Xiao Jingting leaned on the balcony and looked at the traffic on the road below, which was bright and neon.

Thinking back to the test report he got, he was told by the doctor that he was not successfully matched with his grandfather.

Later, Grandpa woke up and bent himself up to talk to him for a while, and the most mentioned was Shanshan.

He knew that Shanshan was a piece of his grandfather's heart.

Shanshan, isn't it an eternal pain in his heart.

I don't get tired of seeing each other, only Jing Tingshan.

His name was Xiao Jingting, and later he had a sister, so he named him Xiao Shanshan.

Xiao Shanshan, has been lost for twenty-two years, when she just turned one year old, he was seven years old, she was sitting in the car, he pushed her, the two happily went to buy marshmallows, he happily tiptoed to watch the master make marshmallows, and when he turned around with the marshmallows, the sister in the car behind him was gone.

He took the marshmallow and searched everywhere, shouting that he was searching for it through his throat, but there was nothing.

He lost his sister, he was young and ignorant, for fear of being blamed by his family, he didn't dare to go home, and he missed a good opportunity to find his sister back.

It wasn't until my mother saw that they hadn't returned for a long time and came out to look for them that she found Xiao Jingting curled up in the corner in the park.

The moment she learned that Shanshan was lost, her mother, who was still smiling at him at first, slowly froze on her face, first slightly stunned, then sad, and finally roaring.

He didn't dare to imagine that his mother, who had always been gentle, grabbed his arm vigorously and pushed and roared.

The scene of that day, I still feel so scared when I think about it now.

Later, the Xiao family mobilized many people to find Shanshan and also called the police, but there was no monitoring equipment in the park at that time.

No one noticed, although there are photos, but almost all one-year-old children look the same.

Shanshan never came back, the whole family became gloomy, Mom washed her face with tears all day long, and Dad often sighed.

My sister was lost, and the maternal love he got ended here, and his mother put all the responsibility for losing his sister on him, almost unable to see Xiao Jingting, every time he saw him, he yelled and made a fuss, especially the eyes that hated him to the bone and marrow, and he felt scared when he thought back now.

At that time, he was wronged, he was afraid, he blamed himself, his grandfather always protected him behind him, and said helplessly and distressedly, "He is still a child." ”

Since then, he longed for his mother's hug, he longed for his mother to help him with his homework as usual, he longed to eat his mother's cooking, and slowly, the desire gradually turned into luxury, and then into despair.

The loss of her sister hit her mother very hard, she suffered from severe depression, and she often locked herself in her sister's dollhouse, holding her sister's doll and crying bitterly.

Later, other women raised by his father outside were exposed, and he just thought that his mother was crazy all day long, and his father would do something wrong when he was stressed, but later he saw Xiao Jingyan, who was only three years younger than him, and only knew that his father had cheated on his sister before she was lost.

When the mother knew that her father was having an affair outside, and the children were four years old, the only spiritual pillar that supported her to survive collapsed.

That day, the rain kept falling, with the dripping of the rain outside the window, my mother was very abnormal not to cry or make trouble, but to paint herself a delicate makeup, and then took a whole bottle of sleeping pills, holding her sister's favorite doll in her arms, holding her sister's photo frame in her hand, and fell asleep quietly, only thirty-three years old.

He still can't forget the way his mother looked when she fell asleep that day, she was so peaceful, and there seemed to be a smile on the corner of her mouth, tenderness that she hadn't seen for a long time.

Mom died, Dad was heartbroken, Dad thought he was indirectly forcing Mom to death, he was in a panic all day, drunk all day, and finally on the tenth day after Mom's burial, it was another torrential rainy day, Dad had a car accident and followed Mom.

He didn't understand his mother, why did he leave like this, without his sister, without his father, she still had his son, didn't she even want her son?

He didn't understand his father, how could his father, who had always been loyal to his mother, cheat on her, could it be that the words of holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son were just casual talk.

He couldn't understand why his grandfather took home the mother and son who killed his mother when his mother's bones were still cold.

In the blink of an eye, twenty-two years have passed, and he is now twenty-nine years old, and his sister should be twenty-three years old.

Twenty-three years old, the same age as flowers.

Xiao Jingting looked up at the sky, in the sky, there were a few small shining stars, blinking his eyes lonely, like his empty heart, only his heartbeat remained.

A full moon, like a jade plate inlaid in the sky, reflects the light of the sun, shining on the earth, it is so peaceful.

The full moon is full, when will people be reunited.

Xiao Jingting couldn't help but sigh deeply.

At this moment, the mobile phone on the coffee table suddenly rang, Xiao Jingting retracted his sad thoughts, walked to the coffee table, picked up the mobile phone, and answered the call.

"Hey."

"Mr. Xiao, I have checked all the major bone marrow banks across the country, but there is no bone marrow that matches the chairman." It was the phone number of assistant Qin Ning.

"Then advertise, ask for a lot of money, and find the right bone marrow for grandpa at all costs."