Chapter 133: I don't want to quarrel
For several days, Xia Sheng was in a bad mood.
He had to wonder if he was going to enter menopause early.
I don't sleep well at night, I always dream, I always wake up, but when I wake up, I can't remember what I dreamed about, I only feel a heartbeat.
It was clear that he had palpitations after waking up from a nightmare.
Every time he woke up, it was difficult for him to fall asleep again, even if he closed his eyes and forced himself to relax his body and fall asleep, the result was only more and more irritable and unable to sleep.
So I had to get up lightly and go to the balcony to smoke.
He had been quitting smoking for a while, and he had been looking for a long time before he found half a pack from the TV cabinet, and he almost couldn't wait to light it, take a deep breath, and then spit it out slowly.
He feels like he's acting a bit like an addict.
One puff after another, watching the white smoke he spit out dissipate in the wind, he felt strangely dreamlike beauty.
After smoking half a pack of cigarettes in a row without restraint, he felt a little calmer.
I never knew that tobacco could have such an effect, which calmed the mind and soothed the mood.
Anyway, he felt a little better.
In order not to let Hua Tao find out that he had smoked, he silenced before going back to bed.
With the first night, there is the second and third nights.
After the first night of insomnia, he secretly bought cigarettes during the day, just in case, but he still woke up inexplicably at night, and then felt distraught and always wanted to smoke a cigarette.
This time, he smoked a whole pack.
Even after taking a sip, you can still feel the smell of smoke in your mouth.
If he doesn't sleep well at night, he becomes extraordinarily irritable during the day, and he tries not to lose his temper at Hua Tao, so it is the company's employees who suffer.
Xia Sheng, who never scolded casually before, gets angry almost at every turn these days. At first, everyone speculated whether the boss had become irritable because of the bad things in the room, but later found out that this was not the case, so they began to speculate whether it was because of too much work pressure recently.
All in all, because Xia Dashao has always given people a very kind and friendly image, casual and generous, so everyone didn't slander him because his personality suddenly became bad.
Xia Sheng actually has his own introspection.
He is not the kind of person who grasps the slightest mistake of others and bites on, but now he has become unable to tolerate the mistakes of others, and he is not allowed to make any mistakes, and he is too harsh.
So after scolding the person who did the wrong thing, he would call to appease him, giving people the feeling that he would be beaten with a stick and then given a piece of candy.
When he woke up that morning, he felt a little congested in his throat and could taste a faint smell of iron.
As soon as he opened his mouth, it was even more uncomfortable.
The speaker was uncomfortable, and so was the listener, and the voice seemed to be worn by sandpaper, rough and hoarse.
He secretly smoked another pack of cigarettes last night, disgusted in the smoke, and reflected on himself.
But no results came from introspection.
Hua Tao touched his forehead and breathed a sigh of relief, at least he didn't have a fever.
"Are you suffering from tonsil inflammation, let's eat white porridge for breakfast today, there seem to be a few packs of Xia Sangju powder at home."
Xia Sheng nodded, "um", and was about to walk to the bathroom, but Hua Tao stopped him.
"Your dark circles are very deep, haven't you been able to sleep well these nights?"
Hua Tao is a typical kind of person who can fall asleep with a pillow, and she can't move after falling asleep, Xia Sheng used to joke that even if someone carried her to sell her at night, she would be unconscious.
So even if Xia Sheng tossed and turned at night, she didn't know.
Xia Sheng smiled: "I already have dark circles under my eyes, maybe I have been exposed to less sun recently, and my skin is white, so it looks like dark circles are deep." ”
Hua Tao heard that he was not telling the truth, and went to the kitchen to make breakfast in a huff.
"Flower piggy?" Xia Sheng hurriedly chased after him.
Hua Tao narrowed her eyes and looked back at him: "You promised me that no matter what happens, you will tell me and discuss it with me." ”
"Yes, I promised." Xia Sheng sighed, "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't hide it from you." ”
"Then tell me now why you haven't slept well these nights." Hua Tao pressed him against the wall and looked up at him.
Although she is a head shorter than the noble son, she is not inferior in momentum.
Xia Sheng said helplessly: "It may be a little hot, and I have been in an impetuous mood for the past two nights." ”
Hua Tao said distressedly: "Why didn't you say it earlier, you have to wait until the tonsils are inflamed." ”
"It's just a trivial matter, I found Qinghuo Gardenia cereal to eat, thinking I could hold it down."
Hua Tao said: "If you are not feeling well in the future, you must tell me as soon as possible." ”
Xia Sheng smiled: "Okay, I'll tell you everything in the future." ”
Hua Tao snorted: "You said so before, won't you hide it from me this time?" ”
"Okay, it's me who is bad." Xia Sheng pulled Hua Tao into his arms and pressed her head against his chest.
He felt like his patience was running out.
This is the first time that a feeling of impatience has risen in the face of Hua Tao.
He felt that his throat was terrible, because of lack of sleep, and his temples were also dullly painful, but Hua Tao was not sensible at all, and was always entangled in the same problem.
