Pan Rui didn't speak again, quietly waiting for Xia Zhi to stop crying enough, and didn't even hand her a tissue.

"Don't cry, I was wrong." Pan Rui said this, but Xia Zhi didn't hear the sincerity of apology from his words. Yes, where is he wrong, in his concept it is she who is wrong, and admitting his mistake is just to appease her anger.

However, he didn't know that she wasn't angry at all, she was just sad.

It's hard because he never thought about it from her point of view at all. All the compromises he made in the face of her were in the name of love, and he felt pitiful that he had lowered his posture.

Conversely, why wasn't she? They both think that they have more to offer than each other, and look up to each other with the mentality of a victim. Love humblely, love makes her heart ache.

He was unaware of her psychological changes and was still trying to figure out how to solve the "problem"—the problem he thought was the problem.

He said, "I'll go back in the evening, and you'll come back tomorrow." The decoration team is familiar, it doesn't matter, some of the materials have been given a deposit, I don't know if I can come back......"

"No need." She made a deep, nasal voice.

"It's okay, I'll convince them. They were angry for a while. They still want to hold their grandchildren. When we get married and give them a big fat grandson, they won't be angry anymore. He lowered his head and spoke, as if he were reciting a book, without even looking at her.

"Not really. I'm going to get the money back tomorrow. ”

Only then did Pan Rui raise his head and meet her red and swollen eyes, he immediately turned his face away: "There's no need for this, I said I wouldn't let you be wronged." ”

"Pan Rui, why do you want to marry me? Does every girl you spend with you make you want to get married? Xia Zhi suddenly asked.

Regarding the love history of both parties, the two confessed to each other when they first established a relationship.

Before Pan Rui, Xia Zhi had very good male friends, friends or more, lovers were not full, neither party pierced the window screen, real love, Pan Rui was the first.

Comparatively speaking, Pan Rui's love history is much richer, he talked about his girlfriend in high school, and he also talked about one in his sophomore year, and they were separated.

Pan Rui didn't understand why Xia Zhi asked this question, he said: "How is it possible, I was still young at that time, and I wouldn't have considered marriage at all." ”

"Then why do you want to get married now?"

Pan Rui's eyebrows moved, and he seemed to be asked: "Didn't we say yes?" We've been together for almost four years, shouldn't we get married? ”

"Four years...... It's not very long, either. Xia Zhi smiled, her cheeks after the tears dried made her skin tighten.

Xia Zhi's smile made Pan Rui feel furious: "What's wrong with you?" Don't you want to get married? ”

"I ...... Probably think so. I want to have a pair of arms that I can sleep with peace of mind, I want someone to be with me when I feel lonely, and I want to spend all my thoughts on work and dinner every day. That's good. ”

"Can't I?" He held out his hand to her.

Can't he? Of course he could, he had always been simple, and he couldn't be pure her. Her heart is far less powerful than she thinks, and a little wind can blow her around.

He never left his boredom until the night, and no matter how difficult things were, he couldn't stop him from falling asleep. He doesn't think that the world is difficult, and he always thinks that even if he doesn't do anything, all troubles will disappear naturally.

What a person.

However, his years were quiet, and she carried the weight forward, and she gradually lost her breath.

She didn't touch his hand, but just asked him, "Tell me...... Your home, what you think of me, is true. ”

He lowered his hand, opened his mouth, closed it again, as if in hard thought, and said after a while, "As long as I like it, it is what they like." ”

"Did it start when I moved out?" She actually noticed that Pan's mother's emotions had always been written on her face, but she still blamed him: "You should tell me." ”

"I ...... I didn't think about it that much, I think they will be fine after a while. ”

"You also proposed the wedding date, not what they said." Xia Zhi recalled carefully that it was Pan Rui who said that he would get married on National Day at the beginning, but in Pan Rui's statement, it was said that it was the proposal of Pan's father and Pan's mother, but the two didn't seem to mention it in front of Xia Zhi.

"Does it matter who came up with it?" Pan Rui said quickly.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. Comrade Pan Rui, you are called deceiving your superiors and subordinates. Her words were not angry, they were even a little teasing.

"No......" Pan Rui was stunned, "I...... It's really hard to do. ”

"You can tell me."

"Tell you what personal space and freedom you're seeking?"

"No, it won't." Xia Zhi's answer was also very direct, "You just want to say that I'm hypocritical, say it." ”

"I said you're going to be upset again."

"I don't, I think I'm hypocritical. I just can't change it. Xia Zhi laughed again, and Pan Rui also laughed.

He loosened his shoulders: "That...... Now, are you really going to refund the intention money tomorrow? Don't buy a house? ”

Xia Zhi shook his head lightly and said, "Your parents don't want us to get married, do they?" ”

"I said, I can do it if I like it. It doesn't matter what they think. Pan Rui became nervous again.

"But I think it's important. Actually, you also think it's important, you just said. ”

"I ...... What did I just say......" Pan Rui seemed to have really forgotten the quarrel between the two just now, "Even what I said, it was also said in anger, not true." ”

"It's true." Xia Zhi said very seriously, "This is the truest thought in your heart." You feel like I'm holding you down in a way that makes you feel uncomfortable. Your parents think I'm insatiable and keep oppressing you, a kind country boy. ”

"What do you say...... It's all my, okay? I apologize, I admit my mistakes, okay? Pan Rui crossed the coffee table and sat down beside her, but she sat to the side, widening the distance between the two.

"Not good. You're not wrong. But I don't think I'm at fault either. ”

“…… Do you still want my parents to confess your mistakes? They are two rural people who don't know anything, what do you care about them? I promise that they will not interfere in our lives when we get married. Everything I've said before counts. Four years, we had a child, and then we bought a house and moved out to start our little family......"

"Pan Rui," Xia Zhi cut off his words, "we're not married, let's break up." ”