There is nothing to be nostalgic for on the summer solstice, this is not her city in the first place. Then again, where is her city?

No matter where she was, she had no roots, even in Kangzhou, where she was born and raised—the place she wanted to escape from since she was a child.

Compared to the time, she didn't have much extra luggage, still a suitcase and a duffel bag, and she packed her for another two years.

There is no problem with the work arrangement, although she is a full-time teacher, but it is also a class fee, and Liang Liying gave her a lot of money.

She cleaned up the apartment before leaving, the floor was carefully wiped and the furniture was carefully wiped down, Pan Rui is such a lazy person, he will definitely not clean up before checking out. If she returns her clean and tidy apartment, she will feel sorry for the landlord.

The rest are Pan Rui's personal belongings.

The wardrobe was more than half empty, and he didn't have much clothes to stuff in. There is a set of mouthwash cups and toothbrushes left in the bathroom. All that was left under the bed was his pair of ocean-blue flip-flops, arranged in a figure-eight shape.

She half-knelt on the ground, straightened the flip-flops, and stood up, her eyes resting on the guitar at her desk. It was not so much his guitar as her guitar, which she carried from Nanzhou, and after that, she followed her.

He said that if he put it next to her, he would play it whenever she wanted to hear it.

She shook her head slightly, closed the door to her apartment, and kept the guitar in her memory.

The sound of the trunk's pulley bouncing up and down like marbles in the long hallway of the apartment, passing through two years of non-existence.

- No, it's four years. They have been together for almost four years.

They overcame the embarrassment that graduation equaled unemployment, and crossed the distance of different places, but they couldn't survive the friction caused by getting along day and night.

She still loved him very much, and she believed that he loved her too. Why are they separated? She was puzzled.

Is it because of the house that I didn't buy, or because I didn't get the blessing of my parents? Xia Solstice thinks it's not like that. In terms of values, she thought, they were never in sync.

The house is an industry and a material in his eyes, and a home and freedom in her eyes. He didn't understand her persistence, and she couldn't be considerate of his embarrassment.

And long before this, there were already contradictions between them, she always blamed him for not solving the problem, in fact, she was clearly aware of the contradiction but let it grow out of control.

They should have broken up a long time ago. It shouldn't have been delayed for three years. Love, and it's not a big deal. Just because I love you and you happen to love me doesn't mean life can be any easier because of it.

"Passengers going to Nanzhou at 12:40, please check in and get on the train......" The station announcement interrupted her tangled thoughts, and she got on the train at the end of the line.

The ticket did not have a seat number, and the passengers of the morning train occupied the seats in the front row, leaving her with only the last row of seats. She walked to the seat that belonged to her and sat down, not fighting or grabbing.

"It's the last row again." She muttered.

When she set off, she sent a message to Pan Rui. She left the apartment key in the house, and he still had a key in his hand, and she asked him to check out by himself.

She grabbed her phone and looked out the window at the small city. After leaving the county, the car will pass through the center of Taicheng and drive all the way south.

She admits that she was waiting for his reply. She didn't tell him about leaving. For three days, they were not in touch.

She was holding her backpack and her phone was tucked between her belly and her backpack so that she could receive a message or call as soon as she got it.

And yet it lay so quietly, her body temperature covered it, and it remained motionless, no bell, no vibration.

Xia Solstice was sleepy, she leaned back in her chair, her body slid down a little, and gradually fell asleep.

After the car arrived in Nanzhou, Xia Zhi received a message from Pan Rui: [The 20,000 yuan, the compensation will be returned to you when it arrives. 】

I didn't ask where she was, and I didn't say a word. Before receiving the message, she thought that even if he asked her to stay, it would not change her mind.

However, she was devastated after seeing that he had no idea at all. There was only money left between them to talk about.

She replied: [No, I gave that money to my uncle, thank them for taking care of me for two years. 】

Pan Rui never responded, and she didn't wait for him any longer. She bought a new phone card at the station and put it in her phone.

Her heart was barren, the road ahead was thorny, and the place where they had stayed was overgrown with grass and no flowers.

Walking to the exit of the station, Xia Zhi saw Liang Lu. She cut her waist-length hair to just over the shoulders, pulled straight hair with a slight outturn, a sweater jacket and a plain velvet skirt, which looked more mature and beautiful than her previous makeup.

Xia Zhi couldn't help but tilt his head sideways and smile: "Is this the new image of a doctoral student?" ”

"I tell you, don't call Dr. Doctor at every turn, my mother always calls me, in her mouth, a female doctor is equivalent to an old virgin, I'm almost annoyed to death."

Liang Lu took the suitcase in Xia Zhi's hand, and the two worked together to put the luggage into the trunk of the taxi.

Xia Zhi said: "Then you should at least fall in love, so that your mother can be relieved." ”

"What kind of love are you talking about? Change your love brain like you, and break up if you're stupid enough? ”

"Hey!" Xia Zhi was so choked that he couldn't lift it up, "I'm out of love, shouldn't you comfort me and make me happy?" ”

"Leave it to Xiao Yiqing to coax you, I don't have this leisure."

The two got into a taxi and drove to No. 6 Middle School. The key to Xiao Yiqing's dormitory had been given to Liang Lu in advance, and after the two put their luggage, they went to No. 6 Middle School to find Yiqing to eat together. When the three of them arrived at the Hunan restaurant, they ordered a table of good wine and food, which was regarded as picking up dust for the summer solstice.

"So, what's your plan now?" Xiao Yiqing asked.

Xia Zhi shrugged his shoulders and poured half a glass of beer in one gulp: "I'll rest for a few days, okay?" ”

"Okay, I'll say hello to my roommate when I go back, and you can sleep in my room, it's okay."

Liang Lu squinted at Xia Zhi: "Did you really break up this time?" ”

Xia Zhi slapped his phone on the table: "Look, the phone numbers have changed." ”

"What about QQ? What about mailboxes? Liang Lu mended the knife in disbelief.

Xia Zhi glared: "I'll delete it now." ”

She really opened the QQ on her mobile phone in front of the two of them, blocked Pan Rui and deleted it completely.

"I think you may be familiar with his QQ and mobile phone number." Xiao Yiqing said that she and Liang Lu were on the same front.

"That doesn't mean I'll add him back and call him!" Xia Zhi said unconvinced, the alcohol she drank in her body traveled all over her body along the bloodstream, and she couldn't control her voice and pitch a little, "Do you want me to swear?" ”

"You don't have to swear, you're going to have to call him again." Liang Lu said, "20,000 yuan is too much, no more is said to be less, why don't you want to give it back to you?" Do you have to lose money after four years of youth? ”

Xia Zhi felt that the sky was spinning above her head, she pressed her face to the table, and said inarticulately, "I don't want money." In this way, when I am sad, I can tell myself that I am distressed for the money, not because of him. ”

Liang Lu and Xiao Yiqing glanced at each other and did not speak again.

That night, the three of them drank a lot, and they walked back to Xiao Yiqing's dormitory with a smile, tiptoed into the door, and squeezed into the bed without taking a shower and slept staggered.

(End of Volume 1)