Chapter 117: I Don't Want to See You Again

"Really?"

"That's right! Isn't that the number 2101 one! ”

"It's kind of miserable."

The discipline was discussing, Yu Xuan walked to the recycling area with the finished dinner plate, although some heard them muttering to themselves, but Yu Xuan thought that they were still discussing the original things, about the incident of the high-achieving student with a knife.

"Do you say he knows or doesn't know?"

"I don't know if I'm so calm!"

"He's in this state even if something big happens."

"But this is the death of my parents!"

Originally, Yu Xuan didn't care too much, but at the time of the last sentence, his face changed suddenly, he dropped the plate and rushed to the side to discuss the person and shouted: "Who did you say that his parents died!" Yu Xuan frightened the people around him this time, because no one had ever seen Yu Xuan look like this, and the expression of the green tendons on his neck became terrifying

"Don't you watch the news? Isn't it reported on TV every day? The person who was yelled at by Yu Xuan was so frightened that he pointed to the public TV above his head, and Yu Xuan only then looked up to take a closer look at the content on the TV, and it happened that the follow-up to this incident happened to be broadcast in the news, as well as the attitude of the neighbors towards this matter.

Yu Xuan looked at the familiar environment and familiar neighbors in the news, as well as his own home after the bombing captured by the camera, unrecognizable, but it could still be seen that it was the home that used to be, and Yu Xuan was stunned there without saying a word.

"Liar! How can it be! Yu Xuan said this tremblingly, and the discipline guards were afraid that Yu Xuan would do some excesses, and stepped forward to grab Yu Xuan: "No. 2101 go back to the room." ”。

"No, no!" Yu Xuan broke free from the hand held by the discipline, his eyes were still staring directly at the TV, Yu Xuan still couldn't believe this kind of thing.

But in the end, Yu Xuan was tied up by the corrections and went back to the room, Yu Xuan, who was sitting in the room, had countless eyes, and had all kinds of ideas and possibilities in his heart, wondering if he had committed something that caused such a thing to happen, Yu Xuan knew that his mother was very strong and confident that she would not do such a thing so easily, but the next second she was suspicious. Yu Xuan actually knew very well that it was caused by his own reasons, but how could he not bear the responsibility on himself, the pressure of Shen Chanjuan's death on the other side, and the news of his parents' death, Yu Xuan began to regret it.

Yu Xuan didn't eat or drink much in the past few days, so he waited quietly, and the discipline officers paid special attention to Yu Xuan but didn't see Yu Xuan crying.

"Someone is coming to see you at number 2101."

Yu Xuan didn't know who it was, but he knew that it would never be his parents, and they would never appear again.

"Number 2101!" Discipline reminds again: "If you don't want to see it, you can not see it." ”。

Yu Xuan got up and walked out of the room, at this moment he only thought of Lin Luoluo, maybe the death of his parents gave him another feeling, thinking that if Lin Luoluo came to apologize for this matter, he would not be able to forgive.

"Yu Xuan!" Sitting on the other side was Jiang Zhijing, looking at Jiang Zhijing's appearance, he obviously knew about the death of Yu Xuan's parents.

Yu Xuan just looked at Jiang Zhijing like this, looking at him thinking about the purpose of Jiang Zhijing's coming, Yu Xuan didn't want to speak at this time, and he didn't want to say a word.

"That ...... about your parents" Jiang Zhijing was a little sad when he saw Yu Xuan's expressionless face: "I feel very sorry, if you need anything, you can tell me, don't give up." Hearing this, Yu Xuan smiled, this smile was a little helpless and a little mocking: "Did you give me what I needed?" I don't blame you, but you really can't give me what I need, so don't say anything like that to me. ”。

"I don't know how to help you."

"Nothing to help with." After Yu Xuan finished speaking, he got up and was about to leave.

"Luo Luo, will you blame Luo Luo?" Jiang Zhijing hurriedly said, Yu Xuan stopped and turned his head to look at Jiang Zhijing for a long time without answering, Jiang Zhijing understood a little: "You entered here for Luo Luo, and your parents died because you entered here." ”。

"Now that you know why you're asking me such a question."

"So you're still going to blame Lolo!"

"I can't find an outlet, but it's true, no matter how harsh my mother is, she is my mother after all, she gave birth to me, raised me, raised me, loved me, no one will compare, you say let me not blame Luo Luo, no! Don't blame Lin Luoluo, I really can't do it to be honest. Jiang Zhijing nodded when he heard Yu Xuan say this: "Okay, I know, you take care of yourself." ”。

When Jiang Zhijing was about to arrive at the door, Yu Xuan whispered: "You also take care of Luo Luo, don't let her come to see me." ”。

Leaving this depressing place, Jiang Zhijing looked back and sighed, and took a car to Qi Yujiu's cemetery, which is where Jiang Zhijing often goes, and if there is no one to talk to, he can only come here twice in three days, even if he talks to himself, it is better than sitting there alone in a daze.

