Chapter 46: Breaking Up
The days are still passing, everyone is like nothing happened, Yu Xuan didn't come to Lin Luoluo anymore, and naturally Lin Luoluo didn't take the initiative to ask what's wrong. There is no breakup on the surface, but it is better than a breakup, Yu Xuan took out his mobile phone many times every night and typed a paragraph but couldn't send a single one, I don't know how to explain it and I don't want to disturb Lin Luoluo, this mood is passing day by day, and it looks like the final exam is coming.
Since Lin Luoluo was slapped by his father, he went home in the middle of the night on weekends and went out early the next morning, simply avoiding any possibility of meeting, and his father still paid for living expenses to Lin Luoluo as usual, but what his father didn't know was that Lin Luoluo's savings could already live alone until he graduated from college.
On this day, Lin Luoluo and Qi Yujiu went to the classroom to attend classes.
"You know what! The next notice is given to the third year of high school to go to the next campus next semester to review and prepare for the college entrance examination. "As soon as I stepped into the classroom, I heard a conversation with a student.
"Don't be too conspicuous about the notice on the projection screen at the school gate, how can you not know."
"Did you say it was because of the withdrawal of high school juniors?"
"I heard that it's because the senior in high school fell in love with Lin Luoluo!"
"For a student who is in love, I don't believe that the school will issue a notice to rectify the entire senior year of high school."
"Are you alive on Mars? The one who is in love is the top student who withdrew from the competition......" The student who had not finished speaking, looked at Lin Luoluo, who had entered the door, and immediately closed his mouth, but everything had been in the ears of Lin Luoluo and the four of them.
The temperature in the room is quite warm, the windows and doors are closed, there is a white fog on the glass, and occasionally a few students will play on the glass, naturally there are also students who are seriously reviewing and preparing for the final exam, Lin Luoluo sat on the seat and leaned on the back of the chair and looked out, normal student life is like this!
"The final exam is coming soon, and I've sent you some review materials here, you really have to read it carefully! Each one is sorted out by the teachers of each subject. The head teacher patted the podium and said, his eyes wandered among the students, I don't know if it was because of the previous incident, the head teacher always paid special attention to Lin Luoluo.
After the head teacher left the classroom, the students also moved around, and at the end of the recent past, basically every class was in a self-study class, but the teacher of Lin Luoluo's class did not sit in the class, and he couldn't answer what the reason was, it may be because of the uneven teachers, there is always a class of self-study classes in a day that no teacher sits in the class. This happened to be in time for the self-study class before school, and all the dormitory students in the class, except for the day students, went back to the dormitory.
"What is your relationship with Yu Xuan now? I haven't seen him in a while. Qi Yujiu asked, leaning back in her chair.
"I don't know! Maybe it's a breakup! Lin Luoluo replied with a drooping head.
"What do you mean? Did he tell you personally? ”
"No, he doesn't look for me."
"Didn't you look for him?" Shen Chanjuan continued.
"What are you looking for! I told you Luo Luo, he didn't say that breaking up, that is your chance, when it comes, you go to break up, and you must not be the one who is dumped. Qi Yujiu said earnestly, looking too serious to make Lin Luoluo laugh.
"Isn't that good?"
"What's not so good! If he wanted to stay with you, he wouldn't have been looking for you for so long! Qi Yujiu retorted.
"I also think you have to mention it, otherwise you think it doesn't matter for a long time, wouldn't it be embarrassing to jump out of him one day and say that you are still his girlfriend!" Shen Chanjuan nodded in agreement.
"I feel good or bad." Lin Luoluo said silently.
After saying goodbye to Jiang Zhijing after arriving at the girls' dormitory, Lin Luoluo and the three of them walked upstairs: "Luoluo, I didn't say anything about Jiang Zhijing just now, but you really are!" ”
"What?" Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu with a puzzled expression.
"It's really scum!" Qi Yujiu looked away and said, Although it is between good friends, this sentence will always make people uncomfortable, Shen Chanjuan looked at Lin Luoluo worriedly.
"I know it myself."
"You really are, I just said that I kissed Jiang Zhijing some time ago, and at that time you were Yu Xuan's girlfriend, so it was actually quite excessive, and then told us that you might like Jiang Zhijing, then it's okay if you broke up with Yu Xuan, but you and Yu Xuan kissed again, which makes people really feel very bad." Qi Yujiu said slowly, there was no tantrum or impatience, there was nothing wrong with Lin Luoluo's words, but the person concerned listened to it in his heart.
Seeing that Lin Luoluo didn't answer Qi Yujiu for a long time, the three of them returned to the dormitory and packed their clothes, Lin Luoluo, who was the first to finish the combing, sat on the bed and watched Qi Yujiu and the two busy, the school bell rang outside the window, and the campus suddenly became warm.
It was getting dark very quickly, the lights on the top of the dormitory flickered, and after a while, a light tube dimmed, and the bulb should have burned out, thinking about Lin Luoluo, he got out of bed and went to the dormitory teacher to apply for repairs.
