228. You are not calm

"You see, everybody is asking us to get married, but you don't agree." Walking on the way home, the figures of the two were stretched and dragged to the ground by the street lamp, Han Junxi hooked his wrist, pulled Xia Zhi's hand and said.

Xia Zhi looked at the sky, at eight o'clock in the evening, but there was a bright light in the sky somehow, and she said absentmindedly: "Who asked you to get married, you go to whom." ”

"Tell me what you don't like about me? That's it, you know. The income from the family's work or something, it is more than the upper than the bottom. I have saved some money over the years, and I can't afford a big house, but I can still settle down in a small house, and I lack a hostess. ”

He clasped her fingers tightly, and his gaze stretched forward, full of longing.

"I'm not dissatisfied with you. No one gets married after a month of love, right? If you want to find a marriage partner, you will go to the blind date market quickly. ”

Xia Zhi picked up the phone, lowered her head and let him pull her away. She received two new pictures on WeChat, and she looked at them and felt that she was still not satisfied.

She went to the Academy of Fine Arts to find students to try out picture books, thinking that this would control the cost and be an opportunity for young people, but she couldn't draw three people in a row that she wanted.

I really can't do it, so I can only apply for a little more funding from Guo Shufeng and find a professional painter.

Han Junxi was very dissatisfied with her blind date market: "You are the one who can't find a wife?" It's not something that can be done in a day or two, is it? You see, we will make sure first, and then we will meet the parents, buy a house, book a banquet, and take wedding photos...... I think it's going to be a year before that's done. ”

"Hmm......" she subconsciously responded, they stood in front of the traffic light, and under a street lamp against the wall across the road, there was an easel, and a few avatars were placed under the easel.

An elderly man sits behind an easel and smokes, and there is no one on the bench in front of the stall. It's the exit of the MixC, but there is still little business on Saturday night.

Xia Zhi looked at those portraits, and a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in his mind. The green light turned on, and Han Junxi was about to pull her across the road, she stopped her steps and pulled her hand out of his hand: "You go back first, I have something!" ”

She spread her legs and ran back, and Han Junxi caught up with her: "Chen Dajiao, where are you going?" ”

"I have a job to do. You go home and wait for me. ”

He grabbed her and didn't let her go: "I'm talking to you about getting married, and you want to work here?" ”

"Uh......" She was speechless for a while, on the one hand, she was sorry for not listening to him carefully, and on the other hand, she was anxious about the inspiration she had suddenly found, and wanted to implement it immediately, "Or, I'll discuss this with you later?" ”

"Chen Dajiao, today is Saturday!"

"I know ......"

"Isn't work supposed to be left until Monday?" Han Junxi is really a little angry.

"If you run into someone reporting the news...... Wouldn't it be the same as weekends and weekdays? She tried to reason with him, but it didn't seem to make sense to her.

Sure enough, he immediately retorted: "That's the peculiarity of my work!" What are you? It's almost nine o'clock, where are you going? ”

Xia Zhi was stunned, she hadn't thought about this time problem at all just now, as for where she wanted to go......

Han Junxi looked at her in a daze, and became more and more angry: "Chen Dajiao, do you really not want to marry me?" You just say it, do you need to find a job as an excuse? ”

Xia Zhi couldn't look him in the eyes, so he could only change his face and say, "I said it, I don't want to think about marriage for the time being......"

"So you don't fall in love with the intention of getting married? Do you know that you're playing hooligan? Do you want to leave when you're done? ”

Xia Zhi turned his gaze back to his face: "I didn't." I'm not a child. ”

His masseter muscles on both sides were slightly bulging, making her feel a little weak when she looked at it. He said, "Well, you're not a child. Let me ask you, do you think we can have a future? ”

Xia Zhi hesitated for a moment and nodded.

Han Junxi shouted: "*** You hesitated. Why should you hesitate? Didn't you say that you wouldn't regret it? ”

"I don't regret ......"

"But you still don't love me, do you? I take you seriously, but you only treat me as a **? ”

"That's not ......"

"What's that? Will you marry me? ”

For his forced palace questioning, Xia Zhi was also angry: "Is there a marriage proposal like you?" Han Junxi, this has nothing to do with whether I love or not, I don't want to get married yet. Don't push me. ”

"It has nothing to do with love or not." He picked up her words and licked his lips, "So love or not?" ”

His softened tone made her suddenly at a loss, the word "love" was not spoken between them, as if everything was falling into place. That night, she left him behind, isn't it love?

She wanted to say that she loved him, even though the thought made her feel uncomfortable herself, and there was an ethereal emptiness in her heart. Then, when he was about to leave, he was pushed back by the devouring atmosphere between the two.

He shouldn't have questioned her like that. She felt a little stubborn because of her grievances.

"If you doubt my feelings, then you can think about whether we're a good fit together," she said. ”

Whether she is idealistic or hypocritical, she feels that love is unconditional trust.

She lifted her arm and slipped out of his hand, and he looked at her intently for a moment, then said, "Summer Solstice, I can't help but doubt it." You and I can be together, is it because we are moved, or because we are tempted? Could it be because it happened to be in need? ”

His wording made her feel uncomfortable, and she didn't want to discuss it with him at this time: "You go back, be calm and calm alone." ”

"What the am I calming down? Am I not calm? ”

"You have." She dropped a sentence coldly and turned to leave.

He watched her go farther and farther, gasping for breath with his waist crossed, but he still didn't catch up.

Walking around the corner, she couldn't help but sweep behind her with the corner of her eye, she didn't see him. She stopped in front of the clothing store around the corner and stood for a moment before slowly turning around and carefully leaning out of the corner.

He's not there, he's really gone.

She let out a breath from her nose, and she didn't think it was her fault. On the first day they were together, she had already expressed that she didn't want to get married in a hurry, and he was entangled in this issue again and again, couldn't she get bored?

As for whether she loves or not, she only thinks it's ridiculous, two people who are more than sixty years old, does she love him or not, doesn't he have a point in his heart? Do you have to squirm like a high school student and talk about it all day long?

"Childish." Xia Zhi muttered to himself depressedly.

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