Chapter 141: After all, it's you who never changed

The woman didn't reprimand Peach Blossom again, she sighed deeply, as if she wanted to confide in the pain that had been suppressed in her heart for many years! For the arrival of the two men outside, she actually knew about it for a long time, but what could she do if she knew? The purpose of the Buddha Lantern Sutra for so many years is not to forgive anyone, but to punish oneself deeply. If everything could be resolved with explanations and apologies, she wouldn't have been so miserable for so many years.

The woman did not regret her actions, for only then could she calm her conscience a little. Back then, she insisted on choosing to become a monk, and the master said that she was not destined for the world, and it seemed that the master was from Meiji, and even now, she had no way to convince herself that she had broken off her relationship.

Because of the woman's silence, the room fell into an embarrassing situation, Peach Blossom bit her lip, she knew that she was too reckless today, but she didn't have any way. If the lady in front of her was willing to listen to anyone's persuasion, she wouldn't be like this now. What's more, now that she has no desires and no desires, and her only son has completely touched the scar in her heart, what is the point of going out to meet those two people or returning to that house for her?

The dim light shone on the few strands of hair that appeared on the woman's sideburns, and the green silk also had gray hair. This is the Shaohua she has lost for so many years, time is like water, leaving only a faint wrinkle at the corner of her eyes, a little gray hair on her sideburns, and a concern that she has never let go of in her heart!

It is true that the woman in front of her who is accompanied by the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha is Qinglan, she has moved out of the Lan Mansion, although Lan Hongda was persuading her hard at that time, and Lan Yi was also desperately trying to keep it, but once this woman decides, no one can change it. This woman was born stubborn, she dared to think and dare to do, so many years of obstinate behavior made her character even more eccentric, her ideas were incomprehensible to ordinary people, and ordinary people's feelings were impossible to make sense in her. Over the years, many people have tried to change or even influence her, but the result has been a bloody encounter.

Qinglan is so stubborn, stubborn no one can change her mind. It is certain to leave the house, but Lan Yi can't rest assured that she is alone, and under his repeated requests, Qinglan reluctantly agreed to take Taohua'er out.

The mill is the place chosen by Lan Hongda, it is not that he is so ruthless and chooses such a dilapidated place for his wife! It's just that several houses selected one after another have been rejected by Qinglan decisively, for only one reason, the environment there is too good. originally thought that she would not have to come out if she delayed like this, but who would have thought that the stubborn Qinglan would want to sleep in the wilderness, and Lan Hongda, who was forced to be helpless, brought Qinglan here.

Indeed, this time Qinglan did not refuse.

It was Qinglan's husband and brother who didn't dare to enter for three days outside, although Qinglan had never admitted it for so many years, but they had never completely abandoned this woman from beginning to end. Although the relationship between the two men is not as close as they should be, at least, they both have the same woman in their hearts. Perhaps this delicate relationship is also mutual, in a sense, Lan Hongda is worried that Lan Yi is afraid of Xiao Zheng, which is also one of the reasons why he has not abandoned the main room for so many years, although Lan Hongda has always been reluctant to admit it, but in his heart, he knows that this reason is real.

There is also Xiao Zheng, he doesn't have much hatred for Lan Hongda, although Qinglan's current situation Lan Hongda has an unshirkable responsibility, in a way, for the abandoned child, his heart is not entangled and unable to face and accept? Therefore, he turned a blind eye to Lan Hongda's behavior, as long as he was still interested in Qinglan, then he could only do this.

As early as when Qinglan left the house, Lan Hongda sent Lan Yi to inform Xiao Zheng. It was early in the morning, everyone was having breakfast, and the people of the Blue Mansion told the news carefully, Feng Yao Nanfeng and Fluttershy were in a hurry to take Qinglan back immediately, or Xiao Zheng knew his sister, and he was not overly surprised by such news. After so many years of stiffening, maybe such an ending is also a matter of time.

For Qinglan, Feng Yao has a certain curiosity, she really wants to meet this woman, not just because she is her aunt, maybe more because she is Lan Yi's mother, and it is very likely that she will also be her future mother-in-law. Feng Yao doesn't have much emotion for the term aunt, and she is just curious about her mother-in-law. She really wanted to know if there would still be so much disgust and hatred in Qinglan's heart when she really saw her?

But Xiao Zhengjing told Feng Yao not to act rashly, let alone try to get close to Qinglan, that would only backfire. Although he didn't know what the consequences would be for Qinglan to be rashly disturbed, he knew that that the consequences must be something that none of them wanted to see.

It is precisely because of Xiao Zheng's warning that Feng Yao's curiosity-seeking heart has always been ruthlessly contained.

