Chapter 256: When Shen Qingning was young
Yin'er was originally a sensible little girl, and her temperament was gentle and quiet on weekdays, but she had experienced too many things, if it weren't for the depression that her age could bear, she rarely had such a sad and sad time, the carriage was sealed very tightly, she cried, the child's skin was already tender and able to pinch out the water, her little face was as white as jade, and her little face was flushed like blood, like a ripe red apple, "Sister, Yin'er is wrong, I shouldn't let you feel uncomfortable with Yin'er, I shouldn't let Aunt Qing down... … Aunt Qing treats Yin'er so well, I just hate myself for not being angry, I can't protect Aunt Qing, so that she was killed by the bad guys like this......"
Su Liuyin tightly pressed Xing'er's trembling little hand, shook her head, and said with a soothing expression: "Yin'er, you are still young, you don't need to think like this, no one can blame you for Aunt Qing's affairs, this is her choice, she will not regret it, she likes Yin'er very much, and naturally hopes that you will be happy, as long as you do this, Aunt Qing will also be happy!" ”
Yin'er nodded as if she didn't understand, and held Su Liuyin's hand back, she was so trustworthy, she suddenly said: "Sister, thank you, thank you for picking up Yin'er from the outside, so that Yin'er has met so many people who like Yin'er, and Yin'er also hopes that my sister can always be happy!" ”
Su Liuyin looked confused, a wry smile appeared on her lips, the road under her was unknown and confused, life and death were inconclusive, could she spend it so safely? The surface only covered up the past, and said with a smile: "Yin'er is right, everyone likes you, we will all live happily!" Therefore, Yin'er must be a strong child, so that he can also bring strength to others! ”
Yin'er nodded vigorously, looked at Su Liuyin and said, "Sister, you are so good, thank you!" ”
Su Liuyin smiled and looked at Shen Qingning, who had a sad expression, and also held her hand, "We all have to live happily!" ”
Shen Qingning nodded slightly, only smiled and said nothing, but his heart was painful: Do I still have happiness at all, when I was trapped in the deep palace, I was already like ashes, I just looked forward to being able to pray for the people I love every day, and I could see the end for the rest of my life, I died in the palace, but I didn't expect that God fulfilled herself once, so that she could get out of this cage and stay with her daughter, which can be regarded as atoning for her sins, she doesn't want to be able to live with peace of mind. I only hope that her daughter can live so well, no matter what the emperor wants to do, she will try her best to protect her daughter, she thought like this, biting her lip, since God gave her a chance, she will not give up again!
Holding Shen Qingning's soft and boneless hand, she felt a slight shock in her heart, it was really similar to Shen Qingying, and sure enough, the sisters were all so soft and soft, she still remembered when she first saw Concubine Shen, when Zhu Cheng was still a carefree girl, they were playing in the backyard of the palace, how could she not see that this woman who seemed to be the most gentle and weak in the palace looked at her eyes so hot and nostalgic, but she was able to endure the pain of longing for life, maybe she was stubborn in her bones.
Su Liuyin smiled slightly, let go of their hands, gently smoothed out the messy broken hair next to Xing'er's ear, and said: "You girl, you don't look like a girl on weekdays, you just care about playing around, I know that the guards have affection for you, and you are also interested in him, when you arrive at the Northwest Palace, the two of you will be in a good position, if the two of you are willing, I can make decisions for you at any time!" It's just that you have to fight for yourself, don't be so submissive and dare not speak! ”
"Miss......" Xing'er's little face was a little shy, she only shook her head, and said: "How can the Cheng guard take a fancy to me, I can't match him, and now that Aunt Qing has just left, how can I think about my own affairs......"
"You girl, those who have left can not come back, and those who are alive will continue to live!" Su Liuyin said that Huo Di spread out her bun, the girl's green hair flowed like a cloud, she looked at the girl with a shy and unprepared look, just looked at her like this, and raised her chin with a smile, "You child, you look so beautiful, how can you not have confidence, I think you are much more beautiful than girls of the same age!" You have to fight hard, if you like to be a guard, just express your thoughts, I know that he is a wooden person, and your prince is the same temperament, but do you know that this good husband has to rely on this woman to train out, you look at Duan Chuyi's face is paralyzed, but he still has a cold face to me like before! ”
When Xing'er heard this, she only blushed and her heart beats, and her face was red to her neck, thinking about how her young lady could discuss this trick of mastering her husband in front of her mother! said it so naturally, she couldn't help but think of Cheng Yulai again, and she seemed to have hope in her heart again.
