Chapter 246: How Difficult
Chu Rusi noticed that Xu Huanxi was on guard, and immediately gave up the topic, she always cared about Nuo Nuo: "Huanxi, you are too sensitive, I don't mean anything else, just ask casually, if you don't like it, I won't ask again." β
He also knew that his current identity was embarrassing, and it would be difficult for Xu Huanxi to answer such a question about the past.
Everyone has pain that they don't want to recall, that they can't put into words.
Like him, many times he doesn't want to think about the past.
Andβis it really interesting to force Xu Huanxi to admit that she was forced by him?
He gave up and kissed the corner of her mouth affectionately: "Don't say it, be good." β
Xu Huanxi's heart was in a mess, she knew that she had the afterimage of Xue Jingyun in her heart, and almost all the men she liked later had the appearance of Xue Jingyun, including Chu Rusi.
But she also decided to cut through the mess quickly, what the hell is Xue Jingyun?! Anyway, they are all lonely ghosts, and they have little to do with her current life.
Besides, there was no love between her and Xue Jingyun from beginning to end.
So, she won't let a dead person disturb her life.
Moreover, she doesn't think that an obscure relationship from her youth will be as important as the man in front of her.
Her jerky feelings gave Xue Jingyun, and she even gave it out the first time in a daze, and what was even more excessive...... She gave birth to a child for Xue Jingyun!
These have long been thick enough to bury the dead man, and the relationship that never began, so ......
She stared solemnly at the man in front of her and kissed her gently: "Chu Rusi, listen well, I don't have any feelings for Nuo Nuo's father, it's a tragic accident." He's gone forever, and Nono is just my ......"
She paused, and carefully considered the wording: "Compassion is born in the heart, so you don't have to make up too many youth and bloody idol dramas, I don't have anything with him to live or die, to give him a monkey sadomasochism, just an ordinary passer-by, to be honest, I even hate him, he is a cowardly coward!" β
- Hate him dead!
- If he doesn't die, then maybe she won't give birth to Nono at all!
- She should have had another life, and he should have lived well, without her worrying about it for the rest of his life!
Chu Rusi saw the fierce hatred in Xu Huanxi's eyes, and the corners of his mouth twitched, this woman ...... So ruthless!
Her words were like bullets, one by one hitting him in the heart.
What is he delusional, Xu Huanxi really hates him.
Why would he think she didn't mind when she was a Stockholm Syndrome sufferer?
Xu Huanxi looked at Chu Rusi's complicated expression, like a palette, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple, and he was dumb for a while, why was his expression so ...... Wonderful?
"So what?" It took Chu Rusi a long time to find his voice and tell him so much, what was it for?
Xu Huanxi looked at Chu Rusi's face and felt that the atmosphere was so weird, but he still made it clear what he had to say: "So, you don't have to think that when I gave birth to a promise, I loved someone unforgettable." It's just Nono that I love, not that person. For me now, you...... I ......"
Hmm~ I can't say it!
She lowered her eyes and threw herself into his arms, she was emotionally restrained and enduring, and it was difficult for her to show her admiration to a man directly.
She leaned into his ear, her voice was small and her expression was obscure: "I just want to live with you." β
Xu Huanxi rubbed his neck and added: "The very serious one, three meals a day, two people for four seasons." β
Feelings are such a thing, it is not romantic to say that it is straightforward, she grew up immersed in ancient Chinese culture, that is, subtle and forbearing.
Chu Rusi was silent, he couldn't tell what emotions were in his heart, it was very complicated and strange.
All he knew was that this woman was saying that she hated him to the extreme one second, and the next second she was saying that she would stay together for the rest of her life.
He probably created evil, so he got this weird scene today, and he couldn't even imagine how devastating Xu Huanxi would be when she knew that the people she loved and hated were the same person.
He sighed lightly in his heart, his past identity really couldn't be revealed.
Xue Jingyun or something, just forget about it.
He will do everything in his power to hide his past.
Xu Huanxi was buried in Chu Rusi's arms, this person's reaction was so flat, she was expressing her feelings, and he was like this.
Really...... I think Chu Rusi is very strange.
She leaned into his arms, rested her chin on his heart, and looked up at him: "You...... Is there anything you want to tell me? She leaned against him, and she could feel his chaotic heartbeat, occasionally low, occasionally rapid, and he was rarely emotionally unstable.
Chu Rusi looked down at the woman's palm-sized face, his heart was painful and sweet, he really had a lot to say to her, but he couldn't say anything.
As soon as he said it, the smile on Xu Huanxi's face probably disappeared.
He had seen her covered in thorns, and how difficult it was to raise the little one meekly.
He would never let her see the sin under his mask!
He suppressed his superfluous emotions and made a sound of greed, no matter what, now that this woman was in his arms, he could do whatever he wanted: "Kiss me, huh?" β
She crashed into his curtain-black pupils, bottomless, hiding a thousand secrets, his mystery, and his attraction.
She didn't know if there was an induction between lovers, she could just feel that Chu Rusi was not in a good mood now, and she just wanted a kiss from her.
In this relationship, she has always rarely taken the initiative, and she was a little panicked, her eyes blinked, as if shyness was about to overflow from Apricot eyes.
She clinged to the man's red arm, and put her little white hand on her bronze skin, which was full of contrast.
She sat up on her knees with his strength, looking condescendingly into the man's dark eyes.
In the narrow driver's seat, which was already crowded, she had difficulty moving, and she always accidentally rubbed against men.
Softness and rigidity collide together, representing the difference between men and women in this world, both in terms of body structure and mental temperament.
She leaned down, her long, wavy hair hanging down, scented with shampoo, rubbing against the man's lips and sliding over the man's cheeks.
Between the gaps in the hair, you can vaguely see the woman's shiny lips slowly falling down, and her eyes are intertwined.
Xu Huanxi felt that his heart was beating hard, he was talking to him seriously just now, and he probably didn't think too much, but now, ...... Take the initiative to kiss him, and I always feel that I will make up a lot of strange pictures in my brain.
It is a marriage between them, of course, it is not as simple as holding small hands.
Naturally, gentle and delicate.
Her heartbeat was finally loaded to the extreme, and she subconsciously wanted to back away to regain her breath, but ......