There are many aspects of a thing, and everyone has a different opinion, and good and bad are not in the thing itself but in the human heart.

Wang Yan sat on the bus, listening to the passengers on the bus communicating with each other about the rain of the last few days. Use words to express the expectation of rain, hoping that the rain will be bigger, so that the dry land can drink enough, without the need to consume manpower for irrigation, and look forward to a good year and a good harvest. This is what people look forward to in life.

According to the usual habits, Wang Yan will be full of kindness, and the thoughts in her heart will change with them. In recent days, the continuous rain has directly affected their own interests, and some of the extra work in the unit because of the rain, and some of the problems caused by the rain, are not one or two, and the heart can only succumb to the interests, and he is also a member of the world. Thinking of telling the story of Qian Yu to my mother last night, we quarreled because of our different views. My mother said that her ideas were unrealistic and only existed in a dreamy world. I retorted that my mother only has money in her eyes, and she has been sacrificing a lot of time to get money, and she doesn't know what her dreams are. Money blinds your eyes, interests corrupt your heart, and worldly vulgarity makes you appear around you in anything, first evaluate the price carefully. Mom was very angry, but the consequences were gone, and her unconventional attitude made Wang Yan feel a little weak. After that incident and when I left the house just now, I could clearly feel the change in the atmosphere, and I wondered if I could let time eliminate the change, and I came back from the night shift, and the change was eliminated, and everything was like before.

The rain and the wind travel hand in hand between the world and the world, and they will not be cared for by the rain because passers-by have umbrellas. The principle of equality of all living beings appears in this place, and Wang Yan is powerless if he doesn't want to accept such love. Now that you have accepted your identity and moved forward more than half of it, there is still a small part left, and you need to complete it, or the previous efforts will dissipate. The reluctance in your heart drives you to do only the word "must" in front of many things.

Wang Yan reluctantly braved the heavy rain to work the night shift, thinking about whether there would be a power outage today, now that the temperature has warmed, we are not afraid of the problem that the heating cannot work due to the power outage, but mosquitoes will not visit the room you are in because of the power outage and rain, you hate it, tell it in person, and people will not take the initiative to avoid suspicion and leave. Although the effect of electric mosquito coils is not very good, it is the best solution to try many methods, without electricity, it cannot be used, how should such a night shift be spent, think about it is terrifying, the body is covered by the taste of the bag is not good.

The electricity did not stop, and the stalk of the electric mosquito coil did not exist, and the problems that once appeared in my mind were eliminated, and this night shift should be spent calmly after a few hours, slapping wang yan in the face.

There is something in my heart that makes it impossible to sleep during the time when I should be resting, many things recur in my mind, fermenting many unprecedented versions, the hardness and pride in front of my mother are crushed, and the increase in age does not change the heart of my heart, as well as my own weakness.

In the early morning, many sounds were clearly visible, and the whining sound and irregular drumming covered Wang Yan's whole body, and she sat on the chair with her legs crossed. My mind went blank and my whole body trembled. Don't dare to move, once you move, you are likely to enter an abyss from which you will never recover. Trying to mobilize reason, adjust the momentum to convince yourself that this place is safe, the sound in your ears is constant, the wind caresses your face, and the clear touch makes the sound you hear condense into a physical and realistic feeling. The negation did not work because of the increase in the number of times, but was devastated to the point that there was not even a slag left. The fear in my heart was magnified, and the fact that I was next to the grave was once engraved in my mind, and it was mobilized in front of my eyes at this moment.

The lid of the bottle containing the fear opened a corner, and the contents overflowed without hesitation, flowing around. The same origin makes the sense of exclusion a ridiculous guess. The generator of the guess is the biggest joke. Last night, my mother's words were pulled out and came to my ears again. The path you choose must be completed unless you choose something else. If you create a cause that you have created, you should understand the effect. If it's not what you imagined, you have to swallow it. This world is not your exclusive domain and will not change because of your thoughts.

The great truth reveals philosophical thoughts, which are very realistic. Wang Yan has long understood these truths, but at this moment, she was warned by her mother in such a tone, and she felt a sense of rebellion in her heart. I don't know if I want to stretch out in the oppression, or let myself admit the path I chose, how shabby the rice worm life in my heart is, crumbling in the wind. Ignore the bad in your eyes, put the good in your heart, and form your own opinions. Do you feel that this place is very good and don't want to change it, or are you afraid that if you change, you will expose your weaknesses.

It has become crumbling under the cover of lies, and most of the reasons why it once chose this place have disappeared. The stupidity of running to the black on one road to the deepest danger of yourself. The creepy environment is the result of the cause of one's own choice.

The pharyngeal became a chasm, and Wang Yan just wanted to retreat, not to step forward. It's working hours, and you're at work right now. You have to stay here and overcome all odds.

At that time, my uncle and aunt expressed the idea of letting her become a nurse with my cousin, saying that doctors and nurses had to pass the dissection course, as well as the corpse level. If you have the idea of becoming this profession, you have to overcome it, and if you don't overcome it, you will fail, and you should not be in this profession.

The thought of leaving flashed like a firefly in Wang Yan's mind. The exclusive right of the little princess cannot be given up, and giving up what she already has is a manifestation of stupidity.

A lot of ideas are running around in the brain, vying for the initiative. Tearing makes the environment unbearable for the change of energy. Endure breaking through the tipping point and being willful to let some behaviors appear.

"Ahh

The sound burst through a hole, the sobbing turned into crying, and the tears went from a few drops to falling for nothing. The weak side is fully presented here, this is the unit, and you can't let your ugly appearance be seen by others.

You need a corner, you need a hole, you need a dedicated space. Wang Yan, who has no way out, must bear this loneliness here.

The sense of professionalism makes Wang Yan have to stay here, it's just a responsibility given by society, and you must bear the choices you make later. It is still necessary to overcome difficulties in development.

Sister Hu's embrace was very warm, which made Wang Yan's heart gradually quiet.

"Are you the elves of the Tribulation? Fear of rain, fear of thunder. ”

"I'm a human, not an elf."

This is a temporary sense of security, but I am very attached to Wang Yanlai.

Author's note: Everyone has a time when they are weak and helpless, and they want to express some character.