"Yu Jiu! I don't know if Luo Luo will feel guilty or sad if he sees this news, if you are still there, you will definitely persuade her! I've become so unreliable, I don't even know where Lolo is. ”

Jiang Zhijing took a wet towel to wipe the dust and fallen leaves on the tombstone, and Qi Yujiu in the photo was still smiling so sweetly, but it was only what he looked like in the photo.

"You and Chanjuan are gone, and the people who stay now don't know what to do." Jiang Zhijing smiled bitterly and shook his head.

On the other side, Lin Luoluo returned to Zhengzhou, sitting in front of Shen Chanjuan's tombstone and looking and thinking, but he didn't know that there was a Jiang Zhijing staying in front of Qi Yujiu's tombstone in the cemetery not far away.

"How are you doing?"

"I hope to go to you to find you, you and Yu Jiu must be very happy to eat, drink, sleep and sleep every day, and then see me so tired every day It should be very happy! Because you two are always gloating, and I really want to see you say things like 'It's okay, it's okay, it's us.'" Lin Luoluo leaned against Shen Chanjuan's tombstone and said lightly.

Lin Luoluo actually wanted to go to Yu Xuan, although he didn't ask exactly where he was, but he also roughly knew the place, thinking about it, he subconsciously stopped the car and went to Yu Xuanguan's place, standing at the door, Lin Luoluo was a little flustered, and regretted it for a moment, and he didn't know if Yu Xuan was willing to see him.

"Hello, I want to see Yu Xuan." Lin Luoluo didn't know Yu Xuan's number, so he had to tell the people who registered outside, but fortunately, Yu Xuan's name was also well-known here.

"There are so many people who have met him today."

"Has anyone ever been here?" Lin Luoluo asked.

"Is it called Jiang Zhijing? He had been here in the morning. ”

Lin Luoluo sat there waiting for Yu Xuan, nervous in his heart, thinking about what he should say when he saw Yu Xuan.

Yu Xuan obviously didn't know that it would be Lin Luoluo who would come to see him, although he would also have some expectations, but Jiang Zhijing had said that Lin Luoluo left Zhengzhou and deliberately hid, but he didn't know that Lin Luoluo would take the initiative to come to him one day.

After the two were silent for a few minutes, Lin Luoluo took the initiative to break the embarrassing atmosphere: "Are you okay?" ”。

"That's all." Yu Xuan was a little cold, and Lin Luoluo found that Yu Xuan's eyes were not as gentle as before, and he couldn't see through anything in his eyes, as if he didn't have any emotion.

"If you don't get used to it or need ......," Lin Luoluo didn't finish speaking, and Yu Xuan interrupted: "Do I look pitiful?" ”。

"That's not what it meant."

"Look, you're doing a good job right now! I guess it's an internship! That's great! Look at me, this one. Yu Xuan lowered his head and looked at his uniform and laughed at himself.

Lin Luoluo felt distressed for a while, Yu Xuan could have had a job that everyone envied, and he could have a good future, but how could he enter such a place, and after Yu Xuan came out, he didn't know what to do if he had fewer parents.

"Are you looking for me to help me or something?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it would have such a big impact."

"If only I could exchange my parents for I'm sorry."

Yu Xuan's words were not to blame, but it made Lin Luoluo feel extremely uncomfortable in his ears, but Yu Xuan couldn't lose his temper with Lin Luoluo like this, even if he said this, it was not a fierce scolding, which made Lin Luoluo feel extremely guilty.

"Don't come later." Lin Luoluo didn't know how to answer when he heard Yu Xuan say this.

"I don't want to see you again, although it's not your fault, but it's indirectly related to you, it's undeniable that I blame you a little bit in my heart, so I hope you don't come again, I will think of my parents when I see you." Yu Xuan said these words very calmly, and Lin Luoluo took a deep breath and replied, "Okay! After Yu Xuan finished speaking, she turned her head and left without hesitation, and after Yu Xuan left, Lin Luoluo sat like this for a long time, until someone came to call her to leave.

Lin Luoluo really discovered a law at this time, the people around him will always leave, whether they are dead or actively stay away. Lin Luoluo thought that maybe he shouldn't have friends and shouldn't be very close to anyone, although it was a ridiculous statement, but if things happen too much, he will believe that he has an unlucky atmosphere, as if everyone who is close to him will encounter bad luck.

"Hello, where are you going?" The driver turned his head and asked.

"Whatever! You drive everywhere until I say stop. ”

The driver looked at Lin Luoluo blankly, then started the car, driving in various streets and alleys, sure enough, he still likes the feeling of sitting in the car, don't think too much, look at the scenery outside the window and look at the pedestrians on the road. It's like a stage play, simple and short, when you're sleepy, you lean against the window and squint for a while, and when you wake up, you can still see the different scenery outside.

"Do you want to open it again?" The driver turned his head to Lin Luoluo and said, it was already dark outside, and the jump table had reached nearly three hundred.

"Let's stop here!" Lin Luoluo got out of the car and looked around, the once familiar place has changed a lot due to the time he left, the shop has also changed after walking around, and the barbecue restaurant he liked before has also become a flower shop, everything is changing, along with the people here are changing, and there are no new things but many precious things have disappeared.