"Yu Jiu, wouldn't you have said too much earlier?" Shen Chanjuan asked when she saw Lin Luoluo leaving the dormitory.
"I think it is really dangerous for Luo Luo to realize that she is always so hesitant and easy to get into trouble, and it is really dangerous for anyone to compromise if she is nicer, now I just say so, if other people know, how ugly it is to scold!" Qi Yujiu sighed and said.
"But on the day we called the parents, didn't we see Li Ya standing at the door of the classroom! It can't be her complaint! Shen Chanjuan held her cheeks and pondered.
"Are you a fish! The memory is so short! Isn't it because the camera captured it, so you were called a parent? But I think of one thing about your words, didn't there be a lot of audio uploaded on the campus forum after that? Could it be that she secretly ......" Just as Qi Yujiu was halfway through speaking, Lin Luoluo opened the door and entered the dormitory, forcing Qi Yujiu to swallow the words that came to his mouth.
Lin Luoluo, who returned to the dormitory, obviously noticed the difference in the atmosphere, and sat back on his bed silently, and after a long time, he didn't know whose stomach was hungry, so Lin Luoluo found a chance to speak: "Go eat something and study at night!" ”
"Okay." Qi Yujiu and the two replied in unison.
On the way to the commissary, Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu and said, "I will break up with Yu Xuan." ”
"You can figure out how to handle the relationship yourself, I just don't want you to end up making a mess because of these things." Qi Yujiu only smiled at this time, and Shen Chanjuan on the side breathed a big sigh of relief.
On the way to the classroom with the rice balls, the evening self-study bell rang, and you could see a large number of students on the playground rushing towards the teaching building.
"Why are you still here, haven't you heard in class?" A voice appeared behind him, Lin Luoluo turned around and saw that it was the old man who managed the warehouse door, this old man also had a bit of a background, I heard that he had been in the school for decades, and the school also included food and housing, if it wasn't for the lack of a way, I didn't believe it.
Lin Luoluo They didn't answer but quickened their pace, there were many people gathered outside the classroom, Lin Luoluo and they squeezed into the crowd and found that it was the head teacher who fell to the ground, and after asking, they learned that before Lin Luoluo came, the head teacher fainted in front of the classroom, but no one dared to act rashly and could only wait for other teachers to deal with it.
"Go back to the classroom, go back to the classroom, all go back to the classroom!" The director of the teaching office hurried with the infirmary teacher, and the students were coaxed back into the classroom.
After the director of the teaching office settled the class order, Lin Luoluo remembered what he had promised Qi Yujiu and sent a message to Yu Xuan. Less than 1 minute after sending, I received a reply: "Okay! Yu Xuan didn't ask the reason or ask to meet, just this one word made Lin Luoluo feel Yu Xuan's compromise, perhaps out of guilt, Lin Luoluo followed up with a message: "Do you want to meet after class at night?" ”
"No need, I still have a puzzle class."
Lin Luoluo handed the phone to Qi Yujiu to see, Qi Yujiu pursed her lips and shook her head helplessly: "That's fine, let him take the university exam with peace of mind!" Perhaps this is what makes Lin Luoluo a little sad inexplicably. And Jiang Zhijing, who was behind him, looked at all this without speaking, Qi Yujiu turned his head to look at Jiang Zhijing and sighed lightly.
Lin Luoluo couldn't keep up his spirits after a night of self-study, and it was unrealistic to say that he didn't care about Yu Xuan at all, but seriously speaking, Lin Luoluo couldn't even grasp his feelings now, and he definitely had a liking for Jiang Zhijing, so what about Yu Xuan? How does Yu Xuan feel?
Thinking about Lin Luoluo, he got up and walked out, "Where are you going?" Qi Yujiu asked.
"Toilet!" After hearing this, Qi Yujiu lowered her head and continued to do her own thing, Jiang Zhijing pondered for a while and followed out of the door.
Lin Luoluo walked through the toilet and went upstairs from the side stairs, Jiang Zhijing silently followed behind him and watched Lin Luoluo go up to the rooftop and stopped. Jiang Zhijing looked at Lin Luoluo and silently followed Lin Luoluo when there was no one behind him, looking at Lin Luoluo standing on the rooftop, the hair that was blown messy by the wind, although he couldn't see his expression clearly, but this kind of night was a special match for Lin Luoluo, Lin Luoluo was like a person living at night, only in the dark could she see her true face clearly in order to perceive her differently during the day.
"Do you know what becomes of a person when he dies?" Jiang Zhijing thought that Lin Luoluo was talking to himself, and just as he was about to answer, he heard it: "Become a ghost!" Or the devil! This voice came out of Lin Luoluo's mouth, Jiang Zhijing thought that this was talking to himself!
Jiang Zhijing didn't dare to come forward to talk, just looked at Lin Luoluo quietly, and it was obvious that there was no other words after that. The bell rang at the end of the evening self-study, and the commotion downstairs came one after another, Jiang Zhijing leaned against the door of the rooftop and heard footsteps and turned around and hid behind the door, Lin Luoluo also noticed that someone was hiding in a pile of tables and chairs in a panic.
