Chapter 270: Thoughts become illnesses and eventually become illusions

The night passed quickly, Xu was because of the wine she ate at night, but she didn't want to open her eyes, she just lay there silently, her heart was always restless as if something was missing, so she had to open her eyes, but she couldn't see it in a daze.

Su Liuyin sat up sleepily, only to find that the man next to him had long since disappeared, and when he touched his quilt, it was already cold, thinking that he had been up for a long time, but he didn't realize it, he must have slept too deeply.

She thought about it and glanced at her mouth again, and said to herself: "I also said that others don't pay attention to the body, but I am, I only slept for a few hours this night, and I got up early this morning!" ”

"Miss, you're awake! The old slave will serve you to wash! ”

Su Liuyin was in a trance, and the figure of Aunt Qing appeared in front of her, she was still standing so properly and firmly not far from her, saying the same words, she suddenly sat up straight in shock, and the air flow brought up by her body suddenly stirred up the brocade tent, Su Liuyin looked at the figure in front of her in disbelief.

"Aunt Qing, are you here...... That's great...... You're alive! Su Liuyin was very excited, and she didn't care about putting on her shoes and ran towards her, and was about to touch her, but she disappeared like a bubble.

The woman hurriedly stretched out her hand to fish, but only one stumbled and fell to the ground, the pain in her body made her gradually sober up, Aunt Qing is dead, and today is exactly the seventh day from the day of Aunt Qing's death, if there is a seven-day soul, will she come to see herself, so she has been trying to control her emotions before the short seven days, forcing herself not to think about anything about Aunt Qing......

After a long time, as if it had been a century, Su Liuyin came to her senses from her contemplation, Aunt Qing was indeed gone, and what she saw just now was just an illusion, and it was also turned into a puff of green smoke blown away by the wind, she only felt that her heart was like being poured head-on by cold water, and she collapsed to the ground in a daze.

Su Liuyin curled up, finally couldn't suppress her emotions, and cried bitterly.

"Miss, what's wrong with you!"

Xing'er just walked by the door, heard something strange in the house, and hurriedly rushed in, sure enough, it was Su Liuyin curled up on the ground, her nose was red from crying, her cheeks were white, and her weakened body moved with her sobbing.

The girl hurriedly put the porridge she had just cooked on the table, and quickly knelt beside Su Liuyin, and said hurriedly: "Miss, what's wrong with you?" It's so good, why do you cry! ”

Su Liuyin raised her head from the crook of her arm, and said with teary eyes: "Xing'er, is Aunt Qing really dead......

"Miss, this early in the morning, why did you start talking nonsense!" Apricot is also teary and hazy, "green ...... Maternal aunt...... It's gone, miss, what's wrong with you! ”

"No, it's not dead...... Apricot you are wrong! Su Liuyin shook her head desperately, "I just saw her here, and she asked me to get up and wash, Aunt Qing, I recognize her, there will be no mistake!" ”

The girl looked at her and said sadly: "Miss, you are really confused, what do you want me to do......" Xing'er's voice was already a little hoarse, "Miss...... Even if Apricot begs you, be sober, if you are like this, what should we do! ”

Su Liuyin didn't speak in a daze, and it took a long time before she spoke, her emotions had gradually calmed down, "No matter what the situation is, no matter who is behind this scene, even if you want to deal with it, it will be me and not Aunt Qing." It is precisely because of this blind obstacle that I went to the northwest that they will suffer from this unjustified disaster and die so many innocent people, in fact, I ......" she choked up: "It's me Su Liuyin who can't live with Aunt Qing, and it affects her......"

This time, Su Liuyin couldn't bear the guilt in her patience, tears rolled down, and a drop hit the back of her hand, and her emotions were gradually vented today, "The city gate caught fire, and the pond fish were affected, although the people up and down in this mansion voluntarily followed the prince, but Aunt Qing She was completely affected by me, she served her mother all her life, and now she serves me, this is only the third year, she left quietly like this, I didn't have time to take a last look at her, she has no children and no daughters in her life, I dedicated her whole life to others, and now she has ended up dying in a foreign land, how can I not feel pain in my heart? ”

Su Liuyin gradually calmed down as she spoke, her expression was much more normal than just now, and she began to analyze it again, "What I suspect the most is the emperor, he has been suspicious of others all his life, and he has unscrupulously removed the thorn in his eye, even her own daughter is unwilling to let go, he got rid of King Fuyuan, snatched my father's military power, and finally destroyed my Su Mansion Manmen, all because he was afraid that these people would be difficult to control in the future, so he had to kill them all, he controlled the world alone, and now let Duan Chuyi go to the northwest, let him be the prince of the northwest, It's just to attract everyone's attention to him, in the early years when King Furao was the king of the northwest, the emperor has been afraid of him, and then King Furao suffered this catastrophe, because the emperor has long regarded me as a choked bone, and wants to get rid of it quickly, but it is only because of the military power in his hands, so he did not start, and now he ...... Now his son is lonely, like a broken arm, and it is difficult to compete with the emperor, which is the reason why he let him leave Beijing! ”

