Chapter 44: Compassion

"Yes, I'm not familiar with Lan Yi, but I'm familiar with you, as soon as I finished saying bad things about him, you passed it on, how can I meet people in the future? What should I say when we meet? Qin Susu looked at Feng Yao playfully.

"Sister, what do you say? How could I speak ill of my sister to him? I don't know why Feng Yao blushed a little, Qin Susu just raised his eyes to look at her and was not in a hurry to say it.

"Actually, I don't know very well, it's just that I've been in the capital for a long time, and I've heard some rumors. Originally, I didn't like to gossip about other people, but you are my sister, not someone else, so I want to talk to you. ”

"Then sister, say it quickly!" Feng Yao urged.

"This incident was also a long time ago, and although people rarely mention it now, it was a sensation in the capital at the time. About twenty years ago, there was a young lady in the Du family in the capital who wanted to get married, and the object of the marriage was Lan Hongda, who was still unknown at that time. It's a pity that later, the young lady of the Du family openly repented and married the prominent old man of the Ran family and became Mrs. Ran. The young lady of the Du family, the crow turned into a phoenix, which caused an uproar in the capital, and among all kinds of discussions, Lan Hongda became a well-deserved victim. Fortunately, it didn't take long for this Lan Hongda to become a relative, but it didn't seem to have a good relationship with his wife. What's even more odious is that there are still a lot of rumors saying that this Lan Gongzi is not the biological son of Lan Hongda. ”

"Why is this world so fond of chewing tongues?" Feng Yao's face was gloomy.

"Yes! So, this spitting star can drown people! Fortunately, later, Lan Hongda's business became bigger, and the Lan family also developed, and those who used to chew their tongues became inflammatory, and that groundless wind disappeared. However, the hatred between the Lan family and the Du family can be regarded as over, and there seems to be nothing that can be broken after so many years. A while ago, even the matter of Lan Yi's repentance of marriage was also full of turmoil in the city, and many people laughed and said that this Lan family is such feng shui, the older generation was repented of marriage, and the younger generation regretted their marriage! Qin Susu smiled miserably, she knew too well that the world was hot and cold, so she could understand Lan Yi a little, and she didn't blame him for being indifferent to her.

"There is such a thing......" Feng Yao muttered.

"What? He didn't tell you? Qin Susu smiled weirdly.

"Sister, I don't know him well, and I haven't gotten to the point of having nothing to say!" Feng Yao shook his head shyly.

"You may not understand, but I can probably guess why the blue shopkeeper is like this today?" Qin Susu said mysteriously.

"Why? It's not that his Lan Yi's head is broken! Even if he has a grudge against that Du family, what is the matter with his sister? Sister, don't take it to heart, I will avenge my sister if I find an opportunity one day! ”

"There is no need for revenge, there is no hatred between us!" Qin Susu smiled, and his thin lips opened slightly and took a bite of dim sum.

"Then he treated my sister like that, and I have to avenge my sister even more!"

"There is no hatred between us, but I think he and the Du family have old grudges."

"What does it have to do with my sister if I have a grudge against the Du family?" Feng Yao's heart had begun to waver, and she felt a little distressed that Lan Yi was here.

"Don't forget, Du Shifan and I ......" Qin Susu didn't continue, if she talked too much, her heart would hurt.

"Originally, I thought that the capital was very big, and the people here might not have much intersection in their lives! But a few days after I came, the people around me and the things around me were inexplicably intricately connected...... It seems that this world is not much ......," Feng Yao sighed.

"Yes! There are a lot of things that are unpredictable. Qin Susu also sighed.

Xiao Er came up with a few more refreshments, and quietly evacuated after setting them up. The two sisters lost their appetite for a while, but they just looked at the sumptuous things on the table like that, and after a long time, Feng Yao spoke, "Is my sister really so bent on that Du Shifan's body?" Feng Yao bit her lip, in fact, when she saw Du Shifan for the first time, she felt that he was not a good person, and after a few contacts, she was even more determined in her thoughts. But she didn't tell Qin Su before, mainly because she didn't want to make her sister sad.

Qin Susu looked at Feng Yao, she was a little surprised. To outsiders, Qin Susu rarely talks about Du Shifan, not because he doesn't want to, but because he can't, he doesn't dare.

"What does my sister think of me?"