"Damn! I was smoking in the attic on the other side and was caught by the old man with drugs, if it weren't for the fact that it was open here, I wouldn't have to hide in the grass and smoke! One of the boys said to the other boy with a cigarette in his mouth, the voice was very unfamiliar, not like Lin Luoluo's students, the fire on the cigarette butt flashed with the boy's puff, and the curling green smoke filled the boy's side, and the moonlight could not illuminate the boy's face, but such a picture made Lin Luoluo feel particularly good-looking.
"This place is still temporarily open, and when the warehouse is cleaned up, the tables and chairs will be moved back, and this place will be locked." The boy on the other side leaned against the railing and slowly replied.
"What should I do if I am addicted! I almost put the pen in my mouth in class! ”
"Then you can only endure it! Otherwise, you'll be addicted to smoking and hide in the toilet and take a few puffs. ”
"There's something wrong with you! Didn't you get caught hiding in the toilet at the beginning! The boy sucked in sharply and complained.
"Alright, okay, hold on! After a while, the lights will be turned off, and you will not be able to go back. The boy who smoked threw away the cigarette butt in his hand and left, and after hearing the sound go away, Lin Luoluo slowly crawled out, looked at the cigarette butt on the ground and subconsciously stepped on it with his foot.
Qi Yujiu sent a number of messages to Lin Luoluo and Jiang Zhijing on her mobile phone, Lin Luoluo didn't notice it and just walked slowly to the railing of the rooftop, and Jiang Zhijing replied: Luo Luo and I will go back when we are together.
The campus gradually became quiet, and the sound of the wind "clattering" the classroom glass. Jiang Zhijing slowly approached Lin Luoluo from behind the door, "Aren't you happy?" ”。
Lin Luoluo looked back in surprise and found that it was Jiang Zhijing, and then silently lowered his head and did not answer.
"Because of Yu Xuan?" Jiang Zhijing asked as he leaned his back against the railing and looked up at the sky like Lin Luoluo.
"Jiang Zhijing, it seems that we haven't spoken for a long time." Lin Luoluo said with a light smile.
"Is there one? Isn't it still discussing Yu Xuan's withdrawal on Sunday? Jiang Zhijing replied disappreciatively.
"You're answering Yu Jiu."
"Really!" After speaking, Jiang Zhijing fell silent.
"Actually......" Jiang Zhijing said weakly after just a few minutes.
"Huh?" Lin Luoluo looked at Jiang Zhijing's face, although he was leaning against the railing, Jiang Zhijing was too tall, Lin Luoluo still needed to raise his head slightly to see his face, the moonlight shone on Jiang Zhijing's side face, the facial contours became more and more three-dimensional as he grew older, and for a moment Lin Luoluo was fascinated.
"Actually, we have all seen the kissing video between you and Yu Xuan, and the classmates have a copy in their mailboxes, and no one knows who sent it."
"Is that all you're talking about? Actually, I don't care if you see it or not. ”
"I don't like it, it's hard to watch!" Jiang Zhijing lowered his head and looked directly into Lin Luoluo's eyes and said.
"Do you think I'm scum?"
"Yes!"
Although Qi Yujiu had asked Qi Yujiu this, Lin Luoluo, who heard the reply from Jiang Zhijing's mouth, was suddenly uncomfortable and couldn't breathe, but it's not wrong to think about it, it seems the same to anyone. Maybe the other students in the class thought the same thing about Lin Luoluo, but Lin Luoluo knew it in his heart, but he still blindly comforted himself that he was not so bad.
"But what's the way, I still like you so much, even if you are a scumbag, it can't change that I like you." Jiang Zhijing smiled at Lin Luoluo.
"I broke up with Yu Xuan."
"When?" Jiang Zhijing said excitedly.
"As far as the night is concerned, I really don't understand myself now, I seem to have hurt a lot of people." Lin Luoluo choked.
"You have indeed hurt a lot of people, but you are indeed the most hurt person, compared to you, our hurt is just your way of venting, if you can vent like this, then I will forgive you for this hurt, and I will accompany you to apologize for the hurt that others have suffered, do you think I am very good!" Jiang Zhijing stretched out his hand and rubbed Lin Luoluo's head.
Jiang Zhijing looked at the time, and it was only 10 minutes before the lights went out, so he said, "Let's go back quickly!" Otherwise, the dormitory teacher will curse again. ”。
On the way back, Lin Luoluo whispered, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper with you at the hospital last time." ”。
"It's okay, just don't hide it from me when you get sick in the future."
"I can't talk about my illness."
"You're still discriminating! What disease is not a disease, how can there be a distinction between the noble and the lowly. ”
"No, it just feels like ...... Not so good. Lin Luoluo's voice became softer and softer the more he spoke.
"Don't hurt yourself, don't hurt yourself mentally or physically. ...... If you can't do it, you're going to hit me, bite me, and catch me! Jiang Zhijing said jokingly.
"Neurotic!" Lin Luoluo was also amused.
Tomorrow should be a good day, but maybe the temperature is a little low, and the wind blows in the evening and the cheeks ache, but the people around you give great warmth.