The musty smell of the little dark red inn is filled with wires and cobwebs on the mottled walls, and where the skin of the walls is cracked, geckos peek out their yellow eyes, curious and terrified to covet the outside world......

I pressed my palm against the door wall, my fingers touched the door panel where the vermilion paint had fallen off, and my fingers gently touched its uneven lines, and the breath of sadness and despair penetrated through the thick wooden board, and the wisps penetrated through the body, spreading and spreading in the body......

In the end, this door was opened, and I was so resistant and unbearable!

Many times, we are deceiving ourselves, perfunctory, dragging ourselves..., endlessly!

Since the day I left Hefei, I saw Xia Xiaoxue wearing a coat and hat secretly hidden behind the doorpost of the security room, and I saw her bloodless face, white lips, and tired body, and I faintly noticed a clue.

I thought that she was far from my life and that everything was irrelevant!

Maybe I really didn't love her enough, and later in the two chance encounters in Guangzhou, her condition was very bad, but I couldn't find a trace of mercy, and I resisted to think and face it.

However, those places that you can't see, those corners that hide dirt and dirt, behind a door, the remnants of a relationship, some things that you can't see are growing wantonly, with tragedy and cruelty, breaking through the ground and flourishing!

Giggles......

The wooden door made a dull sound, and I seemed to open the door to another world, and I was greeted by a page of paintings that were either hunting for the wind, or the light of the morning, or the silence, and we were all painted without color and life!

I saw a small room, Xia Xiaoxue lying on a low wooden bed, the bedding had already turned yellow, and the room was rippling with a strong smell of Chinese medicine.

Xia Xiaoxue wrapped her arms around her mother's waist, like a coquettish child, and tightened the corners of her mother's clothes.

Xiaoxue's mother frowned at her, broke her fingers in distress and annoyance, and scolded with hatred: "Look! What to see!? People don't want you for a long time! You stupid, stupid, unlucky 、......"

Xiaoxue's mother scolded and scolded, tears also hung on her face, don't turn her face and roll in her throat, and sniffed silently.

Xia Xiaoxue seemed to be very stubborn, or persistent and obsessed, like a begging beggar, holding her face high without caring about a little dignity, repeating those words mechanically and sadly: "Mom, daughter, please, take me to see him!" Please, just once, one last time..."

"Xiaoxue!" I pushed open the door and looked at the scene in front of me, and my heart was full of mixed feelings.

"Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you? You...... What happened? ”

Xia Xiaoxue's misty eyes suddenly paused, and instead of looking at me immediately, she maintained the posture of looking up at her mother with her face held high, as if she was frozen, her body stiffened, and she had no palpitations, as if she had stopped breathing

Xiaoxue's mother looked at me in shock, and hurriedly turned her back to try the tears on her face, broke away from Xia Xiaoxue, and asked the town god: "Lu Xia?" What are you doing here? What are you here to do? Come and see our house jokes? Or come and see if Xiaoxue is dead? ……”

Seeing this, Xiaoxue's father hurriedly stopped her, glared at her sharply, and waved his hand to prevent her from continuing to make trouble.

After her mother broke free of Xiaoxue's arm, Xia Xiaoxue stumbled over in a trance, didn't look at me, pulled up the quilt slowly, and rolled herself into a cocoon.

"You go...... Let's go! …… Come on! ”

Xia Xiaoxue said in a trembling voice, as if she was very cold, and as if she was very scared, and she was shivering all over......

"Lu Xia, I beg you, go quickly......"

"Dead girl, didn't you just beg to see him once? He's here now, and you're going to get rid of him again, and you're going to have fun with us!" ”

Xiaoxue's mother deliberately scolded here, looked at me, turned her back, and cried silently on Xiaoxue's father's shoulder.

I don't know what all this is all about, but judging from Xiaoxue's current bad condition, it's hard to imagine that she is the Xia Xiaoxue with big eyes and two deep dimples when she laughs.

My impression of Xia Xiaoxue is quiet, dexterous, intelligent, and kind......

But what's wrong with her now?

I sat down in front of the bed, reached out and touched her shoulder wrapped in the quilt, and tried to ask something, but I saw that her body was shaking like chaff.

Seeing this, I was horrified, and hurriedly turned my head to look at Xiaoxue's parents behind me.

Xiaoxue's father saw something in my frightened eyes, his forehead wrinkled, and he shook his head at me helplessly: "It's too late!" ”

After that, Xiaoxue's father pursed his mouth, and Xiaoxue's mother hugged each other comfortingly, and even Zhao Zhiqiang, who had been standing outside the door, quietly turned his back and hid at the door, his back was significantly sluggish.

It's like a bolt of lightning across the sky, and the rain pours down like a tidal wave, extinguishing the last spark of your luck.

"What's too late?" I shook my head resistantly, smiled at Xiaoxue's father, and pushed Xia Xiaoxue in the quilt: "Xiaoxue, are you uncomfortable?" Tell me! I'll take you to the doctor. ”

"Xiaoxue, don't be afraid, I'm now the director of the Finance and Economics Department, and I'm rich......"

"Xiaoxue, get up quickly, I'll call you the best doctor ....... I have a friend who has had respiratory muscle spasms since she was a child and thought she wouldn't live to be 15 years old. But their family has money, and they have hired the best doctors, and they have cured all such serious diseases......"

"Xiaoxue, did you hear me? I know the doctor, I'm rich, I'm rich......"

"Light snow,... Light Snow ......"

I screamed and screamed, trying to pick up Xia Xiaoxue and drag her up, but when I opened the quilt, I was shocked by the scene in front of me. I saw that Xia Xiaoxue had no hair on her head, and there were two scars on the back of her gray head......

I was stunned, looking at the ugly scar, and suddenly my ears were ringing and my eyes were glazed, as if the whole world was turning upside down, spinning, and collapsing......

Xia Xiaoxue hurriedly hugged her head, her small palm stretched out, trying to cover the ugly scar.

She casually pulled up the yellowed pillow, covered herself, and pushed me with her face hidden: "You go, go quickly!" Please~"

Her voice was sad, mournful, and resolute!

It seemed to be the most feeble of moans, hoarse screams.

"Lu Xia, please, can you leave me some dignity?" I don't want you to see what I look like now, I really don't. ”

"Lu Xia, are you leaving? I beg you to ......".

Xiaoxue's mother couldn't stand it anymore, so she pushed Xiaoxue's father away, grabbed my shoulders and dragged me out:

"You're not going to leave now? Why did you go before? Get out of here, we don't need you in our family! ”