It is impossible to say that there is no guilt for so many years, especially after Lan Xue was born, watching this child grow up day by day, Lan Hongda's heart will also faintly appear in the trace of that child, imagining what she looked like when she was as old as Lan Xue, imagining her current situation......

"I never thought you were such a person!" Lan Yi felt a chill in his heart, and his teeth were shivering.

"Am I a father who has disappointed you?" Lan Hong smiled dismally, and Lan Yi was silent.

Disappointed? The current Lan Yi is completely desperate for Lan Hongda, is it not just a disappointment that can be described as a feeling?

"So, Uncle Xiao is my mother's brother?" Lan Yi asked.

"Yes! It stands to reason that you should call him an uncle's ......" Lan Hong was stunned.

"Uncle? It turned out that Uncle Xiao was his uncle...... Na Xiao ...... Did my uncle already know about me? Lan Yi asked with frustration.

"Maybe you know, or maybe you don't...... But ......"

"But you must have known when you sent us to the North!" Lan Yi was obviously a little excited, and Lan Hongda was silent.

"Does my mother know?" Lan Yi asked thoughtlessly, but Lan Hongda still understood Lan Yi's intentions at once, and he sighed and said, "Your uncle came to the mansion to meet your mother when he first came to the capital......

"And the result?" Lan Yi looked at Lan Hongda worriedly.

"Your mother didn't agree!"

This is perhaps the coldest answer, cold enough for Lan Yi to despair. In this world, he can fight against anyone, but he never thought that one day his mother would become an obstacle to himself!

"So, you just broke off the matter with that Xiao Fengyao......" Lan Hong sighed loudly, and Lan Yi felt powerless to fight back. That's his mother, the mother who gave him life. For so many years, no one can make Lan Yi obedient and obedient, only Qinglan! Lan Yi's obedience to the mother she rarely met was beyond anyone's imagination. But it is precisely because of this that Lan Hongda said this. It is precisely because of this that Lan Yi is so desperate!

There had never been a summer as cold as today, and Lan Yi only felt that the ice in his heart made him shiver. He gritted his teeth, insisted on not making himself tremble, and walked towards his listening pavilion step by step. There, there is his persistence that he never gave up, there is his fantasy of the beauty of the future, and there are still remnants of his memories of his past mistakes. Now, he'd rather go back there, back to the old days when he didn't know the truth.

As painful as Lan Yi was Feng Yao, the moment he left Lan Mansion, Feng Yao's heart seemed to be hollowed out. It's not that she doesn't believe Lan Yi's insistence, but she also knows what it means for Lan Fu to make such a decision. She knows Lan Yi's persistence, and she also knows that she doesn't care about the world, but how sure can she be of such an unfavored marriage?

Feng Yao walked aimlessly, and the bustle of the streets around him suddenly became a bustling noise, and the vendors who were selling became the culprits who disturbed his mind. Feng Yao, who loves to be lively, has never been so tired of such an atmosphere! She wants to escape, she wants to hide, she wants to find a quiet place to think about it by herself, but in the huge capital, it seems that she has nowhere to go except to look back!

It was obviously not appropriate to go back, she didn't want her family to see her lost soul, she didn't want her father to worry, and she didn't want to disturb everyone's emotions because of her own affairs.

The fierce sun was spewing light unscrupulously overhead, but Feng Yao walked slowly towards the sun, letting the steps of the soles of his feet follow the encounter.

There are fewer people on the street, and the road seems to be wider all of a sudden, Feng Yao doesn't know where she has gone, and she doesn't care where she goes, as long as she is still walking.

An inch in front of her feet appeared at the bottom of a woman's skirt, and the red flowers and green leaves were very dazzling. Feng Yao just glanced at it and moved to the side angrily, wanting to stagger with the owner of the skirt, but the skirt seemed to be deliberately making things difficult and also walked in the direction of Feng Yao.

Feng Yao moved to the other side again, and the figure also followed to the right, back and forth a few times, Feng Yao saw that this was a deliberate difficulty by the owner of this skirt. She couldn't help but raise her head suddenly, the anger in her heart was about to flare up, and when she was about to say evil, she saw a gentle face looking at her with affection, a rare softness in her caring eyes, and it was the good sister she recognized, Qin Susu!

"So listless on the street, did you quarrel with Lan Gongzi? Or are you dizzy from the sun? Qin Susu looked at Feng Yao with a smile on his face and teased. Unexpectedly, Feng Yao rarely obediently didn't fight back, and suddenly threw himself into her arms and sobbed.

