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After Jingrou threw down those words without being angry, she went to take a bath with Xiao Jiayue as usual, she didn't want to quarrel with Yamaguchi because of Xinxin's affairs, and she didn't bother to listen to Yamaguchi's mean words, so she wanted to take a bath. Over the years, Jingrou has unconsciously developed a habit, perhaps because there are too many quarrels and too many times of sadness, she finds that no matter how angry and heartbroken she is, as long as she takes a hot bath, her mood will want to be reborn and generally ease a lot.

After listening to his little wife's tepid words, Yamaguchi didn't plan to say anything to make her angry, but the eyes that he was lying on the sofa looking at the TV screen obviously changed when he heard the bathroom door close. Although it looked as if Yamaguchi was watching a baseball game on TV, his mind couldn't help but drift to the words that the doctor had said to him in the hospital today.

Recently, Yamaguchi noticed that when he was urinating, he had a faint feeling of pain, and he didn't pay much attention to it at first, but although this imperceptible pain did not continue to worsen, it never showed any signs of disappearing. So Yamaguchi took the time to go to a private hospital today, and after the doctor examined him, he even suggested that he should let him go to a major hospital for further examination as soon as possible.

A sense of foreboding made Yamaguchi feel very depressed, because the doctor had advised him to go to a major hospital for further examination after the liver removal operation a few years ago. Although Yamaguchi recovered well from abdominal surgery after that surgery, he was given back pain within a few years of that, and so far his back pain has not only not improved, but has also become more and more serious. Now that Yamaguchi has entered the age of 70, many things have made him feel more and more powerless, although his little wife has never known his unspeakable secrets, but he himself knows it very well.

Yamaguchi knew that if he couldn't work due to his health or for any other reason, and only lived on his pension, he wouldn't be able to maintain the family's normal expenses. The age of the two little daughters is too young to really spend money, and the little wife's body can't do the heavy work of doing odd jobs at all, and she has always relied on his company to live. Yamaguchi also knows that if he loses his current income, it is very likely that it will be difficult for him to maintain the basic life of his family, and if he really gets seriously ill, whether he can afford his own medical expenses is also an imminent big problem.

As soon as he thought of this, Yamaguchi felt that his blood was surging and even angry, and his mood would feel inexplicably irritable and nervous, and he couldn't calm down at all. So he looked up at the wall clock on the wall, and knowing that Jingrou was about to come out of the shower with her little daughter, Yamaguchi quickly took out a pill from his handbag and drank it with a quick movement. I don't know if it's a psychological reason or the effect of the drug, after drinking the medicine, Yamaguchi immediately felt comfortable, and he didn't have the feeling of wanting to be angry, so he got up and went to the toilet, and then leaned on the railing of the stairs and went upstairs to sleep.

Jingrou finished blowing Xiao Jiayue's hair, and helped her change her pajamas, and then the little guy ran into the living room alone, and saw that Yamaguchi was not on the sofa, so she took the iPad and ran to her father's side upstairs. This is the happy time between Xiao Jiayue and Yamaguchi, because the little guy likes to stick to his father since he was a child, so as long as Yamaguchi lies down on the sofa, Xiao Jiayue must lie next to his father and stick to Yamaguchi's body like a suction cup. And every time Yamaguchi wants to lie upstairs on the bed, if Xiao Jiayue catches up and sees him walking up the stairs, the little one will use her head against his father's ass and help Yamaguchi up the stairs with all his might. Then the two of them either lay on the bed together, one sleeped, the other played with the iPad, or the two of them fell asleep together, in short, Xiao Jiayue is Yamaguchi's little tail, and Yamaguchi also hurts this little daughter from the heart out.

It's the same today, when Jingrou finished everything and was ready to go upstairs to sleep, as soon as she arrived at the bedroom, she found that Xiao Jiayue was asleep with Yamaguchi again. Jing Rou smiled helplessly at the two of them, and then picked up Xiao Jiayue with great effort and gently put her into Jiayi's bed. In the past two years, the youngest daughter has stopped sleeping with Jingrou at night, but she didn't dare to sleep alone, so Jingrou let Jiayi and Miss Jiayue sleep together.

