But at that time, Qin Susu, even if she was in the mood to perform on stage, she would never be able to, after all, there were a few handwritings left on her face, how could that look make the guest officials feel happy to pay for money? Therefore, even if she had no choice, Zhao Ru could only swallow her anger, she begged God to worship the Buddha and only asked Qin Susu to recover as soon as possible, and even prayed that God would not leave any mark on Qin Susu's face.

Qin Susu didn't have the heart to think about that, the injuries on her body were nothing at all, and she didn't care about the injuries on her face, now she didn't really lack the silver to live, she just didn't have the hope and direction to live. Although Feng Yazhai has her boudoir, this place is a place she wants to escape from in her dreams. At one point she thought she had found her way, but then, the mirage lies covered her eyes, and she began to feel chagrin, remorse and even heartache. The advice of outsiders could not solve her distress at all, and it was not until that day that Du Shifan's fist really fell on her body and her face that she really woke up like a dream! Now, Qin Susu is awake, extremely sober, she can't feel the pain in her body, she only feels that her heart is slowly healing, and those places that once bleed when she touched them are extremely hard at the moment.

But this is Feng Yazhai, no one pays attention to Qin Susu's true thoughts, let alone whether she is in pain or not, and even the sisters who used to be good will secretly have fun at the moment, because they seem to have a bright future!

In any case, Zhao Ru was anxious, all the good medicines that could heal the scars in the capital were taken to Qin Susu's room by her, but all the good medicines that could promote physical recovery were also moved into Feng Yazhai's kitchen, and her biggest hope was that Qin Susu could recover as soon as possible and be able to revive Feng Yazhai's past glory.

Today is a good day, and it is rare for Qin Susu to go out for a walk, but Zhao Ru was not at ease, so he had to ask Xiaohong and the two family members to follow, but Qin Susu refused stiffly. Although Zhao Ru is very worried about the cash cow again, the current Qin Susu is not something she can offend. Therefore, she could only burn incense and pray in Fengyazhai after Qin Susu left, hoping that her cash cow could go back safely.

Qin Susu, who came out of Feng Yazhai, hired a small sedan chair to come to this wilderness, and in this inaccessible place she has an emotional sustenance, which is a tablet without a grave bag, and the name on it is also very simple, there are only two titles, father and mother.

It's just that these two ordinary becomings are Qin Susu's only sustenance in this world, she placed them here, just hoping that she could have someone to talk to when she was lonely and hopeless, and a person to rely on when she was helpless. The tablet is also very simple, not that Qin Susu is reluctant to spend money, but when she visited a few shops that could make this tablet, when the shopkeeper heard that it was just a sign with the title of father and mother, and there was no name, they all showed a little surprise and doubt. Qin Susu still can't forget the eyes of those individuals at that time, so she simply found a wooden sign by herself and wrote down these two titles full of her emotions.

Over the years, this tablet with only a title has also been moved several times, and finally chose this place because it is secluded and no one comes. In the past few days, Qin Susu felt that her mood was very complicated, so she put aside the maid and the family and ran here alone, but every time she thought of it, she actually ran into Ran An here!

Ran An gradually connected Qin Susu with the person who rescued him in the alley that day, but he couldn't imagine that the woman with heavy makeup and gorgeous clothes that day was the same person as the otherworldly beauty in front of him! What made him feel a little weak was that at that time, he was still full of contempt for the beauty in front of him!

"Girl, what are you doing here? Hurry up, please. Ran An was in a hurry, wanting to step forward to help Qin Susu, but this lonely man and widow in the wilderness felt that it was not convenient, and more importantly, his muddy hands were also full of mud, and he was dirty for himself.

The breeze just blew gently, stirring Qin Susu's hair and plucking her skirt, and the elegant girl seemed to have added wings in the breeze.

"What is the benefactor doing here?" Qin Susu smiled slightly, although there was bitterness in that smile, but it made Ran An even more sad, he said in a panic, "It's okay for Miss Susu to call me Ran An, you don't have to be so polite." ”

Qin Susu lowered his head and muttered two sentences, "Ran An, Ran An...... Very good name, can ...... A benefactor is a benefactor, how can I call a benefactor by his name? Otherwise, it's good for me to call my benefactor Ran Gongzi? Qin Susu's eyes turned.

