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"Sorry, let's break up. I'm in love with someone else. ”

From the moment the note of this sentence touched Wang Yan's eardrum, it was always circulating in his mind. Chaos, numbness, vitality, a voice controls the body to leave here as soon as possible, and this store has entered Wang Yan's blacklist.

Wang Yan walked out of the store like a ghost, and Su Peng paid the bill in the back. The wind blows directly over the head, kissing the scalp from the gap in the hair, the cold kiss stimulates the nerves of the skin, causing a heart-piercing pain, putting on a down jacket and hat, wrapping clothes tightly, the feeling of being alive can appear in the whole body, and some voices continue to emerge in the heart.

once promised companionship, but became a single dog to endure loneliness.

In the past, the mountain alliance and the sea oath have become empty talk.

Sincerity turns into hypocrisy.

Sweet words converge into sugar-coated cannonballs.

The word breakup will completely overturn all the possibilities of our future.

The result of falling in love with someone else was put on the table, and I realized that I had a grassland over my head.

The heartache of loss, this is my first love.

The beautiful picture of the past adds to the fantasy from time to time.

So much of everything, turned into a cloud of smoke.

Love may be turning into hate, and giving up halfway only makes everything disappear.

Should try to forget, start a new life, but really get out of not knowing how difficult,

The memories of this man almost filled my life, and the trajectory of his life was all around me.

I tried to erase all memories of him, ignoring the fact that he appeared with me from time to time, as a stranger I didn't know on the other side.

This is the tomorrow I want to achieve the most, and I don't know if I am qualified to bear it.

The feeling of cold occupying Wang Yan's whole body, leaving here and returning home, became an obsession at the moment. I picked up my phone and called a taxi with the software, got in the car and drove away. Su Peng followed quietly behind, staring at the departing car at the moment, smelling the exhaust smoke from the moving vehicle.

After Tian Tian walked in, he spoke; "It's cold outside, don't stand here stupidly, let's go to a warm place. It's not good in case you catch a cold. ”

The words of simple concern became the irritability of the old mother in Su Peng's dictionary, and now he just wants to be quiet, alone and alone, without anyone to disturb him. For this pregnant woman, it is necessary to treat Guanyin Bodhisattva with the same attitude and make offerings to her. This is a porcelain doll, in case of an accident, I can't bear it, and my parents treat them like enemies. "I want to be alone for a while, please don't follow me, okay?" Treating Tian Tian, all he can do is lower his posture, and some are eager for this woman to carry forward the word pity and leave a space for herself.

Su Peng in front of him, showing an appearance that he had never seen before, thinking of the initiator, the element of jealousy appeared in his mind, they had registered, and this man had been labeled himself. Not too many people will notice here that knowing who comes first and who comes second, only caring about who is legally certified and who is entangled after marriage. People have been tied to me by legal means, and only by bringing my heart to the range of my acceptable vision can I sit back and relax, everything will go well, and make me truly smile. "I can leave you alone, but it's cold here, and I want to drive to my shop. The second floor of the shop is empty, you can go there, I won't bother you downstairs. There is heating on the second floor, there are seats etc. But all this requires your own opinion. If you don't accept my suggestion, I don't think there is a way, we have already informed my mother early, and we will go back to dinner tonight. It's good that you come to me automatically before dinner. ”

The words were rambling and there was not much focus, but the empathetic attitude made Su Peng's heart warm. Living around parents, many attitudes need to involve the faces of parents, Tian Tian is obviously more perfect and sleek than swallows in this aspect. "I'll take a look at the store with you. But the car keys are brought in, and you are now physically inconvenient. ”

If you care, it is in ordinary life, between actions, Tian Tian greedily absorbs her husband's seemingly ordinary warm moments, although the memories we have together are very thin and humble, but I have confidence, with my own enthusiasm and intimacy, the days will only get better and better, and the feelings will be deeper. "You're so nice."

The sweet voice is as tender as water, but to Su Peng, it is as annoying as a mosquito, and everything is only for the child.

The two came to the second floor, and Tian Tian took the initiative to leave, leaving Su Peng alone here stunned.

The area of 200 square meters is filled with a lot of things. Mostly blank paper, easels and artboards. A new variety of tools, such as pencils, charcoal, ink, etc., is like a specialty store selling painting supplies. The intent of the arranger of everything in front of him is particularly obvious. The emotion in Su Peng's heart could no longer be controlled. I thought that not long ago, Tian Tian witnessed a big war caused by whether some of the items he painted were thrown away as garbage, although the final result ended with his mother giving up, on this issue our mother and son have torn their faces, and they can't recover, I don't understand my mother's unhesitating support when she was in school, and now she is unswervingly abandoned; The attitudes before and after are flipped around the world.

Su Peng looked at his right hand still full of bandages, moved his fingers, transmitted the feeling to his brain, and inserted countless holes into his heart, the holes looked bright red, but there were no bloody eyes. Tears swirled in his eyes, and they all said that the man didn't flick when he had tears, but he didn't reach the sad place. In this world, who can understand the bitterness in their hearts and the sourness in their hearts. The swallow was pushed away by his own hands, and he became a real loner in his own world, leaving only loneliness.

Love guides, hearts are close, people are together, and all of this is broken by mutations forever.

Can't give, can only accept, see the hard work, can't change, have lost the ability to give, everything is just empty talk.

Love becomes a burden, love becomes a shackle,

The reluctance in my heart can't bear the disaster of my lover.

Now the choice, perhaps this is a manifestation of selfishness,

I can't cut off the bonds of my loved ones in this life, and I try to find a solution, but the result never appears.

The cruelty of letting go may give her a new world,

Without my existence, the sunshine of the new world will be more brilliant, give full play to its own value, and create a blue sky with its own attributes.

On the second day of Wang Yan's birth, I went to the hospital with my mother with a gift, and I saw my newborn self for the first time, full of curiosity, and my eyes were instantly attracted, this is a cute little angel, with a sweet smile that warms my heart, so warm I once thought that it could last until the day I left this world, but I didn't expect that the bond between us, which only lasted for more than 20 years, was cut off by this unpredictable reality.

My dreams were ruthlessly broken by reality, and love was gone forever in my life, and it was impossible to reappear. Marriage and children are all just for the realization of the old man's dream. This is my future, the rest of my life.

Author's Note: From the very beginning of the decision to write this book, I began to think about how this chapter could be connected to the above, and I could not see the difference, and the problem could only be solved in a seemingly satisfactory way.

The revelation of the truth is often accompanied by sadism, and no amount of entanglement can change it.

(End of chapter)