(269) Angry man
What Jingrou didn't even dream of was that Yamaguchi, who had always been considerate of herself, not only did not comfort herself gently, but for the first time, he showed his fierce and terrifying side in front of him.
I saw that Yamaguchi's face sank and his eyes widened, and he instantly burst into a rage: "You fool, is it so important to take a broken courier?" I thought your brain was very smart, how could you make such a low-level mistake? How can you just be so casual and expose your body to other men! When I'm dead? Do you want other men to look at you so much? ”
Jingrou suddenly seemed to be stupid and froze in place, because there was no man who had lost his temper with her since she was a child, and he was so big. In addition, Yamaguchi, who has always been very good at talking and likes to tease herself, suddenly said such ugly words to herself, such unacceptable to her, Jingrou really couldn't believe her eyes, and she couldn't believe her ears, and suddenly became a little overwhelmed.
Jingrou suddenly felt that the Yamaguchi in front of her had become a different person, he was no longer an empathetic and humorous husband, but a demon with teeth and claws and a violent and abnormal demon. Jingrou only felt that her mind was completely blank at the moment, and she could only watch her husband roar in front of her like an angry lion, and she herself did not know how to react, what to say to defend herself.
Seeing Jingrou standing in place without saying a word, seeing that he didn't have any reaction, Yamaguchi felt that he was full of anger and couldn't finish it, so angry that he didn't even have the heart to eat a bite of food, so he simply slammed the door and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.
As the bathroom door was slammed shut, Jingrou was also so frightened that she finally reacted, but before she could cry, Xiao Jiayi, who was sitting at the dinner table, cried with fear.
Jingrou's tears were like pearls with broken threads, fluttering and flowing unstoppably, and she didn't care about wiping the tears on her face, so she quickly hugged her daughter who was crying tightly in her arms and comforted her.
Xiao Jiayi grew up in her grandmother's house since she was a child, and the Yao family is all good-tempered people, so even Jingrou couldn't resist Yamaguchi's posture just now, let alone her little baby who was not yet three years old. Jingrou coaxed for a long time, but she couldn't coax the little guy, so she was ready to take Xiao Jiayi's baby blanket to comfort her.
At this moment, Yamaguchi, who had just finished taking a shower, suddenly walked out of the bathroom in a rage, and the anger on his face still looked like a bull that would attack people at any time, and it was not diminished in the slightest from taking a cold shower. Yamaguchi, who didn't say a word, frowned and had a cold face, and didn't even look at the tearful lady on the side, he quickly dried his hair, and then changed his clothes and slammed the door without looking back.
Seeing the angry man leave the house ignoring herself and her daughter, Jingrou felt that she was about to collapse, and her tears were like rain in an instant, and she cried even more sad than Xiao Jiayi in her arms. After a long time, Xiao Jiayi finally stopped crying with her baby blanket, and although Jingrou no longer shed tears, the tears in her heart never stopped.
Jingrou fed Xiao Jiayi with a strong spirit, and then cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks little by little, and finally finally put the little guy to sleep. But a person was upset and lying in the quilt and tossing and turning, but Jingrou couldn't sleep for a long time with her eyes open.
Because Jingrou didn't know where Yamaguchi went, she didn't know if Yamaguchi would come back, and she didn't know when his anger would subside, but now she and her little daughter have come to this foreign country called Tiantianyi, called the earth is not spiritual, and the earth is not familiar with life, and after leaving Yamaguchi, the two of them will only have to wait for death. Suddenly, this realization made Jingrou break out in a cold sweat all of a sudden, she felt as if she was married to a man she didn't know so well, she also began to doubt her own vision, and even felt that her second marriage had become a little precarious and hopeless.
I don't know how long it took to think about it, but Jing Rou finally closed her eyes, and she felt that her brain was a little groggy, as if she was about to fall asleep. At this moment, the sound of the door lock being opened suddenly reached her ears, and Jingrou couldn't help but feel a thrill, she immediately opened her eyes nervously and looked at the dark ceiling, pricking up her ears to listen carefully to the sound coming from the door. After confirming that it was Yamaguchi, although Jingrou didn't feel so scared anymore, when she thought of Yamaguchi's angry face when she left, her increasingly nervous mood still made her stiff and didn't dare to move, and even her breathing became a little cautious.
Jingrou's eyes were closed, and she could feel Yamaguchi gently sitting down beside her, and at the same time, a strong smell of alcohol followed, and she immediately knew that Yamaguchi was out drinking. So she was already nervous, and immediately clenched her fists at this moment, carefully guarding against her husband sitting next to her, for fear that he would suddenly lose his temper with herself, and even more afraid that she would not be able to protect Xiao Jiayi who was sleeping.
