Day.2 Interest
If someone asks me, "Which one do you prefer, calligraphy or football?" My answer was, "One is reality, the other is ideal, and I like both." ”
When I was a child, I talked about what my dream was, and some people answered that they wanted to be a scientist, a policeman, or a doctor, but I said that I wanted to play in the national team and represent China.
When I was a child, I was really naïve, and when I was a child, I was also the most single-minded, I didn't know much about the outside world, I was only loyal to my inner like, and it was easy to do one thing well and do it to the extreme. When we grow up, we feel that we can play football, and we are very satisfied, not because our ambition has decreased, but because our dreams are played with by reality for nothing.
Maybe it's this frustration that makes my feelings for football a pure love, and I still love it regardless of success or failure.
Perhaps, in my opinion, the football field is very hot-blooded, passionate, running and fighting to the fullest. The people on the field are very single-minded, they just want to win, so that the audience can live up to expectations. The audience was very enthusiastic, cheering with bursts of shouts, just for the team to never go alone.
It's not a one-man game, it's a team game, and a big part of what I love about football comes from camaraderie. I enjoy the cooperation between the players on the field, maybe a few words, a movement, or even a look, I can understand what the other party means, this feeling is very beautiful and eternal.
On this road, along the way, we have lost together, won together, cried together, laughed together, experienced together, and never regretted it.
Maybe my past was a failure, my future was detached from what I once wanted, but now I regret it because I met another group of friendships, even if they didn't have the experience on the football field, but they are still unforgettable.
After graduating from junior high school, I admit that I have been decadent for a long time, I didn't think that I would make a group of good friends in another interest, and I didn't think that I could have a presumptuous experience that made me really grow and really find my future.
I imagined that calligraphy students were quiet and humble, and the moment I decided, I was ready to change. But it's still a habit of character, I'm still a different existence, I don't like the rules, my biggest characteristic, is that my ideas and practices are always very peculiar, I don't have the quietness of most girls, I'm more out of the box, a large part of my original intention to learn calligraphy is that I want to change, become a contrast with before.
Before I went to learn calligraphy, I didn't know much about calligraphy, I didn't like it, I just thought that I just wrote. After I first started studying, I made a lot of progress. I feel good about myself, too.
When I was studying calligraphy at school, I thought calligraphy was a bit boring, but even if it was boring, I enjoyed it very much, because I felt that experiencing the passage of time in writing was the most relaxing time of the day. Occasionally, the teacher would give us some theoretical knowledge and let me see the world of calligraphy beyond writing. Every day is day after day, and time flies. After going out for training, as I got to know more and more, I felt that calligraphy is actually very interesting, calligraphy is not just writing, writing is just the foundation, just a part of calligraphy.
Really, I'm glad I met these teachers who told me answers that I would never find in my high school textbooks. After going through the art exam, I realized what kind of university I wanted to practice calligraphy and what kind of future I wanted.
I don't want to do nothing, let alone be unknown, I want to leave a little trace of myself in this world, and I hope that some people can remember that I have been here. I also hope that I can create something that belongs to me in the field that I like.
Once upon a time, I was ashamed to say that I wanted to be in the national team, and now it seems ridiculous, but I was obsessed with it at that time. Now I am ashamed to want a future and give the world an answer sheet that belongs to me, this is my current obsession.