Chapter Twenty-Seven: Always Believing
When I woke up, it was all dark.
Yu Muyang got up and washed up, walked to the balcony, and looked at the sky.
The sky is studded with small stars, and the stars do their best to melt the little bits of light into a faint light, not as bright as the sun, but not as indifferent as the moon.
He thought of Yan Cuo's face, a face that was sometimes sad and sometimes joyful, and she was like the brightest star in the night sky, illuminating herself and making herself move forward firmly.
He picked up his phone, it was already ten o'clock, but he still couldn't help but send her a message.
"Did you sleep?"
The message over there did come back quickly. "You're awake, how did you sleep?"
Yu Muyang smiled, he could imagine the girl's current expression, which must have been both excited and a little nervous.
"I slept well and am refreshed now, and that's all thanks to you."
After stopping for a while, there was no reply, Yu Muyang thought she had fallen asleep, and was about to put down her mobile phone, when the message prompt sounded.
"Nonsense, why is it because of me, you haven't slept well for too long, you will definitely be more comfortable to sleep."
"For I know that my words have been waiting for me, and my heart rejoices." He smiled at the screen dotingly, but he didn't know that the words on the other side had already blushed.
"Don't talk nonsense, I didn't wait for you." The news came back quickly, and Yu Muyang looked at it, but the smile deepened.
What a duplicitous little girl.
Thinking of her red eyes crying for herself, thinking of her nervous appearance, he just wanted to hug her fiercely in his arms.
couldn't help but want to tease him again.
"Yanyan, to be honest, I haven't seen you for so long, do you miss me?"
"Nonsense, I just saw it today."
"I'm saying I haven't seen you in a long time, don't you want me?"
Yan Cuo looked at the screen at the moment, and didn't speak for a long time, as if he wanted to see a hole in the screen.
"Not really."
Typing these three words, she looked nervously at the screen.
The phone paused slightly, and she nervously refreshed and saw his message.
There were only six words, but Yan Cuo felt that his heart shook deeply.
"But I miss you."
Yan Cuo hugged his mobile phone, couldn't help but look at the words on the screen again and again, and his heart couldn't suppress his joy.
She had a lot of things to say to him, but she didn't know how to say them. She didn't dare to let him know that she was still suffering from gains and losses as always, that she still hadn't grown at all, and that she couldn't completely let go of him.
Who lets, who makes him such a good person, he must follow him all the time in order to keep up with his footsteps.
There is always no shortage of followers around him, the arrogant and cold, the lovely and gentle.
And what is he like, his appearance is mediocre, his grades are mediocre, and he can't find anything worth showing off.
She told herself countless times to be confident and brave, but how many times, she still had deep doubts about herself.
Thinking about it, she fell into the memory, looking at the sky outside the window, at the highest point, there was a star that was the most inconspicuous, but it was still silently shining, and she thought of herself, obscure, but still wanted to shine.
Then be brave this time, this person is what you must protect.
Yu Muyang, I give you more than half of my heart, leaving me only a small corner to accommodate my little loss and my little inferiority.
Picking up her phone, she quietly looked at the keyboard of her phone, as if she had made a major decision.
"Yu Muyang, I miss you too, I miss you very much.
I have low self-esteem, and I'm always worried about whether you don't like me anymore and want to leave me, I don't dare to tell you, I don't want you to see me like a coward. I want you to see me as brave and fearless, just as I did when we first met.
Our first meeting was the first time I was brave since I was so old, maybe I just didn't want them to beat you anymore, maybe I just felt sorry for you.
But, to put it mildly, the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you.
Thirteen or fourteen-year-olds know what to like.
I was so bad, so bad that I didn't even like myself. I've been hiding my heart from you.
I was happy that you offered to go to and from school with me, but I was also scared.
I'm afraid you're trying to repay me, and while that's not a favor, I don't want you to repay it.
Later, I didn't dare to get too close to you, I was afraid that if I got too close, I would be even more unable to control myself.
However, in the end, there was no way, and that little bit of affection slowly took root and sprouted.
Yu Muyang, in the future, if I give you more than half of my heart, I will leave a small corner for myself to accommodate my little loss and my little inferiority.
Yu Muyang, seventeen-year-old Yancuo really likes you so much, promise me that you won't let me worry about it in the future, okay? ”
The long message was sent out, and Yan Cuo breathed a long sigh of relief.
After so many years of emotion, he has been in his own life, and he has infiltrated his life little by little, everywhere.
But it made me even more afraid of his disappearance.
Sometimes she thinks that if she didn't give hope in the first place, she wouldn't be afraid of disappointment later.
There was no news on the mobile phone for a long time, and Yancuo's heart sank.
I refreshed it several times in a row, and finally gave up.
Perhaps, he gave up, gave up on such a bad self.
The mobile phone rang, and he picked it up in a hurry, and he didn't dare to press the answer button for a long time.
Walking to the balcony and carefully closing the balcony door, she slowly squatted down and pressed answer.
The boy's voice rang from the other end of the phone.
"Yanyan, this is the first time I have said this, and I will only tell you.
In fact, the first time we met, I fell in love with you, you are very brave, obviously so scared but still willing to fight those people for me.
When I saw you, I thought this little bit was so cute.
Later, after leaving the police station, I thought this was the end, and I was lost for a long time.
It wasn't until we met at school later that I believed it was fate.
I really didn't feel like I was so tormented to be thinking about someone before, like there were countless little insects biting me.
You are still so young, I don't dare to show a little affection, I can only accompany you, I think, accompany you for a few years, and when you grow up, I will talk to you about my affection.
Watching you grow up and become better slowly, I am proud and happy.
I used to think that you might be my calamity, devouring my heart, but I couldn't speak yet.
I now know that you are my fate, my love, and the person who really makes me want to hold in my arms for the rest of my life. ”
After a pause, he lowered his voice, and the low, magnetic words seemed to come from far away, making Yan Cuo feel an ethereal sense of nothingness.
"Yanyan, don't doubt my heart, no matter where I go, my heart is there, and there is always only you."
He fell silent, and his heartbeat could be heard on the phone.
Yan was stunned for a long time, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and he just slipped down.
She looked up into the distance, and in the hazy eyes of tears, the farthest star was still trying to shine, twinkling and flashing, as if she wanted to do her best to illuminate the world.
She suddenly smiled, God is really not thin on herself.
She smiled and looked at her phone softly, as if it were him, smiling at herself.
"Okay, I believe in you, and I will always believe in you, and I will believe in myself and believe in us."