He has already admitted his mistake, and promised to tell her everything in the future, what else does she want?
Why are women so annoying.
Xia Sheng hugged Hua Tao tightly, lowered his head and kissed her hair, surprised that he had such an idea.
"Little pig, I don't want to talk right now." He whispered in Hua Tao's ear.
He didn't want to quarrel with her, but if she continued to quarrel, he wouldn't be able to hold back anymore. His temper has been so bad lately, and he is too afraid that he will not be able to control himself for a while, say things that he will regret, and do things that he will regret.
Because his voice was really hoarse, he almost made an angry sound.
It sounds like a flimsy illusion.
Hua Tao only felt pain in her whole heart.
He must be very uncomfortable now, and what she should do is take good care of him, not judge him like a prisoner.
Hua Tao's attitude suddenly softened.
"You lie down for a while, I'll go boil white porridge, and then make a side dish, and when it's ready, call you up." After saying that, she still rubbed in his arms.
Xia Sheng didn't let go of her, and still hugged her tightly.
"Xia Sheng?" Hua Tao struggled slightly, but Xia Sheng's arms were very strong, locking her firmly in his arms.
"Xia Xiaosheng?" Hua Tao couldn't see Xia Sheng's expression, and she was very anxious.
"Xia Xiaobald? Brother Sheng? "I don't know, it turns out that she has also given him a lot of nicknames.
But Xia Sheng still didn't say anything, and didn't let go ********** monk? ”
This time Xia Sheng smiled.
The laughter came from his throat, and Hua Tao felt his chest shake slightly.
"Flower Piggy......" he said in a hoarse voice, "I really love you." ”
He was really on the verge of an angry attack just now, and he begged her to be well-behaved and not to upset him, and she really became very well-behaved.
It seems to be able to understand his mind and have a heart with him.
The unhappiness and impatience that had accumulated in Xia Sheng's heart dissipated suddenly.
He felt guilty.
Hua Tao didn't do anything wrong, and the questions she asked were reasonable.
He is the one who makes trouble.
He was suddenly very glad that he had tried to suppress those irrational emotions.
He couldn't quarrel with her at this time, because he must not have the strength to coax her back.
And losing her only made him more irritable.
Hua Tao listened to Xia Sheng's heartbeat, it was not the first time she heard his warm words of love, but every time she heard it, she was a little uneasy, just like winning 100 million in the lottery, always worried that it was a sweet dream, and worried that others would covet it.
She also hugged Xia Sheng tightly and said softly, "Brother Sheng, I love you too." ”
Then she was gently pushed away by Xia Sheng, her chin was gently pinched by his slender fingers, and a kiss was pressed down.
Her breath was filled with the familiar and intoxicating scent of warm mint, and she closed her eyes, immersed in his enthusiasm and lingeringness.
"I'm afraid I'm going to infect you with the virus."
After the kiss ended, Xia Sheng still stuck to her, and his nose gently rubbed her nose.
"Then I'll have to drink some herbal tea later." Hua Tao laughed.
……
Xia Sheng decided to see a doctor.
In the long run, I will get sick if I don't get sick.
What's more, he is really sick now, he just has a sore throat in the morning, and in the afternoon he starts to have an itchy throat and can't help coughing.
He actually wondered if there were any sequelae of the previous craniotomy, but the chief surgeon, Lin Chengyan, now has amnesia, so he can only find another doctor for examination.
It just so happened that Hua Tao also advised him to see a doctor, otherwise the cold would get worse and worse.
"Shall I go with you?" Flower Peach Road.
Xia Sheng shook his head: "No, I'll just go by myself." ”
Hua Tao didn't insist, but repeatedly told him to be careful on the road.
There are many big hospitals in Yuncheng, and he chose the one not far from the company.
The report didn't come out so quickly, and the doctor told him to come back in two days to get it.
Xia Sheng went to the respiratory medicine department to see a cold, and sure enough, the tonsils were inflamed, and the doctor ordered him to go to the infusion room to hang two bottles of saline.
At half past six, Hua Tao called him.
"Are you still in the hospital?"
Xia Sheng didn't want to speak, so he only said "um" softly.
"Which hospital? I'm going over now. ”
Xia Sheng told her the address.
There are a lot of people in the infusion room, probably because of the change of season, many people have colds.
Xia Sheng deliberately picked the innermost position, but he was still annoyed by all kinds of noisy sounds.
Especially the crying of small children.
Xia Sheng felt that he was a little nervous and couldn't listen to any harsh sounds, otherwise he would be furious, want to scold people, and even want to beat people.
During the two hours in the infusion room, he was extremely irritable, the child's crying never stopped, either this crying or that crying, and the nurse shouting the patient's name, the patient's violent coughing, and the sound of the TV on the wall, all of which were noise and annoying to him.
He wished he had a button in his hand that could block out all the nasty sounds with a single touch.
Hua Tao walked in when he could barely bear it and almost pulled out the needle and left.