Chapter 384: Making a Choice
She really had no way to let Jin Yunji go.
"I see." Yun Ruo raised his hand to cover his eyes, buried his head in his head, and tears slowly fell down his fingernails.
In fact, she should have thought of it a long time ago, or in fact, she had thought of it a long time ago.
Jin Yunji's hands are not clean.
In the years of Yunmen, under the instruction of Boss Yun, he has done some bad things after all, since he has done bad things, he should be punished, Yun Ruo's heart is actually very clear, this is what Jin Yunyu should bear, but she has been deceiving herself, pretending not to know that things will not happen.
"Ah Ruo......" Bai Rouying's expression was faintly worried, and the guilt in her heart became more and more intense.
What happened to Jin Yunji, Bai Rouying didn't care, he just wanted Jin Yunyu to get the punishment he deserved, but he never thought of hurting Yun Ruo.
But if you want Jin Yunyu to be punished as he deserves, then Yunruo will inevitably be harmed.
The long hair covered Yun Ruo's face, and Bai Rouying had no way to see her expression clearly, but through the slight tremor she used all over her body, Bai Rouying could still know that Yun Ruo's heart must be very uncomfortable at this moment.
She slowly closed her eyes, and there were thousands of things to say in her heart, but in the end, she could only turn into a "I'm sorry".
The man in the hospital bed was silent for a long time, and after an unknown amount of time, he finally raised his head.
She wiped her face vigorously: "Actually, you don't have to apologize to me. ”
Yun Ruo: "I thought for a long time that there would be such a day, and I knew that this day was not far away from the beginning of my father-in-law's accident, but I myself have been avoiding and deceiving myself again." ”
Bai Rouying: "Ah Ruo......"
A Ruo seemed to stimulate Yun Ruo's sensitive nerves, and she could still try her best to maintain her composure, telling Bai Rouying that she had expected everything a long time ago, but now she finally couldn't hold it anymore, covered her face, and cried bitterly.
"Even though I know everything, I'm really sad." "I really like him, and it hasn't changed over the years," she said. ”
Early in the morning, Yun Ruo wanted to persuade Jin Yunyu to stop doing anything wrong.
However, at that time, Jin Yunyu was full of revenge like the Jin couple, and there was no way to listen to Yun Ruo's words.
"I'm sorry...... Arro...... Sorry ......"
Bai Rouying reached out and hugged Yun Ruo's back shoulder, gently patting her back one by one, and her tears fell uncontrollably.
Think about it, the relationship between the two of them is really very bumpy.
As the saying goes, good things are grinding, but the two of them seem to face only tribulations, and there is never anything good.
After crying for a long time, Yun Ruo's emotions finally returned to calm, and the two of them were able to barely maintain a normal attitude to have a conversation.
Bai Rouying thought about it for a while, and finally decided to explain everything clearly.
She said: "I have collected some information about the things that Jin Yunjie did in Yunmen back then, but many key things have not been found yet, and it may take a while. ”
Yun Ruo pursed her lips slightly: "After those materials are collected, what are you going to do?" ”
"I'll file a lawsuit in court." Bai Rouying's eyes slowly closed, "After the final result of the court's punishment against him comes out, I will leave and go to the United States." ”
Yun Ruo: "When the results come out, you can tell me." ”
Bai Rouying's words have been said very clearly, he has found a lot of evidence, and now he is just missing some key evidence, it is not difficult for me to find these evidences and want to graduate, but it takes a certain amount of time to collect.
In other words, Jin Yunji's punishment is already an ironclad thing, and the final difference is just when he starts to be punished.
At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door outside the ward.
Immediately after that, the man's low and hoarse voice came in: "Yun Ruo, can I come in?" ”
It was Jin Yunji's voice.
Yun Ruo was stunned for a moment, she intuitively rejected the matter of meeting Jin Yunji, but through the transparent glass window of the ward door, looking at the man's decadent appearance, her heart was inexplicably soft.
After a while, she sighed helplessly and slowly closed her eyes: "Come in." ”
Jin Yunjie quickly pushed open the door and walked in.
He didn't seem surprised that he would see Bai Rouying in the ward, his gaze just swept over Bai Rouying, and soon fixed on Yun Ruo's body.
The man looked at Yun Ruo's face greedily, as if he wanted to imprint her appearance deeply in his heart, and it was best not to forget it for the rest of his life.
"Yun Ruo......" he whispered Yun Ruo's name.
Yun Ruo originally lowered his head and looked expressionless, but when he heard the man's voice, his heart softened again, and he couldn't help but raise his head.
Just met Jin Yunji's deep gaze.
Her heart fluttered.
I haven't seen Chu Yunjie for a while, and his whole person has undergone tremendous changes, different from his unruly and unruly appearance in the past, he looks a little embarrassed at this moment.
The hair is messy, the clothes on his body are not very exquisite, and the whole person looks extremely sloppy, and he does not have the high-spirited appearance of the past at all.
It's just that his eyes are shining, completely different from the usual darkness.
"I still have something to tell you today."