"Miss Qin really doesn't have to be so polite, I'm not a son, just an ordinary person, Miss Qin will feel embarrassed when she calls me that." Ran An rubbed the dirt off his hands.

Qin Susu smiled and didn't make a sound. Ran An noticed that she seemed to be deliberately covering the wooden sign behind her with her body all along.

"It's deserted, the roads are muddy, I wonder what the girl is doing here?" Ran Ji chatted casually.

"Me? Just idle and want to come out and walk. Before I knew it, I walked here...... "Maybe it's ashamed to lie, or it's ugly for the benefactor to lie like this, Qin Susu's cheeks are a little crimson, but they are very good-looking against the sun."

Ran An didn't want to be entangled too much, he just followed Qin Susu's words and said, "The scenery here is indeed different, and I have nothing to do to go out for a walk, so I am attracted by the scenery here." Ran An said a little crampedly.

"It seems that Childe is also a man of temperament." Qin Susu smiled faintly.

"Miss Qin still calls me Ran An and gives me peace of mind, I am not a son, just a fatherless and motherless child, because of the kindness of my father-in-law, I have my current home...... Miss Qin's call me Gongzi really made me feel uneasy. I don't know why, Ran An actually told Qin Susu about this, and he didn't know why he mentioned the past to an almost stranger who he hadn't mentioned for many years.

Maybe it's because they're reunited, maybe it's because they both have a soft spot for this place, or maybe it's because of a casual glance that Ran An discovered the title of father and mother on the tablet...... In short, I don't know why, Ran An just said that, without any embarrassment and abruptness, but Qin Susu looked at Ran An at a loss, with a look of surprise and weakness on his face.

"Don't be so surprised, girl, I'm telling the truth! My father abandoned me and my mother when I was very young, and my mother died of illness...... Fortunately, God loved me and happened to meet my stepfather, and my life took a turn for the better. It seems that his explanation is too superficial, Ran An actually told him about the past, he doesn't feel inappropriate, he trusts his instincts, just a simple glance, he feels that he and the girl in front of him are the same disease.

"Childe, actually...... You...... There's no need to say this to me......" Qin Susu hesitated to take two steps back, she turned around a little embarrassed, she knew that what she wanted to hide was finally discovered.

Ran An only realized his recklessness at this moment, and he smiled awkwardly, revealing a rare greenness between his thick eyebrows. Qin Susu looked at it, she had seen countless men, read countless kinds of men, but the one in front of her had a different feeling in her heart. Although it was only such a brief encounter, although it was such a brief reunion at this moment, people's thoughts were so strange, and such a short experience made Qin Susu feel that this Ran An in front of him was the most special one among thousands of men. It has nothing to do with his origin, nothing to do with his surname, nothing to do with who he is, just because he is him, so there is a special expectation in her heart.

Qin Susu slowly moved his body, and the wooden card with clumsy skills appeared in front of Ran An, it was indeed the same as when he glanced at it in a hurry, this was a simple wooden card, so simple that it could not be called a tablet.

"I was an orphan and I didn't know who my parents were since I was a child. When I was very young, my adoptive father sold me to Nafeng Yazhai, and from then on I was Qin Susu there! I don't know what my original surname is, and I don't know who my parents are? Still not in this world? I don't know why they abandoned me? Qin Susu's soft words pierced Ran An's heart like a sharp sight, he frowned, I don't know why, he actually felt distressed.

"Later, I made such a tablet myself, when I was fine, when my heart was sad, when I was in pain, when I was confused, I would come alone to this deserted place in the wilderness to confide my heart to them." Qin Susu smiled, she turned around and walked to the wooden card, looking at the two cold titles on the wooden card with tender eyes, for her, these two titles are so strange, and they are so strange with magical power, they can always give her wonderful power when she is sad and helpless.

"Unexpectedly, Miss Qin is also a hard-working person...... Ran An stood silently behind Qin Susu, he really wanted to hold on to that thin shoulder and give that soft body solid strength, but his pair of fists clenched fiercely, and finally restrained his impulse.

"Miserable? How many women in Feng Yazhai are not hard-working? Qin Susu smiled miserably, fate, how could it be fair to her? But so what? Isn't she still the same to forge ahead? Fate has given her too much tribulation? But so what? Doesn't she still have to face the difficulties after the pain?

Now she has lost hope in fairness, not without illusions, but after the hope is shattered, only desperate bravery and strength to live to death remain.