath, stood up, and said, "I'm done with what I want to say, if you have anything else you want to ask, just ask as soon as possible...... Because it's almost time, it's time for me to go. ”

Gu Shaoqing glanced at Liang Yu in his arms.

Liang Yu's eyelashes trembled, and she used all her strength to finally make her own voice.

She said, "Is it worth it?" ”

She is a doctor, and she is supposed to help the world and save people, but for the sake of a man, she has made herself an executioner.

Let yourself kill people, harm others, go against the heart of a doctor, go against the way of life.

Conscience and humanity are almost completely annihilated.

Even, ruined his peaceful life, destroyed his right to be loved and loved others, and ruined his ability to have happiness.

If......

If she could find a kind and gentle man to live her life, maybe now her children could go to college.

Shouldn't what a woman wants in her life be such indifferent happiness?

And what is she asking for and wanting? What has become of it?

So, is it worth it?

Is it all worth it?

It's got to the point where it is, do you still think it's worth it?

Is it worth it?!

Meng Chanjuan looked at Liang Yu, her eyes were full of mist, she chuckled lightly, and said, "It's not worth it...... But ......"

She took a deep breath, her tone soft, drifting.

"But...... I can't start all over again...... Isn't it? ”

In fact, even if she started all over again, wouldn't she really choose the same path? Meng Chanjuan, there is no guarantee.

Love can make people crazy, Yu Fangyi became crazy because of her love for Sheng Ruxue, and she became a demon because of her love for Yu Fangyi.

They're all the same people.

And think about it carefully, if it weren't for Yu Fangyi's love for Sheng Ruxue who was so crazy, how could she be so crazy about him?

She loves Yu Fangyi, but she has been heartbroken by this man for so many years, and she has also cooled that love, and the rest is more wronged and unwilling.

Unwilling to lose to Sheng Ruxue, especially after she became a dead person, she still couldn't win her.

was even more unwilling, and finally lost to Wen Jingyan.

But now, it doesn't seem to matter whether you regret it or not, whether it's worth it or not.

The important thing is that she lost, and she lost completely, completely and completely.

lost the love of Yu Fangyi, who had never belonged to her, the calm and stable life that she might have if she retreated, and the ...... she had relied on so many years of hard work

Old Man Yu's trust in her, Liang Yu's closeness to her, and the respect of the Yu family for her......

Even, Yu Fangyi's confidant affection for her!

It's all gone......

Everything, gone.

The so-called good black bird threw himself into the forest, and the land was so clean when it fell into a white expanse!

That's probably what she did.

Liang Yu didn't say anything more, and Meng Chanjuan didn't say anything more, but walked to the door step by step, and then stretched out her hand to open the door.

Outside the door, Aunt Liu and two or three maids were waiting not far away, and when they saw her, they didn't say anything.

She didn't say anything, and walked straight in the direction of her car.

Aunt Liu hesitated for a moment, but stepped forward and said, "Doctor Meng, are you leaving?" You haven't brought your stuff upstairs with you yet, do you want to ......?"

"No need...... Meng Chanjuan waved her hand lightly: "Don't do it...... Also, there is no need for it. ”

Aunt Shen could vaguely detect something from Meng Chanjuan's face, and she didn't say anything, nodded her head, and watched Meng Chanjuan walk away.

It wasn't until she got into the car, and after a while, set up the car and left, that she hesitated to go into the house and have a look.

But think about it, it still can't be, my uncle told me before, but without instructions, no one can go in and can't get close.

I have to listen to my uncle.

In the living room, Liang Yu had already heard the sound of the engine of the car outside, and she relieved her breath for a while before gently asking Gu Shaoqing: "Does she ...... Will you really turn yourself in? ”

Gu Shaoqing pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, before saying, "Yes...... She had no choice. ”

Liang Yu's eyes trembled, yes, Meng Chanjuan at this moment, yes, there is no choice.