Chapter 14: Drunk
Chen Qi drank too much this night, and a prostitute from the brothel drank too much with him.
"Why doesn't he want me, he used to be just joking, why would he be serious about me, why didn't he want me."
"Why did he leave when he said he left and never came back?"
"I wrote him many, many letters, and he never replied. Every time I reply, I have to be good. ”
"Why, he just likes him. I'm so good to him, why doesn't he want me, his women aren't as good-looking as me, is it because I'm not good enough for him. ”
"In the past, I mentioned breaking up, why did he say that he broke up so resolutely that time, and he only said it once and left forever!"
"I've liked him for more than ten years, I've liked him since I can remember, why doesn't he love me, he doesn't like me! I'm willing to give him everything, why didn't he even say a word I love you to me, why! ”
The night was long and short, and it turned out that everyone had been hurt by their feelings, and it turned out that everyone had a story hidden in their hearts, and they had to tell it when they were drunk.
Knowing how to love someone is probably the happiest thing in the world, and not being able to love is probably the most painful thing in the world.
"Feelings shouldn't be all you have, you always have to live for yourself." The corners of Chen Yan's eyes moistened, and he thought of Yu Youwei and Master.
"But he's all I have!" The woman shouted hoarsely, her eyes red from crying, and she put on makeup.
"I thought that all men in the world were the same, and I thought there was no love in the world."
"But why, why did I meet him? I love him, I love him so much, but why doesn't he love me, why is he not even as willing to understand me as a prostitute and listen to what I have to say! ”
Chen Qi doesn't know how to answer, he doesn't understand love, he hasn't even experienced true love, he is very sympathetic to the woman in front of him, he feels that all kind women in this world are worthy of being pampered, worthy of being taken care of by a good man, loved, accommodating, tolerant, understood, and forever and forever in love.
But love is always unsatisfactory, there seem to be only two kinds of people in this world, one is the infatuated lover, the other is the desperate person, and the best thing is that the infatuated lover meets the infatuated lover, and the desperate lover meets the desperate lover.
It's a pity that the same people always miss, different people always meet, an infatuated person must meet a ruthless person, a ruthless person, always want to find an infatuated person.
Infatuated people are hurt a lot, and they become heartless people.
"It turns out that despair can be so chic, but it turns out that infatuation is so stupid." The woman was weeping and her eyes were red, and her glass was shaking, overflowing and pouring.
"I... I also want to tell my story. ”
"Hee-hee, you say, I often see you drunk, but I've never seen you say drunk."
What kind of drunken words are there, saying things that you usually don't dare to say through drunkenness, and loving people who don't dare to love.
"I like a girl, but I know she doesn't like me, no, let's change love to love. I have loved her since I first met her, and Master said that there are only two kinds of feelings in this world, love at first sight and love over time. ”
"Yes, love at first sight and love over time. One is that I have seen something that I have liked to eat before, and the other is that I have eaten something that I have never eaten before, but I think it is delicious. ”
"I love her at first sight, I love from the time I meet, I love from the first sentence she says, I love when I see her, I love when I don't turn around, I love when I turn around, I love when I don't speak, I love when I speak. Hahaha. Chen Qi drank a large bowl of wine.
"Do you think I'm crazy?" Chen Qi asked.
"In the face of love, who is not a madman, and who is not a fool."
"It's a pity that she doesn't love me, and it's hard for her to love me, or even love me."
"Why?"
"She is very talented and special, I know what kind of man she likes, it must be a very talented, very temperamental person, and I, hahaha, is just a drunkard who can play the piano, who would like it."
The woman burst into tears when she heard this, she felt that Chen Qi was very stupid, she felt that the woman in Chen Qi's mouth was also stupid, and she was also stupid.
"Perhaps, everything is fate." The woman said, as if comforting Chen Yan, and also wanted to comfort herself.
Everyone is tired of feelings, and everyone is played with by feelings.
Some people think that they can play with their feelings, think that they can live up to the likes of others, but then there will be a day when there is such a person who offends you by doing wrong things to another person, and returns them to you in full, just like you did to another person in the first place.
The woman doesn't know how to comfort Chen Yan, and she doesn't know how to comfort herself, in his eyes, Chen Qi is really good, smart, simple, not deeply involved in the world, like a blank piece of paper, simple and pure, but it's a pity that just as everything has positive and negative, heaven and earth have their own yin and yang, some people like it, and some people don't like it.
Like can't be forced, let alone imposed, so people like to comfort themselves with fate, thinking that it is God's will not to be together, thinking that there is a better scenery in the distance, and better people are waiting for them.
But is there really one? …
Does that better person have to be the right person?
We missed so many people and rejected so many people just to meet the right person.
But when we met someone we thought was right, the other party thought we were the ones we should miss.
Feelings, it's ridiculous.