The first time the girl heard Su Liuyin say these words to herself, she just stood there motionless, and only after a while did she burst into tears, "Miss said so, it's none of your business at all." How easy is it to make a living now, they just follow Miss Wang Ye in order to find a way to live, this is their choice, they will not have half a complaint, Aunt Qing is willing to protect Yin'er, this is also her choice, if I die today, I will not regret it, their determination will only be stronger than mine! So Miss can't take all the blame on herself like this! ”

"You stupid girl, don't mention anything that is dead!" Su Liuyin gently lifted the bangs that the girl was crying and sticking to her forehead, "You have to be good, if you make another mistake, how can I forgive myself, if it is the day when I come out, I must make them pay for their blood debts, and I will not let them be at ease!" ”

"So Miss has to cheer up now, don't hurt your body, you live well, don't always be sad and tired, this is also Aunt Qing's wish......"

Su Liuyin knew that Xing'er was just comforting herself, she had already suppressed her crying, and said with a smile: "How can Aunt Qing be so selfish, her wish is like this, I want to comply with her like this, why doesn't she ask me what I want!" ”

"Miss, be sober!" Xing'er said to her again: "Now that all this has become a foregone conclusion, how can you say it, how can you know who sent this assassin without evidence, if the young lady continues to feel sorry for herself like this, she will follow the thoughts of others!" You need to make a good example for everyone! ”

Su Liuyin nodded, but now the plan, only like this, what else can I do, no matter what, I have to cheer up and live a good life, "I know, I will live well and avenge them, and I am not allowed to mention a word to others about the matter just now!" ”

Xing'er nodded in surprise, "As long as Miss is well, the rest of the things are not important!" ”

Su Liuyin was moved in her heart, and only said: "Xing'er, I'm just a little tired, so ...... Thank you for understanding my thoughts! ”

"What's the ...... This person is tired, I'm afraid I'm afraid of the tiredness in my heart, Miss is so powerful, these difficulties can't overwhelm you! So cheer up! Apricot said and looked at the woman with a sincere expression.

"Good!"

……

The two were talking, and at this time, Haitang happened to come in with the mountain ginseng sent by Duan Chuyi.

Looking at the appearance of the two of them with their eyebrows and eyes hazy on the ground, he was startled, and hurriedly said: "Princess, what's wrong with you, where is it uncomfortable, the slave maid will go to call the doctor, this is the princess's gift to you to replenish your body, it is said that the princess's aunt went to the young lady to catch the medicine to replenish the body, this mountain ginseng can just be used in medicine, so you can get twice the result with half the effort, the prince really cares about the little master, in this northwest place, it is really rare to be so good mountain ginseng......"

Su Liuyin was helped up by Xing'er, she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a pleasant face: "It's just that I hit my knee on this chair and stool, look at my useless appearance, it doesn't matter, you just put it down and go busy with your own business." ”

Haitang didn't know why, and looked at Su Liuyin with a panicked face, "Princess, are you really okay?" Begonia is going to ask the doctor to take a look, it must be a pain! ”

Xing'er hurriedly said: "Don't worry, Miss is because she didn't sleep well last night, and her head is confused today, so she stumbled, and now she is just a little unwell and needs to rest, don't make any noise about her, you go and get busy!" ”

Begonia nodded and hurriedly retreated.

The weather has come to February, if it is already very warm in Gusu, and the weather here should be good, although it is not warm, the two days are also warmer day by day, the sky has become very clear, and the sky will only get better and better in the future.

Xing'er gently wiped Su Liuyin's face with the handkerchief embroidered in her hand, diverted the topic of Fang Cai, and said with a smile: "The weather is really good this year, as the saying goes, this February 2 is the day when the dragon raises its head, and the sky has become clearer, I'm afraid that in a few days, these flowers and plants will grow!" ”

Su Liuyin said lightly: "This February is still expected to be cold in spring, where is it so warm, not to mention that this person's heart is cold, and it is useless to warm the weather outside!" ”

Seeing Xing'er's worried look, Su Liuyin only felt that her brain was sour and her brain was painful, Xu was because she was crying, so she held Xing'er's hand, and only said indifferently: "I'm just joking, take away the charcoal fire next to the bed, the charcoal gas tastes bad, so it makes my brain hurt like this, I don't want this charcoal fire in the future!" ”

Xing'er hesitated for a moment, and said: "Miss, although this is the time when the second dragon raises its head in February, but you also said that there is still a cold, if the smell is not good, I will go and let people change it to a good-smelling charcoal fire, last night in a hurry, these slaves and maids also don't know Miss's preferences, so Miss will not be satisfied with this charcoal fire!" ”

Su Liuyin knew in her heart that her brain hurt because of herself, she said this just to find an excuse for her crying, and only replied: "It's none of your business, it's my own problem, it's just that I don't want to bake this charcoal fire, it's all left to those who need it, there are too many things in the past few days, and the people up and down the palace are already busy, so don't bother them!" ”

Xing'er promised to take out the charcoal fire in a hurry, and then walked outside the door, "Ah" exclaimed: "Miss, the weather is really good today, this sun is like the sun hidden in the clouds, and it is still very warm on people!" I think it's this spring day, and the sky is bright! ”