(94) Unbearable

Jing Shu, who was holding back the fire in her belly, opened Cao Biwu's salary passbook again with a fluke mentality, but the result was exactly the same, which did not surprise her, and the balance on his salary passbook was also only zero.

At this moment, Jing Shu almost had a feeling that she was about to go crazy: this is half a year's salary for the two of them, although it is not too much, but it is not too little! I really don't know what Cao Biwu is doing, why doesn't he know how to live a thrifty life!

The more Jing Shu thought about it, the more angry she became, and suddenly she remembered something, so she hurriedly turned around and ran to the door of the pigsty in the yard, and when she opened the door and looked inside, she stood there dumbfounded in shock, because the pigsty was so empty that there was not even a shadow of a pig.

Jingshu felt that her whole body was trembling with anger, and she wanted to go to her mother-in-law immediately to ask what was going on, but when she thought that her mother-in-law still had to help her watch the child, it would be really inappropriate for her to question her so angrily. So Jingshu held back her anger and decided to wait until the evening to have a good talk with Cao Biwu, and then she said goodbye to her mother-in-law and hurried to work.

On this day in the unit, Jing Shuke was really tormented, she thought about how to talk to Cao Biwu countless times in her mind, and also thought of countless reasons to defend Cao Biwu, and in the end she really couldn't find any reason, so she had to comfort herself: Maybe Cao Biwu used all the money to do any business, and only this reason is reasonable!

I've been thinking about it until it's time to get off work, but Jingshu's heart still can't really calm down. As her colleagues walked out of the school gate together, Jingshu, who was going to buy vegetables and fruits, had little cash in her hand, so she could only dispel this idea and went home empty-handed in a bit of despair.

As soon as she entered the house, Jingshu first went to her mother-in-law's house to see her son, and then went to her kitchen to make a fire to cook, because there was still some food in the morning, so she didn't have the heart to do anything more, just put the food directly into the pot to heat, and she went to her mother-in-law's house to take her son back to her room. Jingshu fed her son, but she didn't even have a little appetite, she silently accompanied her son to sit on the kang and play, waiting for her husband Cao Biwu to come back with anxiety.

As soon as he walked into the house and didn't see the dinner on the table, he immediately asked Jingshu with a displeased face: "What time is it, why haven't you prepared to cook dinner?" You got off work earlier than me, do you have to wait for me to do it again, can't you be virtuous and be a good wife and mother? ”

Hearing Cao Biwu's words of reproaching himself as soon as he entered the door, looking at his unhappy expression, the suppressed anger in Jing Shu's heart suddenly erupted: "Can't you do it yourself?" It's not that you don't have hands and feet, the food is hot in the pot, you have to eat it yourself! ”

Jing Shu has never been so violent, Cao Biwu was so frightened that he was a little stunned for a while, he didn't know what kind of evil fire Jing Shu was making, so he glanced at Jing Shu and didn't dare to lose his temper again, so he turned around and went to the kitchen to get food by himself, and by the way, he didn't forget to treat himself and drank another bottle of beer.

When Cao Biwu finally returned to the bedroom after eating and drinking, he was obviously already asleep, he hiccuped and ignored Jingshu, so he directly lay on the kang and turned on the TV, ready to watch a TV show. But when Cao Biwu turned on the TV just now, Jing Shu on the side snatched the remote control in her hand, and as soon as she raised her hand, she immediately turned off the TV unceremoniously. Cao Biwu was a little angry, he frowned and looked at Jing Shu when he was about to get angry and say something, when he saw Jing Shu's face full of anger, and suddenly threw the two passbooks in front of him.

Because she was afraid of waking her son up, Jing Shu tried her best to keep her voice low, she glared at Cao Biwu with angry eyes and said, "Can you explain to me, why are the balances of these two passbooks zero?" ”

Cao Biwu's face suddenly became not so good-looking, and he didn't say a word of explanation after being silent for a long time, Jing Shu saw him pretending to be dead and not speaking, and the anger in his heart suddenly became greater: "Why don't you speak, except for these two passbooks, you haven't told me why there is not even a pig in the pigsty outside?" Tell me quickly, I'm waiting for your explanation! ”

The two of them were in a stalemate for a long time, and Cao Biwu finally spoke a little impatiently: "Where did you come from so many questions, what is there to explain!" When I go out to eat with friends and play mahjong, don't I need money? It's just such a little dead salary, where is there enough to spend! If you go back to your parents' house and don't go home for half a year, can't there be something at home that doesn't cost money? The pigs in the pigsty, sick and dead, there is no one left for a long time, you never care, what is there to ask! ”

After listening to Cao Biwu's explanation of being angry and complaining, Jing Shu was so angry that she couldn't even say a word, she only felt that the man in front of her was simply hopeless! is doing selfish things, squandering alone, but also blaming others unashamedly, as if he is the only one in the world who is most wronged, and everything is her fault as a wife.

