A new identity

Since that day passed, Su Peng's daily contemplation time has gradually become longer. Regret or miss, spinning in his mind, immersed in the past, immersed in the past. Hate yourself for being cowardly, hate yourself for thinking the most, hate yourself for not being firm enough. Growing in his own little world, he has less and less contact with the real world, and even ignores that he is about to become a father. The family members living around him can clearly feel his changes, as parents can tolerate their son indefinitely, his wife can only hide things in her heart, maybe her mind is no longer on him.

Tian Tian can clearly feel that the child is growing up little by little in his own body, and his every action will have a sense of touch, from welcoming a new life with joy to looking forward to birth and liberation with joy. The inconveniences caused during pregnancy will soon be over. Entering nine months, the dawn of hope is particularly bright. A little baby is about to come into this world, softly calling his mother, which is a different kind of happiness.

When the time comes, it will not stop for a moment. Su Yuanliang came to this world in this way. The arrival of a new life means a new hope, no matter what kind of mood he was conceived in by his parents, he will still come into this world.

It is normal for the parents of new students to run into walls everywhere, and as long as they study carefully, they will get better and better. Tian Tian has been working hard to be a mother every day since the child was born, taking care of the child personally, resulting in her original life being shattered, and she can't pick it up no matter how she puts it together. However, her husband's behavior continues to gather her anger.

As the father of the child, the birth of the child, for him, there is not much change, life is still the same, what to do and what to do, like an uncle. The only change is that I didn't look at this child a few times and knew that I was a father. The promise under the sweet words does not even leave a shadow, and the hope given to people is empty, it is better to have no hope. Brokenness adds a sadness to disappointment.

The old man took turns to help take care of the children, Tian Tian had a fire in his heart and it was not easy to attack, when the old man had something to leave, there was only a family of three left in the house, but the ignition point was sharply reduced, and the problem that had been precipitated for a long time broke out.

Tian Tian watched the child fall asleep, and the arc of his small mouth rose. The husband is still playing the glory of the king with headphones. My heart was full of sorrow, and some thoughts came to my head.

When the man you love dearly becomes a big giant baby and needs your patience, what do you think? The heroes of yesteryear are gone.

What do you need to do when you want your marriage to become a giant factory that needs your only employee? The former paradise is shattered.

What do you need to do when the child you are looking forward to becomes the murderer who kills your dreams and needs you to take care of your growth? The angels of yesteryear are gone.

Love, marriage, and children are complete, and in the eyes of the elderly, you can close your eyes when you die, leaving you with a bright surface and shabby cotton wool and straw inside.

When a child is born, why is it that only the child's mother is busy with it, lack of sleep, and hard work. The child's father still lives a smooth life.

Tian Tian took the child's changed clothes and put them in front of Su Peng and said; "Father of the child, you can also contribute."

Su Peng put down his phone and looked at his wife; "Mom of the child, it is your job to take care of the child. What are you doing for me, isn't there a fully automatic washing machine for mothers and babies. Put it in and save trouble. After saying that, I picked up my phone and wanted to play.

Tian Tian snatched the phone away and said, "You are the child's father, shouldn't you contribute to the child?" The old man will come over when he has something to do. I have to carry milk and take care of the child. That's all we get a month's salary, and if there's money to hire a nanny, I need you to do it. Did you know that the washing machine is fully automatic, and you can't do it? I will only play games here, and I have no consciousness to be a father. ”

The mobile phone was snatched away, and he was preached by this woman, Su Peng shouted to Tian Tian in annoyance: "Be a father, you think I want to be a father." Without him, we could have married. Will I be a dad? ”

Tian Tian said calmly; "Do you think I want to be a mother? Su Peng, I ask you, who am I? ”

"Tian Tian. The child's mother. ”

After Tian Tian heard this answer, her husband's attitude was engraved in her heart, what do you have to prove if you already understand? Tears swirled around my eyes, thinking that I had just come out of confinement and couldn't cry, so my health would be bad. Only oneself can be truly good to oneself, after all, others are others, that is, their own father and mother have their own little Jiujiu. I returned the mobile phone to the man, did not touch the dirty clothes, heard the child's voice, and immediately went to see the child, for fear that if I didn't pay attention to it, the child would have an accident.

Su Peng disliked the clothes as an eyesore, and although the milk smell on them was not annoying, he couldn't say that he liked it, so he threw the clothes into the corner, picked up the mobile phone and reopened a game, and bought equipment for the qualifying tournament to advance, hoping that the new equipment could give him a little more power, and he devoted himself to the game.

Tian Tian is changing the child's diaper, practice makes perfect should be talking about himself.

The husband and wife have their own things to do, and they seem to be harmonious without quarrels, but in fact, it is just a process of the rift gradually growing.

Yu Mei opened the door and came in, saw the children's clothes in the corner, and said casually; "It's really useless to marry a daughter-in-law, how can the child's clothes be thrown on the ground casually, how dirty."

After Su Peng heard this, he felt a little weak. Said; "Mom, Tian Tian, I hurriedly went into the house just now, I don't know what she was doing."

"Son, are you playing a game?"

Although Su Peng's fingers didn't stop, his mouth was still idle. "I just played."

Tian Tian was holding the child in the house and breastfeeding, and the conversation between their mother and son was heard clearly. Since the birth of the child, these words have been taken for granted. I have already experienced a lot of experience, every time I hear it, my heart is not very comfortable, the child is still young, and I need to be taken care of by my mother-in-law, so I will not swallow it in my stomach for no reason.

Tian Tian walked out of the house with the child in her arms. "Mom, you're here, I've just finished breastfeeding my baby. The kid was smiling at me. ”

When he was full, of course he smiled. I'll hold the baby for a while, and you can rest too. ”

Tian Tian saw the child's clothes piled up in the corner, and the man was still buried in the company of his mobile phone, and walked patiently to the corner. Admonishing himself to be patient, Tian Tian's limit turned on the green light again and again, and he clearly felt the cells of his body protesting to the brain that sent instructions. I thought that a few days ago, I heard Pershing on WeChat say that Wang Yan was going through the resignation procedures and planned to leave the city. Thinking of my current life, marked with the label that should be so, but it is messy, and a thought is born in my mind.

Author's Note: New Identity, New Responsibility. How the new responsibilities are fulfilled depends on what the parties do.