231. Give you the best
Xia Zhi slowly climbed up from her fingertips by Han Junxi's hand until the whole hand fell into his big hand, and then his body was also pulled into his arms.
She finally couldn't help but smile. When he saw it, he pinched her face: "Is this teasing me?" β
"Whoever has time to tease you, I'm hungry."
"That'...... Go to my house? He smiled meaningfully.
She threw her fist on his chest, and men used their lower bodies to think about the problem? She glared at him and said, "I haven't eaten breakfast yet!" "She went out this morning with a carton of milk, and she was hungry by this time.
"Oooh! Earlier, let's go have breakfast. He smiled and pulled her up and walked out of the station.
They entered McDonald's, Han Junxi went to order, and Xia Zhi found a seat by the window and sat down.
The shop is just a few meters away from the road, but the glass is so well insulated that you can barely hear the hot car engines outside. In Nanzhou, there are many such prosperous sections, and the city is really connected to the international track.
When I stayed in Nanzhou, I thought it could bring me more hope, and I stumbled for a few years, thinking that I was growing up with this city, but now I sit down and take a closer look, only to find that I have never caught up with its pace at all.
She still has nothing, except for a man who loves her and wants to put down roots with her. However, is it really that easy to take root?
One of the reasons she didn't want to get married was because she knew that getting married would bring many practical problems.
Her hukou is still in Kangzhou, and she has no problem staying in Nanzhou to work as an outsider, but when she gets married, she has to think about the next generation.
Children do not have a local hukou, and the educational resources they can access are limited. Han Junxi's hukou was transferred to Nanzhou, but it was hung on the unit and belonged to the collective hukou.
When the two get married in the future, they have to officially settle in Nanzhou in order for their children to get Nanzhou hukou. If you want to settle down, you have to buy a house.
It's the house again. She is really sensitive to this issue, and the separation from Pan Rui makes her feel that once her feelings are linked to matter, they will become sour......
"Come on, black coffee, chicken leg burger." Han Junxi sat down with a plate in his hand and put a cup of hot coffee in front of her, "What are you stunned about?" β
She came back to her senses and lifted the lid of her drink, the high temperature of the coffee burning her upper lip.
She blew, and Han Junxi said, "Look at it, I'm not hungry like this." β
She set her coffee aside, ready to let it cool before drinking. He gulped down on the burger in his hand and asked indistinctly, "Where are you waiting?" β
"Let's go for a walk in the hilltop park." It's rare to get up early, she may not have been shopping for a long time, it is a good spring, the breeze is warm, and it is good to breathe fresh air.
"Going hiking again? Are you not tired from working for a week? β
Xia Zhi felt that the word "again" was not very appropriate, and they had only been there twice in total. The Peak Park is a winding mountain road built around Nanshan, with a wide cement pavement that slopes up slowly, and there is no amount of exercise, which is basically leisure.
She said: "You are so lazy to move, are you not afraid of making fortune in the future?" She remembered that when she and Su Xiao went to the donkey friend activity, they all walked on the sheep intestine path stepped on by the senior donkey friends, when did she really take Han Junxi to see what it means to climb a mountain.
"Chen Dajiao, you see that I am at this age, and I want to get lucky early, right? I'm just born beautiful and hard to give up, don't envy you for a good figure. He smirked.
Xia Zhi gave him a roll of the eyes: "It's hard to give up on natural beauty, it's not like that." I see that you are not blessed, just because you are too lazy to cook and hungry. In the future, either don't eat the food I cook, or exercise more, my small body can't accept finding a big fat man as a husband. β
When she said this, she remembered the Liu Xiaoming who had been on a blind date in the marriage agency, her face she had long forgotten, but her strong figure still made her still afraid.
He put down the hamburger in his hand for the time being, raised his eyebrows and pondered her words: "Who are you looking for to be your husband?" Has someone proposed to you? β
"Han Junxi." She straightened her face and called out to him, not loud, but serious enough.
"Here!" He straightened his back.
"Seriously, I want to tell you that I'm serious about every relationship. I don't think it's a lot for a thirty-year-old woman to have been in love three times. The first two times, I thought about getting married to each other, and this timeβ" she paused before adding, "it would be no exception. β
"Hmm." He nodded, and put away the smile on his face, "But...... There must be a 'but', right? β
She smiled, looked down at the cup of coffee, and continued, "But I wonder, why did I fail the first two times?" What the hell did I not do well. β
"Summer solstice, this doesn't have to be your problem, marriage needs two people to run together." He knew her past, but only she could experience those emotional entanglements.
"You have to learn from it, right? In the first relationship, I wanted to please others and myself, but I didn't eat well at both ends, others couldn't stand me, and I didn't live well according to my own ideas. The main thing is that I was really poor at the time. She smiled at this.
"In a small town where xenophobia is very serious, I didn't find a good job, and I was bullied everywhere when I left, I didn't eat the last meal, I obviously wanted to be independent, but I couldn't help but rely on him, which made me doubt myself.
"The second relationship, thinking that since it is not easy to talk about feelings, then talk about material things, mark yourself clearly, both parties are basically satisfied with each other's conditions, you know, that is really knowing each other for a month and preparing to get married. Then one day, I woke up to the fact that I really didn't love him, and I couldn't covet his material things to pit him. That time it was not a good gathering or dispersion, it was a bit of a chicken and a dog. β
She collected her thoughts in the memories, and he waited for her slowly, not urging her to draw conclusions.
However, she thought about it and found that she couldn't find a conclusion at all. What makes a best marriage? It's ridiculous that she wants the best marriage and doesn't know what it should look like.
She could only pick up the jewel in her heart piecemeal: "I told myself that if I want to get married, it must be because I love someone." But I don't want love to be shattered by reality. You don't know, what you don't love, it's actually very fragile. β
"I know. I've also tried to get two people quarrel in the middle of the night, and the landlord called the police. He took her hand on the table and smiled, "Summer Solstice, maybe I'm really too impatient." I will give you time and I will give myself time to make myself better. I don't need you to please others, I don't need you to make compromises, I will do my best to give you the best. β
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