After returning to reality, a question arises, is the reality I am in now really reality? Is it really the reality I want?

"Brother Muxing, are you awake?" Micah rubbed his eyes, looked at Lin Muxing with a tired face and said.

"yes, did you just have a dream? I just had a dream, so uncomfortable. Lin Muxing drank a glass of water and asked Micah.

"Yes, I had a long, long dream, and I'm just as hard as you are right now." Micah nodded, it seems that Lin Muxing should be dreaming like him, right?

"And what is the end of your dream?" Lin Muxing asked curiously, Lin Muxing looked at Micah who was as haggard as him, it shouldn't be the end.

"I committed suicide, but I didn't expect to die in this reality, I rarely had the courage to commit suicide, but it turned out to be like this." Micah had palpitations, but he didn't expect that after death, he would come to the very beginning.

"Me too, have you also suffered a big blow? I really didn't want to live at that time anyway. Lin Muxing pursed his lips, obviously unhappy.

"Are you going to wake them up?" Micah looked at the sleeping crowd and didn't know whether to wake up or not.

"I want to scream too, but I've heard that if you wake someone up in your sleep, that person will stay trapped in your dreams." Lin Muxing waved his hand and said, it's better not to wake them up now.

"Brother Muxing, are you hungry?" Micah's stomach began to rumble, and he was a little hungry now.

"I really knew you were so hungry, I brought lemon slices and lemon-flavored lollipops, okay, hurry up!" Lin Muxing took out a lot of snacks from his bag, after all, Micah is a group pet, and these brothers love Micah's younger brother very much.

"Thank you, Brother Muxing!" Micah listlessly took the lemon slices and lollipops given by Lin Muxing, this time it really felt so sour, probably because he was in a bad mood, so he felt unpalatable no matter how he ate it.

"Micah, let's watch a movie, they should be up for a long time anyway." Lin Muxing clicked on his phone, this time Lin Muxing wanted to watch an excellent movie called "The Shawshank Redemption" with Micah.

looked at Lin Muxing and Micah both cried.

There's a line in it that says, "Hope is a good thing, maybe the best thing in the world." Good things never pass.

Shawshank finally redeemed himself and gained freedom, but in real life, not everyone is Shawshank and never gives up chasing freedom and hope.

Most of them have lost to the bones of reality, they are no longer happy, they will not yearn for poetry and distance, they clearly know that they cannot redeem themselves.

Shawshank was finally able to regain his freedom because he always had hope, but most people's hopes have been smoothed out by reality.

"Micah, I think Shawshank is so miserable." Lin Muxing wiped his tears and sighed.

"I don't think he's miserable, at least he's free, but we're not free yet." Micah has always been emotional, but this time, he has a completely different view.

"Aren't you free? Don't you have everything you want now? It's already a bittersweet one. Lin Muxing looked at Micah suspiciously, he really didn't expect to get such an answer from Micah.

"Are we really free? Am I free? Brother Muxing, are you thinking about your freedom? Don't you think we're in a cage? Micah asked several rhetorical questions in a row, and the invisible cage overwhelmed the person.

"You're just controlled by your own emotions, in fact, there is no cage at all, it's just that we can't control our emotions." Lin Muxing stopped crying and said very seriously.

But are we really happy? Living day after day, year after year, and even losing the person we care about the most, we have a dream that we can change the past, but our dream is more cruel than reality, and it is more skinny, don't you think we are ridiculous?" Micah suddenly smiled, and there was no trace of warmth in that smile, it was an indifferent smile.

Death doesn't seem to be so terrible anymore, because the desire to live is reduced, and death seems to be a relief.

But Micah did not have the courage to face death, because he had already died once in his dream.

Lin Muxing also had no way to face death, and there was no way to face the reality in his dreams. He'd failed in his dreams, and he'd died once in its entirety, so he didn't want to die at all.

Because it seems that his current reality is much better than that of his dreams.

So they are the most ridiculous, they have lost the person they love the most, but they don't have the courage to be with them, and many times they can't be the person they want to be, and they can't move forward on tiptoe.

"But aren't we still alive? The cruelty in the dream, you have not experienced it, you may have experienced despair to know the preciousness of hope, although we do not have hope now, but I also hope that there will be hope in the future. "Lin Muxing, as an elder brother, naturally wants to guide Micah as a younger brother well.

"But don't you think the future is still far away? It's too difficult to get a good ending, we seem to see the future ending now, either we will do nothing for a lifetime, or we will be spurned and will not end up well. Micah didn't believe in hope anymore, and the dream hit him too hard.

"Can we see the future now? Now the future is slim, so let's look at it from another angle, maybe our future is the future we want, although most people in this world do not get the future they want, but we must always try hard. Lin Muxing pinched the face of Micah, who was eating a lemon-flavored lollipop.

"You're right, instead of worrying about the world here, we should do some of the things we want to do, the best years of our lives are just ten years, cherish what we have now, because we don't know when we will lose." Micah only felt that the sugar in his mouth was becoming more and more sour, and he began to wonder whether the kind self he used to be was right or wrong.

Perhaps the essence of human beings is constantly reflecting and confused, if you are given a completely different identity and life, then even a kind person as kind as Micah will become the person he hates the most, and become his opposite.

We can't tell the difference between right and wrong, we are using moral laws to regulate people, because we have no way to look directly at our own evil, and we don't know if we will become primitive barbarians without these things to regulate us.

There is no black and white in this world, but black does not need to be sympathized, justice is justice, and evil is evil.

Micah gave up thinking because he had put himself into Su Lan's point of view, because everything he had encountered before was what Su Lan had encountered.

That's why Micah doubts the righteousness in his heart, and thinks about whether the righteousness in my heart is really justice?

"Michael, don't substitute into the thinking of the bad guys, once you substitute into the thinking of the bad guys, then you will feel that everything you do, whether it is evil or right, is right." Lin Muxing rubbed Micah's hair and said, they are all imprisoned in various ways, and the only thing they can do is to continue to solidify their inner morality and justice.

"Well, I know, I've been sad about the loss at the beginning, and I really want to be friends with my good friend Su Lan all the time, but the two of us have different backgrounds, and the things we have experienced are also different. Even if I had a dream in which I might change reality, I would find that no matter what, if we were born with different values, it would cause us to drift farther and farther apart. Micah thought for a moment and said that many times people's inspiration may be due to a small thing, or a dream.

"I had that dream about me and my father, and I spent my whole life in that dream, and I followed the rules all my life, but my father finally left me, and I lost my whole passion and enthusiasm, maybe there was a gain and a loss." Lin Muxing stretched his brows, he thought about a lot of things.

We always realize what we have lost, but when we have it, we don't know how to cherish it but feel that they really hate it.

Sometimes people who truly love you don't show love, but the love that some people show doesn't necessarily mean that they really love you.

In the loss, we understand that everything is too late, the normal feelings of birth, old age, sickness and death, these are all things that must be experienced, and we try to change in vain, but in fact, the ending is still the same ending.

It is to rely on our own mentality to think about adjustment, and let ourselves feel that the ending is a good ending, and we are actually just a small screw in the gears of fate.

Work hard, come on, it will be better in the future.