When can people play their most role? Now Wang Yan can use her own personal experience to give the answer. The five senses are used together, and he receives information at the fastest speed in his life.

"The state of power in the state determines the overall cultural atmosphere of society, and as ordinary people living in society, they can only conform to the development of society with an attitude of acceptance. Xiao Yu's mother has some experience in crop cultivation, while his father has made some achievements in the prevention and control of crop pests and diseases. In the first time, they were called to take root in the countryside according to the country, and the local crops were higher than in other places because they guided the farmers to plant, and their prestige was gradually established, and it was a happy thing for them to engage in their favorite profession, and to fight for it, and they decided to settle here, and wrote to inform your grandfather and grandmother of this matter. With the passage of time, people with overseas connections have to be pulled up to the top of the table and accept the limelight. Xiao Yu's mother, who was seven months pregnant, learned that her husband had been pulled up again, and his head was bleeding. A fall in a hurry, resulting in premature birth. Xiao Yu's father had an accident on the way to hire a barefoot doctor, and he fell into a cliff and died. The doctor arrived after several twists and turns, but in the end it was too late, because the heavy bleeding did not save the adult, only the child.

In this way, Xiao Yu's birth day is the sacrifice day of her parents. After that, because he was a boy, he was quickly adopted, and then he grew up smoothly. He carries his parents' hopes for the future. It shouldn't have died like that. ”

After listening to this tragic story, Wang Yan thought of what Aunt Yu said, and asked; "Did you keep me back then, but also carry your hopes?" After the question was asked, a voice in my heart reminded me. I am the product of unmarried pregnancy, and I am the evidence of the guilt of the criminal.

"It's hope. But I don't know if it's good or bad. Baby, there is sunshine and dark clouds in the world. ”

"Mom, I want an accurate answer, and if you don't want to give it, you can choose to say no."

Yan Yan took a deep breath. "It was your uncle who insisted on keeping you. I was afraid that my body would be hurt after the abortion, and it was only after you grew up in my body that I began to accept your existence.

Back then, because I learned that Xiao Yu had died, your uncle and I were in a bad mood. After dealing with some of Xiao Yu's adoptive parents, the mood was even worse. After everything was over, alcohol became my go-to thing. I also had you because of drinking and mishap, and then I had to get married in order to keep you. After your uncle died, I learned that what happened back then was designed by Wang Qiang. There was a divorce. I'll tell you that you've grown up and you've got your own considerations, and you say that my hopes are good or bad. ”

Guan Chunmei spoke; "Your mother is single, and in order to solve your mother's marriage, I continued to collect information about young men of appropriate age and single to introduce to your mother, Wang Qiang is one of them. Back then, I was also one of the promoters, and getting married was not just to give you a household registration and give you a legal identity. Also preserve your reputation. Do you know how old and dark the social atmosphere was when you were born? Saliva can destroy a person. ”

Wang Yan didn't understand her mother's approach, but she had always grown up in the way of her peers, and she didn't feel any difference in her so-called legal status. "Is that so-called legal status that important?" When the question was spoken, I saw that my mother and aunt's faces were covered with dark clouds, and I felt like I was speaking.

Guan Chunmei said; "When your uncle learned that his sister had an accident, he began to look around for evidence, and when he collected enough evidence, he learned that you were there. If I want to keep you and let you grow up healthy, I can't let you have a father with a criminal stain. ”

Yan Yan's eyes were red and she spoke; "When I was a child, our family of four lived happily in the city, and the movement was that our parents had to go to the countryside, so we followed them to the countryside. Your grandfather and grandmother believed in Marxism, loved the motherland, and loved the party. He was slandered as a reactionary, a spy. My brother and I were often bullied by our peers in the village, and I told them over and over again that Mom and Dad were not bad people, and that some people still didn't listen and would still bully you. They can't stand that your clothes are cleaner than theirs, and they can't stand the fact that you don't have patches on your clothes. It is a kind of despair forced by the environment, and I will not let the children enjoy the same despair, the same indifference, the same helplessness that the world does not understand, so that the earth and the earth should not be called every day. ”

The word fake came out of Wang Yan's mind, and he only stayed there, not out of his mouth. This is a kind of good, and you are in the good. "You will give me this home."

"Yes, I gave you this home. Baby, isn't this home good? ”

The mother's question was thrown, but after Wang Yan received it, she couldn't say that it was bad. For more than 20 years, it was a warm home, that is, when the parents divorced, there was a big turmoil. The heart is speechless at all.

A bank statement of income and expenditure has a sense of being different from the golden rooster in this evidence. "What is this?"

Yan Yan glanced at it and returned. "Here's the details of raising you." Flip out a B5 paper-sized notebook with work notes written on the cover and the name of the unit, and put it in front of her daughter; "This is your ledger."

"Mom, you're careful."

After Wang Yan flipped through it and read it cursoryly, she found a big problem. "Mom, why do you only have your salary to support me, but my dad's?"

"In the back."

Seeing that her father's cards were all taken out in the town where her grandparents lived, Wang Yan was a little uneasy.

Guan Chunmei also added a fire. "Your dad is different from what you imagined. This is evidence that your dad promised your mom a divorce. He took out a small notebook and handed it to Wang Yan.

Wang Yan took it and opened it, and the content on it tore at her father's image.

In 1993, he accompanied his daughter to eat for 10 yuan. By 2000, he had 100 yuan for dinner with his daughter, and until now it is 200 yuan.

Picking up children ranged from 1 yuan to 50 yuan in my senior year of high school.

After that, a lot of things are clearly priced.

"Am I his own?" Wang Yan said to herself.

Yan Yan said calmly; "The DNA report you see is true. There is also the fact that Wang Qiang only has one daughter, and she will be for the rest of her life. ”

"Why?"

Guan Chunmei spoke first; "This is the suggestion I made back then, Wang Qiang should pay the price for what he did, not punished by the law, and can also be punished by other sanctions, so your uncle and I accompanied him to the hospital and found an acquaintance to help him do an operation."

"What reason did you use to take him to the hospital?"

"This is thanks to the country's good policy of promoting family planning."

Age made Wang Yan understand the key to some things as soon as she heard them. "This is what Aunt Yu once told me, he is a soft persimmon. I've been bullied by you all the time. ”

Guan Chunmei agreed; "It's your biological father, who is still obedient and can block the storm, which is indeed one of the main reasons for choosing back then."

Yan Yan added. "A problem that can be solved with money is not a problem."

Wang Yan didn't know what to say or what to say.

Author's words: The attitude towards things is different, reflecting human considerations. Each era has a different way of dealing with the same thing.