A year later, Xiao Yiqing still divorced.

Half a year ago, in the summer of 2014, on the eve of Xiao Yiqing's maternity leave, Song Yujiao announced that she would return to Haicheng.

Xiao Yiqing felt slightly annoyed, she felt that Song Yujiao did this on purpose.

In the past six months, with the growth of Beibei's age and Xiao Yiqing's health, basically Xiao Yiqing can already take Beibei independently, and she has also established a set of time management systems with the baby, such as taking a five-minute bath, holding the baby to the toilet, etc.

didn't fake it to Song Yujiao, and there was no big conflict with her. But now that Xiao Yiqing needs to go to work, no matter how reluctant she is, she has to let Song Yujiao take Beibei. As a result, Song Yujiao suddenly said that she wanted to go back to Haicheng.

Xiao Yiqing thinks that Song Yujiao wants to prove that she can't do without her and must listen to her.

She was furious, but she would never open her mouth to beg for mercy. She looked for a housekeeper near the community and found an aunt who was willing to come to the door to take care of the children.

However, Cheng You was not satisfied, he thought that handing over Bei Bei and his family to a stranger was equivalent to luring a wolf into the house.

The two escalated from discussion to quarrel, and in the end, Xiao Yiqing could only turn to acquaintances for help.

After several twists and turns, she hired a former student's parent to help, and she needed to send Bei Bei to the parent's house near No. 6 Middle School every morning, which also made it convenient for her to go over at noon to feed and take care of the child, Cheng You finally agreed.

She originally thought that after Song Yujiao left, they would slowly get better. In the end, it turned out that the relationship between the two had long been smoothed out in the non-stop friction day and night.

When Song Yujiao was still there, there was still some noise in the house, and after Song Yujiao returned to Haicheng, the two of them lost a topic center, and suddenly became speechless - not exactly, around Beibei, the two would say a few words, that's all.

Song Yujiao is like a storm, after it blows, it is all over the place, the house collapses, she has brought a destructive impact, but Xiao Yiqing knows better that if the building is solid enough, why not be afraid of any storm.

What prompted her to file for divorce was a trivial cold.

After she sent Bei Bei to the custody that day, she went to work, and the continuous rise in her body temperature and the swelling and pain in her throat kept her from making it through noon. She took a leave of absence to see a doctor at a community hospital, and then took Bei Bei home early to rest.

Bei Bei crawled around on the bed and refused to take a nap, so Xiao Yiqing gave her a bunch of toys for her to play on the bed, and rested while watching her on the bed.

In the evening, Cheng You came back from buying vegetables, opened the door and saw her like this, and went to cook without asking anything.

She ate very little for dinner, and went to sleep after a few bites.

Cheng You took care of all the housework next, washing the dishes, bathing Beibei, and coaxing her to sleep. However, until he turned off the lights and went to bed, he still didn't ask her.

They didn't say a word all night. She thought he was aware of her anomaly, but ignored it.

Is he bad? Of course he's good.

He is a good husband and father in the eyes of outsiders. He takes care of his family, buys vegetables and cooks at home every day, and has no other bad hobbies except for the occasional fishing on weekends. treats children, although they are not very lawful, but they also take care of them wholeheartedly.

She knew that if she didn't say it, they could live like this for the rest of their lives. He will do his duty as a husband and father.

It's just a responsibility.

He said that he would not force her to have a second child, and he would not force her to go back to Haicheng, but he really didn't. But it made her worse than forcing her and arguing with her.

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"You just think that my refusal to have a second child hurts your mother's heart, do you think you have made so much effort, and you are willing to come forward to do everything, why do I just refuse? You think I love you a lot, but I still don't love you enough. You can say everything you want. ”

She said these words with a very calm voice. She had been pondering it for a long time, and she couldn't understand why they were the way they were. They are obviously a model couple in the eyes of everyone.

His answer was equally calm: "Yiqing, if you have to think like this, I can't help it." My mom has gone back, your goal has been accomplished, and there is no need for us to continue arguing. I'm tired. ”

She was stunned for a moment: "I didn't call her back." ”

"Yes, you don't. So be it. Do not say. ”

"Why don't you say it?! Don't you even bother to say a word to me? ”

……

Their last conversation ended unhappily. She mustered up the courage to communicate with him face-to-face, but in exchange for his avoidance.

He defended the image of his perfect husband and father at every turn, he denied to her all the differences between the two, and he tried to do everything but laugh heartily at her.

She also thinks that maybe she is the one who is wrong in this marriage. She felt that he had changed, and that was not the case in his eyes.

He became less caring for her, and in his case, he did it because she had become like a hedgehog and no longer cute.

Yes, indeed. What qualifications does she have to accuse him, he has obviously backed down everywhere.

People who no longer love each other can always find countless flaws in each other, and they are not perfect in the first place. She tried to understand him, to see herself from his point of view, and then she began to hate herself.

In him, she saw her own ugliness. She also felt tired.

Cheng You has a desire to keep Xiao Yiqing, but his retention is so weak: "We don't have to divorce, if you think I haven't done a good job in any aspects, you can say it." ”

She shook her head palely: "No, you're doing a good job." It's that I'm not good enough. ”

During the winter vacation of 2015, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother came to Nanzhou from Yeyang at the beginning of the holiday, and took Xiao Yiqing and Beibei back to Yeyang for the New Year. At the end of the holiday, Xiao Yiqing returned to Nanzhou alone to deal with the divorce.

Beibei's custody belongs to Xiao Yiqing, the house was bought by Cheng You's parents in the first installment, and Xiao Yiqing began to help repay the mortgage after marriage, Cheng You said to give her 150,000, but only 100,000 was written in the proposed divorce agreement.

"Then I'll call you the remaining 50,000 first." He said.

Xiao Yiqing said sarcastically: "Why do you want to do this? Is anyone against you giving me 150,000? ”

She just wanted to embarrass him. He remained silent, determined not to say that this was what his parents meant.

She laughed and agreed. She estimated that her in-laws didn't want to give her a penny, and 100,000 was the bottom line they could accept.

If you really want to settle the account, after five years of marriage, she paid more than the 150,000, but she didn't want to go to court with him, it was too stiff, and it was Bei Bei who was hurt.

She felt sorry for Babe, she couldn't endure a detached marriage for her child, at least, she should allow her to have a father.