Jing Shuqiang held back the tears that were about to well-rise, and asked Cao Biwu in a choked voice: "Even if you socialize with friends, you won't go out to eat in a restaurant every day, right?" You're basically following a group of fox friends and fooling around outside every day! We've been married for so many years, and now not only do we not have any savings, but we still owe my dad the money we don't pay back. Even if I can forgive you for this, I don't blame you for the past, but now that we have a son, do you even have to use your son's milk powder money to drink and play mahjong? ”

The more Cao Biwu listened, the more impatient he became, he sat up from the kang and immediately wanted to go out in a huff, Jing Shu grabbed his arm and said, "Where are you going, we haven't finished talking yet!" ”

Cao Biwu knocked off Jing Shu's hand, and gritted his teeth and said fiercely: "You are too noisy, I'll go to my mother's place to sleep!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Cao Biwu slammed the door, and then he left without even looking back, the door was smashed by him and made a loud noise, and Mingming, who was still asleep, was suddenly awakened and cried.

Jing Shu saw that her son woke up and couldn't ask Cao Biwu anymore, and she understood it now, no matter how much she asked, it was impossible to hear any reasonable explanation, so she hurriedly walked to her son's side and coaxed him to stop crying, so she simply didn't pay attention to the person who had no reason to talk anymore.

The son gradually quieted down in his arms, but Jingshu's own tears crackled down like beads with broken threads, and in the blink of an eye, they flowed uncontrollably into a river. Gently put her son who had finally fallen asleep into the bed, Jing Shu's mind reappeared the scene just now, and she wanted to go to Cao Biwu again to theorize again, but it was very late, and her in-laws must have already fallen asleep, so she could only stop and swallow her anger.

But when she thought that Cao Biwu's attitude just now was so justified and so vicious to himself, he didn't even feel that he had made any mistakes, Jing Shu couldn't help but feel even more physically and mentally exhausted, and she couldn't help but secretly ask herself in her heart: Is it necessary to continue such a marriage and such a relationship? Can you really endure it forever and be a husband and wife with such a man for a lifetime?

Jingshu had insomnia this night, she began to seriously reflect on her marriage, and began to reacquaint herself with the man she once loved, until it was almost dawn, she had just slept for a short time and was woken up by her son's crying. Dragging her tired body, although Jing Shu took care of her son, she didn't have the heart to eat any more breakfast, she sent her son to her mother-in-law's side, ignored Cao Biwu, who was still sleeping on her mother-in-law's kang, and went to work directly.

The listless Jingshu endured sleepiness and beat the spirit to finish the two classes in the morning, and then she hurried back home and helped her mother-in-law take care of her for a while, and then hastily ate a few bites of lunch. When she returned to the unit in the afternoon, she was too sleepy to open her eyes because she didn't have her own classes, so she lay on the desk and wanted to sleep for a few minutes to relieve herself.

Just when Jing Shu was in a daze and hadn't completely fallen asleep, I heard my colleagues talk about buying a new TV with the salary paid by the unit a few days ago, and Jing Shu didn't know until this moment that it turned out that just two months ago, every teacher in the unit had been paid back salary. The form of reissuance was not in the form of bank transfer, but directly in cash to each teacher, because Jingshu was still on vacation at her parents' house at that time, so her share was collected by her husband Cao Biwu at the school for her.

Jing Shu was so angry that she was about to go crazy, that damn man even secretly left his share of the retropaid salary, and he didn't say a word about himself until now, and it was very likely that he had squandered it all. If it weren't for hearing the conversation of her colleagues today, maybe Jingshu would have been kept in the dark for the rest of her life, and she would have been deceived by Cao Biwu forever.

Jing Shu wanted to go back and scold him well, but when she thought of Cao Biwu's unreasonable scumbag-like face last night, she felt extremely disgusted. Jing Shu can't bear it anymore now, she doesn't want her son to guard such a father every day, and he will become a loser like Cao Biwu in the future.

At this moment, there is only one thought in Jing Shu's heart, she must leave Cao Biwu with her son, and she can't let her son be affected by him. Because the baby son was obtained by herself, no matter how difficult it was, Jingshu felt that she had to keep her son away from this cancerous man.