Chapter 97
Inside, it seems that something is unacceptable.
This is probably the active turning into passive frustration, with infinite grievances.
Silence, replaced by her.
She wanted to ask why, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't ask, why? Isn't that what you've always wanted? Holding back the tears that came out of my eyes, "I want a child." ”
"Okay."
A simple word simplifies all complex issues, and the development of things is beyond the ordinary.
"I bought you an apartment in the West District, you take your children to live there, and I have hired a nanny for you, I was introduced by an acquaintance, so don't worry about anything." Chu Zhen's faint words made her worry about it.
The West District, separated from the current East District, is an hour or two away, and the pace of life is slower than that of the East District.
No, something must be wrong.
"But I'm always the father of the child, so I have the right to see her, and you can't stop that...... As for the divorce formalities, let's talk about it later, I have some things to deal with at hand, and I am a little busy. ”
Su Wangwu didn't know what to say all of a sudden, this result was what she wanted, but it wasn't what she wanted, "Why?" ”
Still looking forward to hearing some answers.
"No why, isn't that what you want?"
Yes, but no...... The heart-wrenching contradictions and embarrassments finally didn't get the answer she wanted to hear, but her self-esteem didn't allow her to ask again.
"Let's sleep here tonight." Chu Zhen threw the cigarette ash into the trash can along with the ashtray: "Anyway, it's the last time." ”
The moment he pillowed his arm and nestled in his arms, the tears he endured collapsed, and he slid straight down like a broken thread, drop by drop, falling on his lips, astringent, icy, and penetrating to his bones.
The embrace is still so nostalgic, with a faint fragrance, and even obsessive; The wordless silence, so quiet that she could only hear each other's breathing and the weirdness of their heartbeats, kept her heart in a state of unease.
He is her husband, and in the blink of an eye, he will become a stranger, and perhaps one day, this embrace will become the exclusive domain of other women.
Is that Ye Fangfei?
Tonight, she didn't have any pretensions, she lay down beside him without hesitation, took the initiative to wrap around his strong waist, and gave a rare initiative, and the moment her soft lips touched lightly, all the sorrow was thrown out of the clouds.
Chu Zhen opened her eyes for a moment, and after another moment, she felt that her body was about to be embraced and embedded in her body by him, with a slight pain, but she didn't stop it, there was always a voice shouting in her heart: That's it.
Yes, that's it, let's get together, so be it.
But after the passion, she turned her back around, and the wet piece on the pillow still betrayed her, and the stubbornness in her bones always made her grit her teeth and refuse to ask more, and occasionally there would be heavy breathing and turning over behind her, but she always turned her back and didn't dare to turn around.
Originally, her plan was not realized, and her parents' obstruction made her have to give up temporarily, but in the blink of an eye, Chu Zhen solved everything thoroughly, and this gap made her suspend in mid-air like a fool, inexplicable and helpless.
The night was longer and more torturous than ever.
Things changed quickly and absolutely, after a day of cleaning, the next day, she went to the residence in the West District, a two-bedroom house, finely decorated, belonging to the kind of bag to move in, although not big, but in terms of color and style, she is more inclined to the style, sitting in the north and facing south, although it deviates from the urban area, but the environment is very comfortable.
When I came over, the nanny I hired had already cleaned up at home, and in addition to the nanny's duties, it was basically a day to take care of their mother's three meals, which was worth a lot of money.
Aunt Qian, in her forties, is kind and kind-eyed, soft-spoken, the first impression is very good, when the child is placed in her hands, the focused expression and caution make her heart lighter.
It was Chu Zhen who sent her over, loaded a cart of things, ran upstairs and downstairs several times before finishing moving, when she was done, Su Wangwu habitually handed over a glass of water and asked: "Go take a bath, wait for dinner." ”
Chu Zhen's stunned made her react immediately, and she also felt very embarrassed, and realized in hindsight that they were not making trouble, but were already equivalent to divorce.
"Hmm...... Let's go back early. In a panic, he immediately changed his words.
"Hmm." Chu Zhen took the water, and before leaving, he did not forget to instruct: "Close the doors and windows when you go to bed at night, and call me if you have anything." ”
But the slightest hint of warmth was enough to make her think about it, interrupt her spring and autumn dreams, and urged again and again: "Okay, let's go, it's getting dark." But the voice is very soft, and I am worried that it will be unsafe to drive too late.
This was a rare dialogue between them to get along in harmony, and she could see Chu Zhen's hesitation, and she also knew that she would be melted by the tenderness that continued, so before that, she could only give an eviction order.
Between the two of them, there seems to be some kind of insurmountable chasm, perhaps this chasm has existed from the beginning, but it is just the impulse of the time to ignore it.
