Yan Ruyu's shoulders twitched, and she was almost out of breath crying.

Ren Jiaxuan hugged her roommate, stroked her back and comforted her: "It's okay, it's okay." ”

The last time Yan Ruyu and his senior brother came back after meeting, they only shed tears, and they didn't cry like today, Ren Jiaxuan knew that it was the emotions that she had accumulated in her heart that were on the verge of collapse, and they completely broke out after being stimulated today.

And now what she needs is a hug where she can completely vent her emotions, and she happens to play such a role.

Yan Ruyu hugged Ren Jiaxuan and cried for a while, before her emotions gradually calmed down, her eyes were red and swollen like peaches, and Ren Jiaxuan kept wiping her tears with tissues.

"Thank you, Xuan."

Yan Ruyu said with a red nose.

Ren Jiaxuan shook her head with a smile and asked with concern, "Is it better?" ”

"Hmm."

Yan Ruyu smiled embarrassedly, "It's much better now...... I'll make you see the joke. ”

Ren Jiaxuan patted her on the back: "We are roommates, maybe I will have to rely on your shoulders in the future." ”

"Hmmm......"

Yan Ruyu sat up straight, brushed her messy hair, and returned to her usual quiet and capable appearance.

Ren Jiaxuan hesitated for a moment and asked, "Ruyu, are you ...... What are you going to do? ”

Naturally, she was referring to her and her brother's affairs.

Yan Ruyu was silent for a while, shook her head and said, "I don't know either." ”

"What are your feelings for him?"

Ren Jiaxuan decided to ask in detail to see if she could enlighten her friends.

"I'm ...... to him"

Yan Ruyu rested her chin on her knees and stared blankly ahead, "I used to think that he was the person I would accompany for the rest of my life." ”

"And now?"

"...... Now"

Yan Ruyu felt her eyes sour again, tilted her head and closed her eyes, sniffed and smiled: "I don't think it's possible for me to like other people anymore." ”

“…… Is it really not a possibility? ”

"Nope."

Yan Ruyu shook her head, "Xuan, do you know a feeling?" That's the kind of ...... When you think of him, something fills your heart, and when you hear his name, the tip of your heart flutters, and as soon as you see him, you know it...... Oh, he's the one for my life. ”

“……”

Ren Jiaxuan was silent, she had never been in love, so naturally she couldn't empathize.

Yan Ruyu looked up and muttered: "I used to fantasize, after going to college, I walked with him, studied together, ate together, went shopping together, traveled together, I was wearing a long wedding dress, he was wearing a handsome suit, we had a child together, preferably a girl......"

Ren Jiaxuan listened quietly to Yan Ruyu's self-talk, and sighed in her heart, how blind is Ruyu's senior brother to give up such a treasure girl!

With that, Yan Ruyu's voice came down, and she smiled embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I have more." ”

Ren Jiaxuan didn't say anything, and gently hugged her friend.

Yan Ruyu's chin rested on her shoulder, and said softly: "I originally thought that I would forget him little by little, I couldn't help but didn't look at his circle of friends, didn't look at our previous chat records, deleted the photos about him on my phone, and tried to live without him." ”

"Later I found out that I still couldn't do it, I tried to keep myself busy, because then I wouldn't have time to think about him, but now, my brother and I were going to see him, I struggled for a long time, but I couldn't help but follow, I thought, the last time, I will see him for the last time......"

"Once we met, I knew there would never be a last."

"He's going to the capital with her girlfriend this week, I think about it a lot, the person next to him is me......"

Yan Ruyu hugged her roommate tightly, as if that would give her the strength to support the loneliness in her heart.

"Jade ......"

Ren Jiaxuan caressed her back with her palm, not knowing what to do.

"You don't have to comfort me, it's all my wishful thinking, I'll adjust it slowly."

Yan Ruyu let go of her roommate and said with a smile.

"Alas......"

Ren Jiaxuan shook his head and said: "I don't know what your senior brother thinks, you are beautiful and have a good personality, he would not choose you, I really don't understand the man's heart." ”

"He also has his own ideas, maybe in his eyes, I am just his sister, after all, her girlfriend is more beautiful than me."

Yan Ruyu thought of Lin Qingyu's face, and laughed at herself, her tone lonely.

Ren Jiaxuan opened her mouth and wanted something to comfort Yan Ruyu, but she was halfway down and turned into a sigh.

"Okay Xuan, I'm a little sleepy and want to sleep for a while."

"Well, you can get some rest."

Yan Ruyu took off her shoes, changed into pajamas and got into the quilt, turned over to the wall, closed her eyes for a while, took the mobile phone next to the pillow, and plugged in the headphones.

Open QQ, staring at the screen for a while, she switched to the number.

This is her newly registered number QQ, the avatar and nickname are exactly the same as Li Hao's QQ, and there is only her large QQ in the friend list.

Clicking on her QQ profile picture, she sent a message to the past:

"Running Eggplant": Is it there (baring teeth)?

Then switch back to the large QQ reply:

Yu: What's the matter, Senior Brother (confused)?

"Running Eggplant": I have one thing I want to say to you.

Yu: What's the matter?

"Running Eggplant": You must first promise that I can't refuse before I can do it to you.

Jade: Okay, I promise you (pouting).

"Running Eggplant": Ruyu, I've liked you for a long time, can you be my girlfriend?

Jade: Really? How long have you liked me?

"Running Eggplant": I've been in love with you since I saw you.

Jade: Really?

"Running Eggplant": Really, more than diamonds.

Yu: Really, really?

"Running Eggplant": Really, really.

Yu: Really, really, really, really, really?

"Running Eggplant": Really, really, really, really.

Jade: (pouts) (proud)

"Running Eggplant": Did you promise me?

Jade: Won't you fall in love with other girls?

"Running Eggplant": No, I only have you in my eyes, and even the afterglow is firmly grasped by you.

Jade: What if it's a girl who's prettier than me?

"Running Eggplant": In my eyes, you are the most beautiful girl, and no one is prettier than you.

Jade: That's ...... That's it.

"Running Eggplant": You said yes (Penguin Agitation)?

Jade: I reluctantly agreed (cute).

Looking at the chat record she typed, Yan Ruyu smirked.

Smack.

A tear fell on the mobile phone screen, Yan Ruyu reached out to wipe it, but the tears flowed more and more, dripping on the screen, becoming a big droplet, blurring the text on it.

In the end, she covered her face and buried herself in the quilt and cried, and the headphones were looped to May's "Suddenly I Miss You" -

“……”

"Miss, if there would be a sound,"

"I don't want to, that's sad crying,"

"Now I've finally made myself myself,"

"I can't fool myself with only tears left,"

"Suddenly I miss you so much, where will you be,"

"Happy or wronged ......"

……