When the sweltering summer night, when everyone was cooling off in the house, Lan Hongda and Xiao Zheng coincidentally chose to come to the outside of this inaccessible mill, and when the two saw each other clearly, the surprised and relieved expressions were still vivid, but what the two didn't expect was that this would last for three days.

Today is the third day, and Lan Hongda is really a little depressed in his heart, perhaps more precisely, there is still a little inexplicable panic and jealousy. He looked at Xiao Zheng several times worriedly, but Xiao Zheng didn't mean to turn his head at all. Lan Hongda knew that after so many years, maybe this way was the best ending for them to meet, but no matter what, he wanted to break the rules today, because he couldn't hold back.

"Do you particularly resent me for the way I am now?" A hoarse voice came from the dull air, it was Lan Hongda's question.

A sneering smile crossed the corner of Xiao Zheng's mouth, and he finally spoke first. It's just that Xiao Zheng didn't rush to answer, his eyes were still staring at the flickering light, there were people he was concerned about, if he had a lot of inconveniences in the Blue Mansion for so many years before, now he is much more convenient. But in such an environment, just two women are placed here, which makes him feel at ease no matter what, and he is now thinking about how to protect this place unknowingly.

"You should hate me......" Xiao Zheng's silence exacerbated Lan Hongda's weakness, and he swallowed his saliva twice inexplicably, and the suffocating air seemed to be a problem to breathe.

Xiao Zheng sighed slightly, Lan Hongda's question really bothered him. Once upon a time, Xiao Zheng felt that he was a person who was jealous and hateful, but after so many years, his life has always been filled with the words resentment and revenge, and this depression has made him lose a lot of happiness. Gradually, he understood a truth, not all hatred must be taken to heart, and not all hatred must have a result. There is a lot of fun in his life besides the necessary option of revenge. For example, his thriving career, such as the family fun that he cherishes and enjoys more and more.

As for whether Lan Hongda is his Xiao Zheng's enemy? Xiao Zheng never seemed to have thought about such a question from the bottom of his heart, to be more precise, he had a grudge against Lan Hong, but he didn't necessarily have a grudge!

Do you think that he handed over a meek sister in his prime to Lan Hongda, but he turned his only sister into the way she is now? But who can Xiao Zheng blame? Blame Lan Hongda's ruthlessness? Blame him for his narrow-mindedness? Or do you blame him for not keeping his promises?

Xiao Zheng has also asked himself thousands of times, is what Lan Hongda did worthy of forgiveness? The answer is something he can't find himself! This is a complex and difficult mystery to solve, and there is not only Lan Hongda but also Zhong Shiwei in this mystery, because after all, the child Qinglan is carrying is Zhong Shiwei's blood.

Xiao Zheng has a hatred for Zhong Shiwei, and this hatred is unforgettable and has to be repaid, so naturally he does not have any good feelings for the child who belongs to Zhong Shiwei. Although he has also comforted himself thousands of times, the child is innocent, that is also a life, Lan Hongda is not as good as a beast in doing so! I don't know why, although the truth is like that, Xiao Zheng's heart has never been able to truly hate Lan Hongda.

"You should hate me...... If I could ...... Can you be a little more generous...... It's all my fault, and you deserve to hate me. Maybe the air was too stuffy, or Lan Hongda's heart was too panicked, he one-sidedly thought that Xiao Zheng's silence was the greatest hatred for him, so at this moment, his heart poured out without the slightest reservation.

"If you were to turn back time and make a new choice, would you still choose to accept Qinglan?" Xiao Zheng asked leisurely, Lan Hongda was stunned, and then nodded and said, "Of course, although I, Lan Hongda, am not a decent gentleman, but I am definitely a man!" I've said what I've said and done, and I'll never regret it! ”

"Then if you go back in time and ask you to choose again, will you continue to choose to abandon that child?" Xiao Zheng then asked.

At this time, Lan Hongda was silent, it was not that he didn't know the answer, but he didn't dare to say it easily at the moment, he had already asked himself many times such a question, although the answer had also been contradictory, but it definitely still accounted for the vast majority, and he would still insist on the cruelty of the year.

"It seems that you have always been the narrow-minded Lan Hongda......" Xiao Zheng smiled contemptuously, the faint aura spread in this black night, and Lan Hongda felt a little chill in his back.

"I ......"

"But you've been the same all these years! Do you know why I haven't done anything to you for so many years? Xiao Zheng's tone seemed to be smiling, but Lan Hongda couldn't relax no matter what. He is Xiao Zheng, even if others don't know Xiao Zheng, he still has heard of him...... No, it's about him, to be exact...... It's also not accurate, it should be said that it was carefully and covertly probed.