Chu Zhen left, and the nanny brought up the prepared meals one by one, three dishes and one soup, full of color, flavor, and flavor, I don't know how many times stronger than her craftsmanship, but before Chu Zhen always praised her for being able to get into the kitchen and enter the hall.
But she really doesn't have this appetite, the child lives in the nanny's room, and the body's incompetence has never been able to let her eat a full meal, so she can only use milk powder instead, the nanny takes care of everything, fortunately, the original rustiness quickly turned into a hot network.
The words of the two of them immediately increased, after all, they will get along for a long time in the future, not as a servant, but as a family member.
The nanny hummed the small tune of her hometown while coaxing, while wiping the milk that slipped from her mouth, she was very conscientious, and only Bunsen's love for the child would reveal the most sincere feelings.
Leaving the room, she walked around, familiarized herself with the environment, and then returned to her room, piled up boxes of things, her things were all moved over, and she didn't have the urge to clean up, so she took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Luo Yuhang.
The sound of taking care of herself forced her tears out again.
Unexpectedly, Chu Zhen actually put a card in her bag, the password was written on the card, it was her birthday, and a check of the balance was enough for her long-term living expenses.
Bored at home for a few days, I finally had the mood to clean up inside and out, in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the bedroom, at a glance, spacious and bright, the three o'clock line every day, is to eat and sleep to watch the children, to be precise, watching Aunt Qian take the children.
In the same city, but it seems to separate the two ends of the world, since that day, it seems that the world has evaporated, there is no news, several times, to be precise, countless times, picked up the mobile phone and looked at the familiar number, and never dialed the phone.
Say hello or ask about what's going on? Both of them seemed to be a little hypocritical, and her emotions were suppressed by her until she saw that Miss Ye again, and such emotional suppression seemed to become less strenuous.
This woman's number no longer existed in the mobile phone, so when the message came, she was stunned for a moment, and when she saw the content, the familiarity between the lines immediately realized that the absolute comer was not good.
On the question of whether to go to the appointment, she struggled for a long time, and finally went as promised out of respect for curiosity, at this time, Ye Fangfei came to her, probably about Chu Zhen, according to the current situation, she should be the winner, is it the divorce certificate between her and Chu Zhen that has not been renewed?
is a little different from the usual dignified dress, today's dress is a little more charming, the foundation is good, the bottom is good, and the casual dress is a living beauty picture, beauty is beautiful, but she has long lost the interest in appreciation, threw the bag in the corner of the soft seat, and did it with a butt, and went straight in: "What is the matter with me." ”
There are not so many restraints and constraints, and I feel that I am slowly embarking on the road of no return to domineering, to change the adjective, it is probably a broken jar.
Chapter 35: Broken
Ye Fangfei obviously didn't get used to her sudden attitude for a while, after all, the previous relationship under the cover can be regarded as taking the route of being polite and polite, and she probably can't accept this kind of tone, and after a pair of big eyes froze for a moment, her eyebrows furrowed slightly.
Aside from anything else, the angry posture of this little daughter's family is more comfortable to look at than the eldest one.
"I haven't seen her for a few days, and my sister seems to have changed as a person." Frowning and relaxing, he smiled slightly.
Flicked his fingers: "Don't call it so affectionately, you can't climb high." I don't want to wait for the other party to get angry, so I get straight to the point: "Say, what the hell is going on with me." ”
"Chu Zhen." The other party was obviously impatient.
This name is really sensitive, it's okay not to mention it, suddenly mentioned it, obviously felt her heart tremble, licked her lips, and waited for her to continue.
"When Chu Zhen married you, I believe she has a good impression of you, but I never believe that this kind of good feeling is love, he married you, it was just an impulse, and now he understands this, it is better for everyone to get together and disperse, for Chu Zhen, and for yourself, why bother to keep this marriage that will not last long after all."
"Did you think of these words yourself, or did Chu Zhen ask you to tell me?" All she wanted to know was the most important thing.
Ye Fangfei paused for a moment: "Although he... Didn't say it himself, but wasn't what he did obvious enough? As if with a longing: "He is like that, on the surface he looks bohemian, but in fact he is very fragile and sensitive inside, he cares about the feelings of others, such as you." ”
"Me?"
"Yes." Take a sip of coffee with full confidence: "He's not a promiscuous person, let alone ...... You were husband and wife. ”
Once? What an awkward word!
She thought it would be like in the TV series, Ye Fangfei took out a check or bank card, and then proudly announced: You can leave that man. As a result, no, it was just a simple statement like that, reminding her: You are not worthy of Chu Zhen.