Chunxi Road is known as one of the four most popular commercial streets in China, and is even as famous as Tsim Sha Tsui in Hong Kong. This is what I learned later, when the second generation of Hefu arrived at Chengda, Hu Shanshan had already returned to her hometown, and said a concise sentence in WeChat, without half a superfluous word.

The rich second generation persuaded me for a long time, but then I saw that the matter had come to this point, so I had to give up! It seems that my fate with her is not destined to come.

"Lu Xia, when you come to Chengdu, you won't see the prosperity here, and it's really hard to brag when you go back." The rich second generation insisted on dragging me into Metro Line 4. Soon came to the well-known Chunxi Road, which was low and prosperous as far as the eye could see.

Dusk is coming, the crowds are surging, and the streets and alleys are full of dazzling delicacies.

Kawangkari made a cup of milk tea, and I said to the clerk that it would be okay to have any of them, but it should be hot, because my heart is cold. The clerk's strange eyes swept over me, probably laughing at my sensational words! As a result, the milk tea was still warm, and it was cold after a while.

I thought to myself, I might as well find a convenience store and make a cup of incense. I heard that the incense was sold along the way in 318, and I was suddenly moved. It's really enjoyable to hold a steaming cup of milk tea when it's cold, especially when you have someone you like.

I feel so sad when I think of this, my beautiful scenery has long since died, and I want to reach out and grab it, but I only empty a handful of cold air.

Later, I looked around and ran around, because I didn't have a clear purpose and didn't plan to shop, so I was at a loss.

When I passed by a hot pot restaurant, I heard two girls talking and said, "It doesn't matter how much the house price in Chengdu rises, as long as the price of hot pot does not rise."

After hearing this, my heart trembled. ——Is this the attitude of Chengdu people towards life?

I don't like to eat hot pot very much, so I was led by the rich second generation to find a Sichuan restaurant and order a few things full of chili peppers. The cutlery was special, and the waiter served it with a spatula, which looked quite scary.

These things are super spicy, so spicy that we doubt our lives. Later, two bottles of beer were added, and the dinner problem was so confused.

When I was shopping in the mall, I heard the background music "Across the Sea to See You".

This song is so out of place, and when I hear it at the moment, I feel like the whole world is bullying me. …… What a strange city! In a familiar corner......

Saturday night was very lively, there were a lot of people, a young lady asked me for directions, I shook my head and said that I was also the first time to come to Chengdu. But her "little brother" called me super cool.

I mentioned this matter again and again in front of the princess, and she was more damaged, and she never picked good words to please people anyway.

As soon as the cool breeze blew, the smell of beer dissipated, and the rich second generation yelled that he was urgent, and returned to the mall after a long time. At this time, Zhao Qian sent me a WeChat message and asked me how I was, had I seen Hu Shanshan?

I'm pretending to be watching a movie with Hu Shanshan, and I'll get back to you later.

I thought that if she knew what kind of state I was in when I said this, she would have to smile at her.

Later, I sat down on a stool in the mall, and talked nonsense, boasting about a story that I longed for.

Zhao Qian said that she had a classmate in Chengdu, and if there was anything she needed, she could contact him.

I don't know why, I suddenly felt sad, and I felt very sorry for her. In fact, part of the reason for coming to Chengdu this time is to show Zhao Qian, we are like two children, always like this, neither of us will let go of each other.

Zhao Qian advised me not to come to Chengdu before, also because I told her about the problems between us, and she was afraid that I would come so recklessly and add unnecessary sadness and trouble to myself. After all, it's in someone else's city, in an unfamiliar life circle.

But I insisted on coming, childish and determined. In the eyes of others, I may be the kind of person who is independent and self-reliant. I live alone, work alone, and cope with everything that happens around me alone. I think I've probably been hardened a long time ago, and I'm a rational adult.

But anyone who really knows me knows that I'm actually just a big kid, and I still pay special attention to Naruto and One Piece to this day.

No one knows how many overhead my brackets are behind my independence. I have three brothers, and two brothers with different surnames almost spoiled me, and when I was in school, I bought me a mobile phone and a book behind my parents' back, and sent money to my card every three or five times. After graduating, they did everything they could to pave the way for me, and I had already bought a house while others were complaining about the internship salary.

On the day of the fundraising, Zhao Qian's parents rushed over from their hometown in Shanxi to witness our growth and achievements.

However, what you gain easily, you can easily lose.

When I woke up one day, I was touched by a thick cage. I would find that no one came to see me, no one asked me how I was doing, and I was left alone in the place I lied about "home."

In the scene, I used my rickety posture to prop up the gorgeous clothes, no one asked me if I was comfortable, no one asked me if I fit, when I turned around, I realized that I was actually in tattered clothes and Lou Aya was funny like a clown.

Eventually, those spoils turned into thick bricks, and while they were built to protect you from the wind and rain, they also trapped you inside. There are no windows, no courtyards, no neighbors.

Your independence and composure are actually shadows reflected on the glass window, blinding others and paralyzing yourself. No one saw that lonely, naïve, unwilling youth, and soul that longed for freedom.

I saw myself holding a beautiful box in my hand, but my heart was locked inside!

I used to think, what kind of person do I want to be in the future?

I've given myself countless answers, maybe dreams are illusory, and the last thing I want is what I want to be. I am weak, hypocritical, contrived, and even obscene.

There is a sentence in the Great Sage Biography: In the end, we will all live like the kind of people we once hated.

Whose youth is not hesitant? But really, I'm not only hesitant, but I also refuse to settle down.

Once I asked Xia Xiaoxue how to make a person mature, at least in the eyes of others. She said that growth, maturity also grows.

This conversation is a bit sensational, but Xia Xiaoxue is really a very empathetic girl, and she knows my troubles, so she encourages me to let go and do something I want to do. She said that after some things, you will grow.

So, I'm here in Chengdu today.

That's what I want to do now. I saw myself tear down a wall and finally take my own steps.

Although there was a little accident, he and Hu Shanshan finally missed each other.

But I think any hardships and ups and downs are just part of the process of growing up. I don't blame this accident, nor do I blame the rich second generation for the misunderstanding between me and her. Since the relationship between two people is going to run in, conflict and suspicion should also be part of the inevitable experience. It is a strong stroke in our love journey, and it will also become a sticky sum in our future married life.

Speaking of the significance of coming to Chengdu this time, I really don't know how to say it to be magnificent, but it feels like a thief stepping on the spot before committing a crime.

Because I decided to come back! This time, it is time to loosen the soul and let the soul go.

In the busyness of following the rules and working hard for the ideal, we do not care about gains and losses, do not seek benefits, and do not hesitate to spare, which in itself is commendable!