Xia Zhi felt unusually relaxed in his heart. It's strange that she originally wanted to repair the relationship between the two, and she didn't even think of filing for divorce from him, this thought hit her mind like a flash of lightning, and then blurted out.

But she doesn't regret it.

She found it easier than the painstaking struggle to keep the relationship together. Yes, it's certainly simpler to end than to maintain.

She doesn't think that what she is doing is desirable, and the marriages that can go on are constantly tinkering, and she is tired of tinkering, she is too lazy.

Xiao Yiqing said, probably, the real reason why I can make up my mind to leave is that I don't love enough. Especially for a person like her who is in love first, she can't tolerate half a grain of sand in her feelings.

Except for Xiao Yiqing, the decision to divorce, Xia Zhi did not tell anyone else. Xia Jianfeng knew, He Yan knew, Xia Yuan also knew, that could only be said by Han Junxi.

He told them that he wanted her to change her mind after being persuaded by them, but it backfired.

Originally, she still had a trace of involvement in her heart, wondering if she was too decisive, but after Xia Jianfeng and He Yan's repeated phone bombardments, she was even more determined that she had to do this.

Xia Jianfeng said: "You are an adult, Xia Zhi, you are in your thirties, your marriage involves two families, and you should file for divorce well, do you think this matter is very face-saving?" ”

Xia Zhi didn't sneer directly at the microphone, is divorce a faceless thing? Is it face-saving to maintain an unwanted marriage? What's more, she doesn't live for face.

But for Xia Jianfeng, a large part of life is for face, that's right.

I'm sorry then, my daughter is going to lose your face. You should have never had a divorced daughter.

He Yan said: "Xia Zhi, you have to think about it carefully, you are at your age, and you have just lost a child, if you divorce at this time, will you still be able to marry in the future?" You're still young, you're going to have another child next year, and you're going to live well......"

He Yan was more considerate of her, but she was just afraid that she would not be able to get married. Why did she have to get married? She didn't divorce to remarry, she didn't get married to have a child, and children were not a tool to maintain marriage.

Even her own life is not good, how can she guarantee that she can be a good mother?

When Xia Yuan told her that Xia Jianfeng and He Yan were going to Nanzhou to find her, she said: "Tell them, don't come, I won't see you when they come." It's my own business. ”

They always want to reverse her will and let her live her life in a way that they approve of. Whenever she encounters this kind of pressure, she wants to break the jar.

was supposed to be on the same side as her, telling her that no matter what grievances she suffered, she could have a family that could support her, but she was told again and again that she had to endure and become a happy person with universal values: a husband, a child, and a family.

This is called happiness.

No one cares if she's happy or not. No one cares if she has her own value in the relationship. She doesn't need to exist as self, she's just a symbol in their eyes.

She wanted to shout "fuck".

She called Han Jun-hee and rebuked him completely mercilessly for letting her parents interfere with her behavior. He was uncharacteristically silent, this posture was like a ball of cotton, and the anger she spilled out couldn't find the focus at all, and she was so angry that her teeth itched.

There is still a property issue between the two that cannot be agreed, they have no savings, but nominally, she still has more than 200,000 yuan in her bank card that he borrowed to use, and he still has a loan of 300,000 yuan on his head.

The loan has to be paid off for half a year, and there is a house and a car, they have no extra money to compensate each other, and Han Junxi also does not agree to sell the house on the grounds that the current housing market is not ideal. Nuancai Literature Network

Xia Zhi thinks this is likely his delaying tactic - he is actually not willing to divorce.

He probably thought that she would be able to give up the idea of divorce for a long time, but she didn't know that she could say these two words over time. Once decided, never look back.

If he wants to delay, let's delay it for a few months, and then divorce after settling the loan, it's also a matter of concern.

Liang Lu and Xiao Yiqing were a little surprised by her decisiveness this time.

Liang Lu sent a video and said, "You seem to be a little different again. It used to be lukewarm. Anyway, just do it when you think it through, we're all there for you. ”

Xia Zhi turned the table lamp brighter, maybe it was a problem with the lighting, in the video dialog box, her face looked very dull, while Liang Lu looked sunny.

She said: "We said that we would buy a villa together for retirement, does it count? ”

"Of course!" Liang Lu smiled, "And Xiao Yiqing." When I come back, we'll take the big babe together. Later, when Beibei grew up, she would be single if she loved to be single, she would get married if she loved to get married, and if she loved to have children, she would have children, we would not urge anything, and be three happy aunts. ”

Summer Solstice was amused and laughed. That's it, what kind of man wants what kind of love, isn't it fragrant for sisters? Financially independent, beautiful and confident women are the cutest.

Xia Zhi officially moved into Xiao Yiqing's rented house, she lived in a small room, and Xiao Yiqing and Bei Bei lived in a big house.

She brought only clothes and some necessities, and looking at her lonely few bags, she felt a pang of distress: she had moved again.

Fate is such a thing, it's really weird.

When I was in Taicheng, Pan's mother once asked her about her birthday and said that she would go and calculate it for her. She didn't believe in this kind of specious metaphysics, but Pan's mother didn't tell her anything when she came back after calculating, she was very curious, so she went to ask Pan Rui.

Pan Rui refused to say it at first, and finally under her questioning, she said that she was rushing on a stagecoach, and she would be adrift in this life, and she would not be able to keep her money.

She didn't believe it, but the cursed words annoyed her for a while.

Over the years, she really hasn't had a few years of stable life, she is always moving, and she can't save money.

I'm so tired......

But what is more terrible than the wandering of the body is the anguish of the heart. She would rather start over after a divorce than hold on to a failed relationship.

The longer the two were separated, the clearer she recognized the gap between their hearts. She wondered if they were in love because they were lonely—at least for her.

Now, she was finally at peace. No longer quarrel and quarrel for three days, no longer need to fall into boundless self-blame, no longer have to swallow your anger to achieve a harmonious marriage.

She returned to work normally, and the newly established new media department really screened out two old editors. After the labor pain, it is not very smooth to go on the road.

However, she is confident about the future. It's a beautiful feeling that hasn't been seen for a long time.

The weather is gradually starting to get cold again.