Chapter 44: Something Missing

"You've been running with me for so long, just to trick me into coming to see the sun?" Cinnabar was dragged by Lin Chuan and looked a little dissatisfied.

"Come, come, drink." Lin Chuan handed a jar of wine to Cinnabar.

Cinnabar took the wine jar and took a big sip, and suddenly remembered Yu Youwei and Chen Yan, what are the two of them doing now?

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Chen Qi hugged Yu Youwei and drank a lot of wine, and at this time, the two of them were already snuggled together and were about to fall asleep.

However, in contrast, Chen Qi only fell asleep shallowly, and now even if someone walks in front of their room, it will wake him up, not because Chen Qi sleeps badly, but because Yu Youwei is still lying in his arms.

He was afraid that he would not be able to hear Yu Youwei's call when he fell asleep, and he was also worried that he would wake up Yu Youwei if he fell asleep too deeply and turned his body.

"Mother..."Yu Youwei muttered in her dreams.

"Huh? Chen Qi heard Yu Youwei's voice and immediately responded.

"Mother... Don't go... Don't go, okay..."Yu Youwei whispered again.

Chen Qi was stunned for a moment, and reacted that Yu Youwei was talking in her sleep, so she responded, "Okay, don't go, I won't go..."

Yu Youwei in her arms seemed to be very satisfied, she leaned closer on Chen Qi's body, and lived in Chen Qi's arms, her beautiful face was full of happiness.

"Chen Yan, thank you." Yu Youwei's mouth opened slightly, her eyelids jumped, she didn't know whether she was dreaming or waking up, and suddenly said such a sentence.

"Thank you... I? When Yu Youwei read her name, Chen Yan's body was shocked, and he looked down at Yu Youwei. Is she pretending to be asleep? Or did she dream of me in her dreams? Chen Qi thought in his heart.

"Maybe either way it's something to be happy about." Chen Qi shook his head and smiled self-relieved. He suddenly felt that he was also happy, but a little unhappy.

"Does she even know I like her?" Chen Qi thought silently in his heart, "She doesn't know, she'd better not know." But I want her to know, because although I don't want to disturb her life, and she won't be studying with Wen Tingyun soon, I will also enter the palace. I don't know how long it will take to see it. ”

Chen Qi thought of this, picked up the wine glass in front of him, poured himself a glass, and then drank it all.

"It's good if she knows, and she can know whether she likes herself or not, and her feelings have a home. Love must be the hardest and happiest thing in the world. Chen Qi smiled self-deprecatingly, shook his head and looked out the window, that day had revealed a faint golden color, and the beauty made people unable to take their eyes off.

"But no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it's not as good as one-ten-thousandth of yours." Chen Yan's heart suddenly felt crispy, he hugged Yu Youwei's arm tightly, he suddenly felt very happy, very happy.

"Master, is that how it feels to love someone? Am I falling? Chen Yan's fingers tapped rhythmically on the table, as if he was plucking the strings, and he wanted to express himself with the sound of the piano like his master.

"How can we turn the voice of the heart into the sound of the piano, and the sound of the piano into the voice of the heart?" He knows that his piano is very similar to his master, but he will never be able to catch up with his master, he has been imitating his master, and even the posture of playing the piano is so much like his master, but his piano sound has no soul.

Just like Wen Tingyun said, I always feel that something is missing.

Less of your own feelings, less of God, less agility, less of passion, less ... The taste of love...