The attitude of love
The biggest hope for the night shift is that the sky will be brighter again, simply because it is a sign that the end is approaching. The night draws the blood of the sober people's hearts to nourish their own profundity. Wang Yan felt that her whole person was floating, and there was a belief in her heart that warned her that she needed to persevere, she needed to endure, and endure until the successor came, and everything was fine. A series of work in the morning still needs to be done, this is the basics, it must be done. The state of the three people in this night shift is not good, it is something that runs automatically, and it has to be done manually, and part of the time and energy are deprived by this control system, and it is uncomfortable to put it on anyone.
The three of them acted separately, after the basic work was done, the three of them were preparing for the succession, the successor came, Pershing received a call from the team leader, the phone was released, and the people in the monitoring room heard the team leader telling Pershing to clean up on the phone, and someone would come later. Pershing responded to the captain's request with flawless politeness. The phone hung up, and everyone had their own ghosts. Wang Yan is praying for a normal shift and not to be left here to continue the day shift.
"Since we're all here, you can get off work. There is a problem with the system. The three of you must have been tired after staying up all night. Hurry up and get off work and go back to get some rest. Today's day shift is me, everything is with me. Hu Guyue's words seemed ordinary, bringing a trace of warmth to the three of them.
After the shift was carried out normally, the three of them got off work smoothly. Boarding the shuttle bus, Wang Yan's heart was very happy, obviously it was not the first time, and there was still a sense of relief. I suddenly thought of the content of chatting with Wang Zitong in the early morning, and I felt that I was very cowardly and useless, and I once proudly said that I was a new woman, and it was a joke to put it on my current self.
Sitting on the bus home, the noise on the bus became Wang Yan's lullaby. "Hum. Airplanes. Airplanes. The sound at close range detonated the irritability in Wang Yan's heart, and she wondered whose mobile phone was so annoying. The sound continued, and most of the sleepiness in my brain disappeared, and I found that the source of the sound was my mobile phone. Picked up the phone casually, "Hey, hello." Who are you? Anger and dissatisfaction melt into the voice and are released through the microphone to the other end of the phone.
"It's so angry, I sent you countless WeChats, why didn't you reply, I just called. I've figured out the error. Sent to you via WeChat, I am now working in the unit. Where are you now? The familiar voice on the phone made Wang Yan subconsciously have the urge to look for regret medicine, and the tone of questioning and complaining contributed to the shame in Wang Yan's heart.
"I had just gotten off work and was on the bus to get home. I need to catch up on sleep when I get home. When he finished speaking, he told the itinerary at 1510, with the same attitude as a primary school student. When you don't notice it, you spit it out.
"I still need to go to work now, so we'll talk about it in the evening. You go home and have a good rest, and after you get enough sleep, let's have a good chat. Her boyfriend's words reached Wang Yan's ears, and there was a bit of a preachy taste of the elders, which made Wang Yan feel uncomfortable. My cousin has a sentence that inexplicably visits his brain. "Looking for a man older than oneself is a lack of fatherly love, because such a man likes to play the role of a father in front of a woman; Looking for a woman older than yourself is a lack of maternal love, because this woman will radiate maternal light when dealing with the opposite sex. ”
Wang Yan worked hard to keep herself awake, and kept warning herself in her heart that she should be careful when riding in the car and not take too many stops. When she got home, her mother had already boiled water for her, and after she ate, she took a shower and fell asleep. Everything familiar at home creates a deep rest for the brain, and finally wakes up to the ringing of the phone.
"I got home from work and finished dinner. What I sent you, have you seen it? What do you think. ”
Seeing Su Peng's message, Wang Yan realized that it was completely dark outside, glanced at the time on the mobile phone and habitually calculated how long he had slept until he came to a conclusion, and then thought of replying to her boyfriend's message on WeChat. "I just woke up, and I haven't read what you posted."
"Why haven't you seen it yet. Swallow, you've changed. The other party replied quickly. Seeing this sentence, Wang Yan thought in her heart, as she gets older, everyone is changing, and it is normal to change. i.e. reply one, "Oh. ”
"You're perfunctory to me."
"Nope."
"You replied to me word by word, and you still said that you didn't perfunctory me. After reading what I sent you earlier, let's talk again. I just want to say one thing now, your actions have tarnished the love between us. ”
When Wang Yan saw it, she was confused and defiled? Ask yourself, what did I do?
After reading her boyfriend's message, Wang Yan understood that her painting had one more mistake. I found two paintings, compared them according to Brother Peng's message, and then confirmed them twice, and came to the conclusion that they were all eight.
"I was wrong." After sending these three words, another expression was added. Thinking that after admitting his mistake, he will be forgiven, after all, it is only a small mistake.
"That's your apology?"
"Hmm. Brother Peng, I was wrong, I drew wrong, since the agreement to the present, this is the first time I have made a mistake, you should forgive, people are not saints and sages. ”
"You know what you're doing wrong?"
"It's a mistake."
"Think again."
"You say, I'm sleep deprived."
"You're cheating."
"It's young capital."
"You are not serious about the relationship between us, and your attitude makes me need to think about our relationship carefully."
"I just made a small mistake and you start holding on to it. Couples need to understand each other, I just went to work, I am busy every day, and most of my energy is taken up by work, and it is inevitable that there will be small mistakes in other things. I have understood a lot about you, and why you should be obsessed with this matter. ”
"I'm just thinking about what painting is for you and me. It should be clear in your heart. Now that you know, you are still so casual about this Tanabata gift. What do you make me think of you. How to look at you. That's how you treat me. Let me see how I see you. Understand your carelessness with me, understand your disregard for me. ”
These words have already dispelled the bed qi on Wang Yan's body, and Wang Yan's brain is working in a high degree of concentration, editing a WeChat message and sending it out. "Only the officials are allowed to prevent fire, and the people are not allowed to light the lamps. You are so selfish. ”
"I value love. Not like you are so dismissive and tarnished love. ”
"I didn't."
"It's late, I don't want to talk to you, I'm going to rest. Good night. ”
"Good night."
After Wang Yan sent her goodnight, she thought about the conversation just now, and there was a sense of anger in her heart. Lovers are equal, I just violated the agreement between the two, Su Peng's family is so unforgiving. He's such a bastard.
Wang Yan took the two paintings and looked at them, and the indignation in her heart broke through the shackles, threw the paintings on the ground, glanced at the time on her mobile phone, went to wash and went to bed.