Shen Qingning smiled at Su Liuyin's appearance, and couldn't help but think of when she was young, she was fearless of everything, and her words were all free and chic, her daughter was really like hers, she looked at Xing'er, and said with a smile: "Yin'er is right, you are in the prime of life now, you can let go and do many things, and you can also pursue the person you love, don't regret it when you are old, only to know that you can't rest assured of that person in your heart after all, instead of embarrassing yourself so much, it is better to take advantage of the opportunity in front of you to take this step bravely!! ”
Before the middle-aged woman's words fell, Xing'er gently put Yin'er flat, and whispered to Su Liuyin's side: "Miss is also in her best years now, this Qingfeng and Mu Xi are gradually getting older, and the things you and the prince are worried about are also reduced...... When the young lady's injury was not healed, the prince was reluctant to let go of the young lady! ”
After that, he looked at her with a smile on his face and said: "Miss should also be brave, although the prince and the young lady are in love now, when they arrive in the Northwest Palace, they can also get along with the prince well, don't be angry anymore!" ”
Su Liuyin blushed and said angrily: "Don't talk nonsense, I can't spare you if you talk nonsense again!" ”
Xing'er grinned and said, "Miss, are you shy?" ”
Shen Qingning gently lowered the car curtain, the wind outside the car window blew the hair in her ears, she smiled softly, and said, "What are you talking about, I can't hear it!" ”
Xing'er hurriedly lowered her head and wrapped her fingers around the belt of her clothes, not daring to speak.
Su Liuyin looked at her appearance and smiled, and only after a while did she reply softly: "Auntie, don't worry about her, this girl is very confused, and she can't be listened to when she says something every day!" ”
"Miss, where is the slave maid, I'm just telling the truth, and I'll be confused when I come to you!" Apricot said but refused to look up.
"You...... It's just a fool! Su Liuyin glanced at her, then looked at the middle-aged woman and said, "Auntie, you can also tell me if she is a fool!" ”
Shen Qingning said softly: "It's okay to be confused...... When I was young, I was confused, and I didn't have to think about anything, so I could avoid a lot of troubles. ”
As she spoke, she gently pulled up the curtain of the car, turned sideways, looked out intently, and said, "There is a good place outside this plug, and the sunset seen in this spring is the time of summer, how beautiful!" ”
Su Liuyin looked out of the car window, only to see the sunset waving a gorgeous scarf, between the membranes, the middle-aged woman's hair was also dyed with a layer of hazy golden yellow, but there was an indescribable gentle atmosphere, which made people feel meaningful.
She suddenly remembered that in such a time in Gusu, she was originally sleepy, she woke up early that morning, and smelled a fragrant fragrance of flowers in the fog, as if it was the fragrance of begonias in her backyard when they opened, but at a distance of 100 meters, as if she could sneak through the white walls and gray tiles, the strange thing was that after this morning, this fragrance was gone.
In the next few days, Su Liuyin would always get up earlier, just to be able to smell the fragrance again, and one day she went to find the traces of the begonia on a whim but found nothing, so she didn't go deeper.
Xing'er was also lying at the window at this time, Su Liuyin's eyes fell on her face, her cheeks were crimson, slightly transparent, and shining, just like the first blooming begonia flowers.
The moment Su Liuyin suddenly saw her, a burst of joy suddenly surged in her heart, and she said with a smile: "Xing'er, do you remember that there are begonia flowers in the backyard of Sufu, and you can always smell them in the morning!" ”
Xing'er raised her face, thought about it with a serious face, and only said: "Miss, Xing'er hasn't seen this begonia flower, maybe she didn't pay attention to it on weekdays!" ”
The girl said and asked, "Why did Miss remember that the begonia flower came, did she miss Gusu?" ”
Su Liuyin shook her head and said with a smile: "I just saw the begonias bloom!" ”
"Where? There are really begonias! ”
Xing'er hurriedly poked her head out to take a look, turned around and said strangely: "This is the desert, where did the begonia flowers come from, Miss is dazzled!" ”
"Who said that this begonia flower must be the real begonia, as long as this begonia is in my heart, it can bloom all the time!" Su Liuyin said and gently pinched the girl's face, and said with a smile: "There is it here, it's good to open it, I will call you a begonia in the future!" ”
"Miss, you teased Apricot again, Apricot ignored you!" Apricot pouted as she spoke, making an angry look.
Su Liuyin turned around and grabbed her and said, "Are you really angry?" I just said casually, you are still an apricot, not called a begonia, I am praising you, if a person is a begonia, you must not be rewarded! ”
Su Liuyin said, thinking of the fragrance again, as if the breath still remained on the tip of the nose, and now thinking about it is also quite meaningful, the apricots are the first blooming pink of this begonia, and Shen Qingning is this meaningful beauty, which can exude this fragrance.
The wind blew gently, and the middle-aged woman looked back and smiled indifferently, like a tranquil daisy in autumn, "This sunset is just right, the weather is also suitable, stay in a few days and go to the palace, have leisure, and go to see the sunset!" ”
Su Liuyin looked at her quiet and elegant appearance, with a detached beauty, and secretly sighed in her heart: It turns out that this is the original owner's own mother, and it is really on par with Shen Qingying, but it is a little more charming than it, and it is not uncommon for her to be able to give birth to such a beautiful original owner!
Thinking like this, she inadvertently met her eyes like autumn water, Su Liuyin gently "en" again, and said to her slowly: "The wind is blowing, it's beautiful!" ”
"It's beautiful!" Shen Qingning also said with emotion, only to see the wind blowing the corners of the clothes and skirts, flying like butterflies.
At dusk, the three of them sat together and laughed, Yin'er was still sleeping very soundly, and in the twilight, Su Liuyin seemed to see that there were early blooming begonias outside the window, and the small flowers that bloomed were like snow, and the fragrance of a tree was lush and intoxicating.