Tian Xiaoxiao wrote a diary, she saw Bai He update her circle of friends today, Bai He posted a selfie of herself, Bai He is still the same Bai He is incompatible with this earthly world, and she is still such a beautiful ice beauty.

The diary reads like this:

How are you doing now? I want to know that I miss you very much, but I don't have the courage to tell you that I miss you because I am not the original me for a long time, but I don't know if the later you are the original you.

After you left, you painted a lot of paintings about you, and the things you taught me, I remember, I am also a person who likes to draw now, and I don't want to paint very well, but I hope you don't dislike it.

No, you can't even see it, how can you dislike it?

Bai He, I really want to ask you, do you still have feelings for me? I still remember the tips of your hair, I still remember your example and effort, don't let time take it all away, I remember you, I love you.

You used to be my best friend and said that you cared about it, and now you tell me that the girl who is one in a hundred is still gone, and I still lose my one in a hundred you.

You said that you want the world to like your paintings Later, your album was bought very well, and I am very proud of you, but what I can do is to like it on your Weibo with an unknown trumpet and don't even dare to comment.

I will swipe your circle of friends, but I never like me and I'm afraid to let you know that I know about your life, because in the past, I was able to know your life trajectory because we were best friends, but now I am not qualified to know whether you are doing well or not.

I'm sorry, I didn't take care of your sister, Tang Tang is also a good friend of mine, I'm sorry I didn't take care of her. I was once carried away by hurt, I hate some of the things your sister did to me, but your sister Tang Tang once trampled on my dignity and deprived me of everything, I wanted to take revenge, but I didn't think that she would really fall in love with me and go through some painful things in the future.

You told me that your sister is not a bad child, she is indeed not a bad child, Tang Tang is just a little girl who doesn't care about the world and doesn't know how to behave in the world.

Tang Tang left me, and also left you.

And you have left me, I have no way to intervene in your life, I can only stand and watch from afar, watching you live well is my greatest happiness, if you have a bad time, my heart is like being inserted by a dagger, pulled out and inserted again.

So promise me that you must live well, you meet me and want to meet me well, I would rather I have a bad life, I hope you can live well, because you deserve to live well.

I still remember the bits and pieces we got along, and everything was still so beautiful, but time has passed, and time is no longer us.

I often wonder if your lonely personality has no friends there, but I also think that it is because of your loneliness and indifference that so many people like you, because people like your cold personality because they can't get it.

I'm glad I came across your piece of ice, and when I lost my memory, you said you picked me up like you saw a mermaid.

I think everything is fate, I heard you say that you once loved me, but it was just the love of fans for idols, but I never thought that I would actually see me.

What a joy it is to be liked by you, I still remember the places we walked through, the restaurants we went to together, I still go often, but then I was only one person, I would not take others to the places we went to eat with us, and even the things you gave me I would not allow anyone to touch.

I stubbornly believe that it was a place we had been together, and I didn't want to go with anyone else.

Just now they used to say, "Even if you don't go with me, someone will go by themselves." ”

I know these places are full of people, but if I go, I definitely want to go with you.

I don't want to share your good with anyone, even if you are no longer by my side, I don't allow anyone to get close to our past memories, I rarely mention you to others, probably to keep you in the deepest part of my memory.

They say that time washes away everything, including memory, but in the dead of night, I can't help but think of you, my ice beauty.

You, like your name, are as unstained as a lotus flower, and people always say that you are difficult to approach, but I can approach you.

People say you are cold, but I think you are actually gentle, I still remember that time when the two of us warmed each other, relied on each other, and walked through a part of life.

Even if this road is not very long, but in my heart I feel that it is enough, time flies, many people around me are passers-by, but you are the only one.

Because even if you go to another place and leave me, I will miss it for so long, and my feelings for you have never changed.

I believe that we are another self in the world, just like Nana Osaki and Nana Komatsu in the manga "NANA", you are cool and sexy Nana Osaki, and my ordinary and gentle Nana Komatsu.

We are so different from each other, but we are very compatible, and we are always in such harmony together, as if we had a tacit understanding from the beginning.

I used to think that you would accompany me for a long, long journey, but I didn't expect that I would have to part ways halfway and go in a long, opposite direction.

We always feel that the future is far away, but by accident, our future is not each other, you are my best friend, but I don't know if you think of me as your best friend, but it doesn't matter.

Just like the last time someone said that I liked you, it has nothing to do with you not liking me, and you won't see what I wrote, but I still want to write, probably to remind myself not to forget you as a friend.

Someone will remember, I think that when I leave this world, my diary will be delivered to you one day, but it may be the next century, will you remember me at that time?

I remember that reckless but very dependent Tian Xiaoxiao, your big cat, my shovel officer, my ice beauty Bai He, I really hope you don't forget me.

But I also thought that if you remember me, then you should be very painful, so you don't remember me, because if you are in pain, I will also be miserable, although you will be sad to forget me, but it will be fine soon.

I will often watch your circle of friends brush your Weibo, I hope that the next time you update your circle of friends or Weibo, you will have a better life than now.

I love you until the landslide cracks, I love you until the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, I love you to be old in the wilderness.