It's just that although the two finally slept in the same bed, there was no husband and wife life between them for a long time, and since Yamaguchi had back pain, Jingrou almost lived a "widowhood" life. So even if she is in bed with her husband, Jingrou still feels the same as when she sleeps with her youngest daughter, and there is not much difference, because Yamaguchi has become more and more just a decoration with a husband's title for her. People say that women are thirty like wolves and forty like tigers, but Jingrou can only let herself not think about the things that upset her, she can't be a wolf at all in her thirties, she can only quietly turn herself into a little sheep without any desire.

Like these private secret words, Jingrou has no one to confide in, and only when she feels lonely, helpless, sad, disappointed, or in more emotions that make her feel unrelieved, she will make a transatlantic phone call with her sister, and video chat to vent bitterness for a while.

In fact, the two sisters, Jing Rou and Jing Shu, have always been like this since they were children, they have never been like other people's brothers and sisters, they have nothing to quarrel about, and they have time to talk or something, let alone have any bumps and bumps. The two sisters only whisper endlessly, and they have always supported each other and cared for each other to move forward, so no matter if the other party has any difficulties and unpleasantness, they are each other's eternal confiding objects and eternal listeners. Two people can not only solve almost all psychological problems through listening and talking, but even if they are separated by one side, they can become the biggest spiritual supporter of the other party, and give the other party the greatest support to overcome all difficulties.

Jingrou has encountered too many difficulties and bottlenecks in her life in Japan over the years, she is not like her sister Jingshu who has the company of her parents and many relatives by her side, she only has three daughters and a husband. But the daughters are still young, although Yamaguchi's husband is also very good to Jingrou, and Jingrou can basically talk about everything, but his stinky temper is really difficult for Jingrou to accept. It's just that marriage is not child's play, Jingrou, who has failed once, is not willing to fail again at all, even for the happiness of her daughters, she requires herself to learn patience and sacrifice. And in fact, Jingrou did exactly that, and she chose the only answer to the tests that life brought to her one after another. Whether it's laughing, crying, suffering, or angry...... She will solve the difficulties one by one slowly, and whenever such a time, her daughters are her only motivation, and her sister is the psychiatrist who can temporarily relieve her stress.

Another year passed in a blink of an eye, and this year Yamaguchi was planning to return to China during the summer vacation, because the second elder of the Yao family was getting older and older, and Jingrou also wanted to take this opportunity to take her parents out for a trip. So this year's return plan, from New Year's Day began to prepare, Jingrou wanted to take her parents and sister's family to Suzhou and Hangzhou to play, for which she and Yamaguchi also asked a Chinese friend who opened a tavern in Japan.

Jingrou also has a few Chinese friends in Japan, they all met through Yamaguchi, because Yamaguchi wants to take customers out to eat and drink, so he has made a few good Chinese friends who open a tavern. After Jingrou came to settle in Japan, Yamaguchi took her and Xiao Jiayi to meet these friends, and they all became Jingrou's good friends.

Jingrou and Yamaguchi asked one of these friends this time, she is a native of Suzhou named Xu Huan, nine years older than Jingrou, and she is the most close to Jingrou among several friends. Xu Huan's personality is cheerful and lively like a child, but he is very much like Jingrou, he is real and never takes advantage of others, the two get along like sisters, and Jingrou's three daughters also like this Aunt Xu very much.

Xu Huan came to Japan at about the same time as Jingrou, she came to Japan to work to make money, and after several years of hard work, she now opened a small tavern by herself. Yamaguchi has always taken care of Xu Huan's business, especially when Jingrou and Xu Huan became good friends, Jingrou's family became frequent customers of her small shop, and almost every month Yamaguchi would take the family to Xu Huan's shop to eat, drink, sing, and chat. Of course, under normal circumstances, Yamaguchi takes his wife and daughters out to play because he has made an appointment with a customer, and occasionally he will specially invite Xu Huan to eat together in order to take the family out for a good meal, and then go to her store to play. In the past few years, Yamaguchi has not even been able to go to the golf club due to physical reasons, and he has not been able to play golf during his breaks, and his interest in fishing has become just a matter of talk. So Yamaguchi, who has always liked to run out and don't stay at home much, has to go to a gambling game store unique to Japan every day off, and if he wins, he must go out to eat at night, and every time he finishes eating, he must go to drink and sing, and he really has no spare time.