"There are so many things that my sister can do! My sister has a lot to choose from! You see, my sister's appearance is needless to mention, not to mention ordinary women, even if it is a young lady from a wealthy family, I have seen it, and it may be comparable to my sister's appearance, so far I haven't found one. There is also a sister who is both talented and proficient in the art of opera. What's more, my sister has a gentle temperament and is knowledgeable, why is my sister so arrogant with such good conditions? ”

"Is that enough?" Qin Susu stared at Feng Yao, many times she was envious of her sister, she could do what she liked, say what she wanted to say, and scold the people she wanted to scold as she wanted. But what about her? In the past twenty years, has she ever had a day, a moment, a moment when she does what she wants?

"How is it not enough? What more? ”

"In this world, some things are not judged according to your standards, some truths are not thought according to your logic, and some realities are not acceptable to you. But this is the reality, and if you don't accept it, you have to accept it. People must be self-aware, my sister knows herself, I don't say it, it doesn't mean I really don't know! A layer of gray sadness passed over Qin Susu's face, which looked so light, but some of the injuries were not heavy when they were clearly expressed.

Feng Yao seems to understand that there is no problem with a single Qin Susu, and there is no problem with the faint Feng Yazhai's top card, the key is that she is both Qin Susu and Feng Yazhai's top card!

"But is it really worth it for my sister to scare that Du Shifan's deep love?" Feng Yao was a little puzzled, and even more angry.

"To be honest, I asked myself that. But what happens in the end? The people I fancy may not look down on me, and I may not look down on others when I look at me. It's rare to have such a person, he gave me beautiful fantasies, dreamy hopes, I am willing to immerse myself in such an environment, it's not that I don't want to wake up, it's just that I wake up, I don't even have the happiness of dreaming. A line of clear tears swept across Qin Susu's cheeks, and the tears were so crystal clear, carrying all the sorrow of that weak woman.

"Sister...... I ......, "Actually, everyone has their own fate, Feng Yao knows it, and she can fully understand the difficulty of finding a good home with Qin Susu's background." But if she was Qin Susu, she would rather choose one person than deceive herself like this. Dreams are beautiful, but waking up hurts! Rather than dying, why not get out of it as soon as possible?

"My sister doesn't have to feel guilty of herself, in fact, I should thank my sister for giving me someone to talk to." Qin Susu smiled, her smile was always so gentle, unlike Feng Yao, she was used to seeing the hot and cold world, she knew too well the warmth and coldness of human feelings, she knew her situation better, many times, happiness is a kind of destination, but isn't it a relief to escape?

"If my sister is willing, I am willing to listen for the rest of my life."

"A lifetime ......" Qin Susu muttered these three words, how many times, that person also made her a lifelong promise, of course, she believed that Feng Yao's promise would be kept, but what about that person?

Feng Yao seemed to be also affected by Qin Susu's emotions and didn't know what to say, and he was speechless for a while, leaving only a small sip of tea and a small bite of snacks.

Soon, Qin Susu was going back to Fengyazhai, and Feng Yao had no choice but to get up. packed the rest of the snacks and sent Qin Susu away, Feng Yao stood on the street stunned. For so many years, she rarely has such a feeling, one is that she has no heart and lungs, and she doesn't pay attention to many things, twenty, there is really nothing to bother her! But today, when it comes to feelings, Feng Yao originally wanted to enlighten his sister and tell her not to hang herself on Du Shifan's crooked neck tree, but as a result, when Qin Susu sighed like that, she couldn't say a word of comfort!

Indeed, Qin Susu is not worse than herself, and even more sophisticated and mature than herself in terms of looking at people, but she would rather believe Du Shifan's nonsense, and would rather believe the beautiful lies he weaved for her, and then be cautious and cautious, not to hope that the beautiful lie can come true, but not to hope that the lie can be disillusioned, if that, she will not even have the opportunity to dream!

Could this be the end of Qin Susu? Is it because she is Feng Yazhai's top brand? However, aren't there so many celebrities, aren't they all good and got a good ending in the end?

Feng Yao couldn't figure it out, she just felt a little depressed, she felt sorry for Qin Susu, although they had become sisters, but Feng Yao had never asked about Qin Susu's past, she didn't dare to ask, and she couldn't bear to ask, she didn't want to uncover the scars in her sister's heart. Yes, everyone has their own scars that they don't want to be touched by others, just like Qin Susu, just like Lan Yi...... Thinking of Lan Yi, Feng Yao's mood at the moment was a little complicated, should he continue to be angry or give the necessary sympathy and understanding?

Feng Yao walked down the street blankly, she didn't know where she was going, and she didn't think about where she was going. She walked down the street like this, the people on both sides, the scenery on both sides, everything on both sides dimmed in her slow walking.

This kind of Feng Yao seems to be a little surprised even herself, is this still the same hot her? Once upon a time, she also had something she couldn't solve, and once upon a time, she also had someone she had in her heart?