But after waiting for a long time, Jingrou found that Yamaguchi didn't make any unusual movements, he just sat next to him, didn't say a word, and kept smoking his cigarette. After a long while, Jingrou guessed that he had probably smoked all the whole pack of cigarettes. I only heard the sound of Yamaguchi quietly getting up to change his clothes, and then I felt him lying lightly beside me again, and after a while, I heard the sound of his even breathing, and I felt that Yamaguchi should have fallen asleep deeply.
Listening to the sound of Yamaguchi's sleeping breathing, Jingrou slowly let go of her defenses, and was no longer so nervous, but she was still sleepy, and she quickly fell into the abyss of pain.
Tears flowed uncontrollably, Jingrou cried silently for a long time, and the person who appeared in her mind at this moment was her former favorite and now confidante Qin Junchi. Jingrou hasn't missed Qin Junchi so much for a long time, since her father's car accident, they haven't had a chance to see each other again, and the two of them have always been at peace with each other, not disturbing each other, each living their own lives, and each silently guarding each other in their hearts. Jingrou knew that she shouldn't have any illusions about Qin Junchi anymore, and she also knew that there could only be two parallel lines between him and herself, but today she didn't know why, she just missed him very much, and it was the kind of heart-wrenching thought.
The more she misses, the more Jingrou feels that the reality is cruel, and the more she misses, the more Jingrou feels that the future is very vague, she really doesn't know if she will be happy in the future, and even begins to doubt life a little! Because she had been crying for too long, her nose was very uncomfortable, but she was afraid that she would make a noise and wake up her husband and daughter, so Jingrou could only quietly take the tissue box next to the pillow on her head and wipe herself silently.
Jingrou didn't know when she fell asleep, and she didn't know that she had used up an entire box of tissues. When Yamaguchi got up early in the morning, as usual, he saw at a glance the pile of paper towels on his wife's pillow. Looking at the pile of tissues, Yamaguchi was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly he realized something, and hurriedly looked at his wife's face.
Jing Rou was sleeping at the moment, with tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes, and her long eyelashes were still moist. Although Jingrou's eyes are closed, it makes people see at a glance that she has just cried, which makes people feel that she is pitiful at a glance, and people can't help but feel distressed.
Yamaguchi looked at his little wife, who had always been gentle and lovely, and always smiled and welcomed, but now what he showed in front of him was this pitiful appearance, and his heart was stabbed suddenly. remembered that yesterday he not only lost his temper with Jingrou, but also said a lot of ugly things to her, and finally slammed the door and left, making their mother and son sad and crying. Yamaguchi suddenly felt uncontrollable remorse, and all that flashed in his mind at the moment was his own excesses, and he couldn't help but feel that he was a little too much, and there was really no need to treat Jingrou like that.
Yamaguchi knows that his temper has always been very big, and when his temper comes up, he can't help but say nothing, but since he met Jingrou, he has rarely lost his temper, and he has never shown his irritable side in front of Jingrou. In the past few years, even Yamaguchi himself thought that he might have forgotten how to lose his temper, and he didn't understand what happened to him yesterday, what kind of nerves he was experiencing, and he would treat his beloved little wife with such a bad attitude.
Yamaguchi wanted to apologize to his wife right now, and he very much hoped to be able to ask for his wife's forgiveness immediately, but when he thought that Jingrou might not have had a good rest all night, he would just stop talking. After silently watching his wife and daughter for a while, Yamaguchi washed and changed his clothes lightly, not daring to make any noise, and then hurried to work at the company with a feeling of anxiety.
Although Yamaguchi was very cautious when he walked and didn't make any noise, when he started the car, Jingrou, who was sleeping, was still awakened by the sound of the car's motor. As soon as she opened her eyes, Jingrou found that Yamaguchi was no longer around, she hurriedly got up and ran to the kitchen window, and then opened the curtain to look at her parking space, and sure enough, Yamaguchi's car was no longer there.
Jingrou's mood suddenly became heavy, she felt that Yamaguchi hadn't said a word to herself from the time he came back last night until he left in the morning, it must be because his anger had not disappeared, and he was still angry with himself in his heart. But how do you get Yamaguchi out of gas? How can I get him to forgive himself? How can I repair my relationship with my husband?
At this moment, in Jingrou's heart, a lot of question marks appeared all of a sudden, but she couldn't think of an answer for a while, so she gently lowered the curtains, and she lay down again in frustration.