He seemed to have forgotten that Bai Rouying was still in the hospital room and wanted to speak.
It was Bai Rouying who was the first to realize that it was inappropriate for her to stay in the ward at this time.
She stood up: "You guys talk first, I'll go out, Ah Ruo, call me if there's anything." ”
After saying hello to Yun Ruo, Bai Rouying turned around and left.
After going out, he closed the door of the ward very considerately.
Although he had already made up his mind in his heart to let Jin Yunjie be punished by the law, in fact, Bai Rouying didn't hate him much.
Or maybe I used to hate, but as time went by, this hatred has gradually diluted because of all kinds of complicated and inexplicable feelings, plus some messy things.
Bai Rouying walked out of the hospital gate quickly.
The last few days have been sunny, clear, and the weather is particularly good, as if to celebrate her imminent revenge, to celebrate that she can finally honestly let go of everything and do what she wants to do the most.
Bai Rouying raised her head and raised another hand to cover her eyes, and through the shadow of her arm, she opened her eyes wide to see the light above her head.
"It's finally going to end." She slowly closed her eyes and sighed softly.
……
In the hospital room.
Jin Yunji's gaze seemed to be glued to Yun Ruo's face, staring at Yun Ruo almost without blinking.
He still had a smile on his face, different from his usual smirk, and now he was smiling like a child, and his smile was full of innocence.
Yun Ruo couldn't say, what kind of feeling he felt in his heart when he saw Jin Yunji's appearance.
Seeing that he kept staring at himself but didn't speak, Yun Ruo didn't hold back and asked, "Don't you have something to say to me?" Say, let's go as soon as we're done. ”
"Actually, I just wanted to come and see you."
Jin Yunjian said: "Recently, I want to come over every day, but I don't dare. ”
His gaze gradually moved downward, falling on the wound of the fallen body that was covered by the bed.
The knife was stabbed by his own hands.
He slowly closed his eyes: "Because I am not qualified, Aru...... I'm sorry. ”
Yun Ruo knew what he was talking about, but he just shook his head.
"You haven't been sorry for me, and you have nothing to blame yourself for."
The situation at that time was actually doomed.
At least he didn't immediately and without hesitation stabbing at himself, which already made Yun Ruo's heart very relieved.
At least Yun Ruo already knew that in Jin Yunji's mind, he had also liked himself and loved himself.
Between revenge and himself, he will also hesitate, and that is enough.
What's more, in that situation at that time, even if he didn't do it, Boss Yun would definitely not let him just like that.
That's why he pushed Jin Yunji later.
Jin Yunyu didn't continue to struggle, arguing with Yun Ruo about whether he was sorry for Yun Ruo and whether he should apologize to him.
He straightened up, his expression becoming serious, "In addition to apologizing to you, I have other things I want to tell you. ”
Yun Ruo: "You say." ”
"I'm ready to turn myself in."
Yun Ruo's pupils contracted suddenly, his eyes widened for a moment, and he sat up straight almost subconsciously, looking at Jin Yunyu in shock: "What did you say?" ”
Jin Yunyu didn't continue to repeat his words, his tone was smooth, and the speed of his speech was very slow, as if he was just repeating a story about someone else.
"When I first entered the Cloud Gate, because of everything Boss Yun told me, I always felt that my parents abandoned the incomparable hatred for them in my heart, and I only thought about revenge, and I only had one thought, that is, revenge."
In fact, for so many years, Jin Yunjie is the most painful person.
Hates the person he loves the most, wants revenge with all his heart, and has experienced countless hardships and tortures, and finally came to the final step.
In the end, I found that I hated the wrong person from beginning to end.
Revenge on the wrong person.
He said: "That's why I'm crazy and want to grow quickly, and I have never refused those tasks that Boss Yun assigned to me. ”
"But in the beginning, I was actually soft-hearted."
It was the first and only soft-hearted relenting in his life.
It's to Bai Rouying's parents.
Jin Yunyu still remembered that when he was in Xiaohai Village, Bai Rouying's parents, the gentle couple, were kind to him and his twin brother, they were different from their own parents, and they always spoke kindly, gently, gently, gently.
That's Jin Yunji's favorite look.
But later, he still took over the task of doing it to Bai Rouying's parents.
It's just that at the last moment, he relented and changed his mind, but it was too late to regret it, even if he didn't do it, Boss Yun still finished the follow-up.
Bai Rouying's parents eventually had an accident.
Everything planned by Boss Yun was going smoothly, and since then, Jin Yunjie has never relented.
He told himself that if his heart was not hardened, then there was really no way to take revenge.
"Later, I did a lot of wrong things, in fact, I also knew in my heart that he was wrong, when you told me not to continue to do it, I really thought about not continuing to do it."
He looked at Yun Ruo steadily, and then shook his head slowly, his movements were very slow, and the emotions in his eyes became deeper and deeper, making people incomprehensible and unpredictable.
"But it's too late." Jin Yunji said, "I've done a lot of wrong things, and my hands are already stained with blood, so it's too late for anything." ”