Feng Yao didn't know why he was crying! She only felt an inexplicable grievance surging in her heart. She felt that God was very harsh on herself, and she obviously liked someone, but he joked with her one after another. What was Zhong Mu'er first, and now there is a Miss Du inexplicably!

Qin Susu was not in a hurry to ask, she just stood there peacefully, stroking Feng Yao's back, and brushing the ends of her somewhat messy hair, like a kind mother caressing a troubled child. The movement was so gentle, and the chest was so warm.

After a long time, Feng Yao stopped crying, she removed a pair of red and swollen eyes from Qin Susu's chest, and looked at this gentle humanist with pity, "Isn't it ugly that I cry?" ”

In a word, Qin Susu smiled, she brushed the hair in front of Feng Yao, took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears on her face and said, "It's not ugly, my sister is a big beauty, it's not ugly!" It's just that the appearance of this pear blossom with rain makes people feel too distressed to watch! ”

"My sister still knows to make fun of me?" Feng Yao turned around and was about to leave, but Qin Susu grabbed her and said, "On such a hot day, you are walking around the street so aimlessly and don't worry about heat stroke?" If you don't dislike it, how about going to my Feng Yazhai? It just so happens that I have pastries to cool off, so you can try them too. ”

"Why didn't my sister tell me earlier if she had something delicious?" Feng Yao immediately burst into tears and laughed, Qin Susu shook her head helplessly, and the two sisters walked towards Feng Yazhai.

In the middle of summer, Feng Ya Zhai is already lush, and a dazzling array of rare and exotic trees decorate this elegant courtyard very differently. It's not the first time Feng Yao has come here, although she is not a frequent visitor, but she also knows most of the sisters here. After some greetings, she was led to Qin Susu's small building. The rockeries piled up, the excavated river, Qin Susu's residence is in this mountain and water.

The room is lightly scented, and the decoration is very simple, but the books that can be seen everywhere add to the unique charm of this place. There is a guzheng in the corner of the wall, and there is a pipa next to it, which is really bookish and artistic. In contrast, Qin Susu's bed is extremely simple and crude, but these Qin Susu don't care at all, she said, she doesn't want to live a good life, then she will sink here. Her wish is not to win any top card in this Feng Yazhai, she just wants to have such a person take her hand out of this place, even if it is a rural farmhouse, even if it is coarse tea and light rice, even if it is plain dress, she doesn't care, she just wants to have such a heart-to-heart person!

It's a pity that she hasn't found it yet, and the little fantasy she still has in her heart was shattered by Du Shifan! Later, Qin Susu also deeply reflected that maybe he shouldn't have had such a desire in the first place.

Feng Yao's mood is no longer so depressed, this is also her characteristic, one second she can laugh, the next second she can cry, and after another second, she can forget all these persuasions. The sullen mood is still there, especially in Qin Susu's room. Although the two sisters are very close to each other, Feng Yao really doesn't feel any interest in these qin, chess, calligraphy and paintings, and even feels a headache when he sees them, which is also the reason why Feng Yao has come here very rarely.

Maybe it's tired, maybe it's really not like to sit, Feng Yao sat on the bed as soon as he came in, and he felt that this was not enjoyable at all, so he simply kicked his shoes and half-lay down with his head on his back. The Feng Yao Buddha on the bed is a reclining Buddha, looking at everything in front of him openly.

Qin Susu shook her head and smiled at her informal appearance, this is what she admires Feng Yao, free and easy, unrestrained, laughing when she wants to laugh, crying when she wants to cry, free and easy. This is what Qin Susu admires and envies the most. Soon put a cup of herbal tea in Feng Yao's hand, Feng Yao got up and picked up the teacup and drank two sips, there were traces of tea on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't care at all, put down the cup and leaned back.

"Seeing my sister so depressed today, how can she be? Is it also trapped by love? Qin Susu sat on the edge of the bed, even if she was with Feng Yao, she kept her posture to the best, afraid that if she was not careful, slackness would destroy the habit she had developed for so many years.

"Sister, can she tell fortunes? Can this also be seen? Speaking of this love word, Feng Yao sighed, her pink mouth pursed high, and her round eyes stared at Qin Susu.

"Not only can I calculate that my sister is trapped by love words, but I can also know that the lover who can upset my sister is Lan Gongzi, right?" Qin Susu's eyes blinked, and he said mischievously.

"It turns out that my sister is also so good at ridiculing people." Feng Yao felt that the roots of his ears were a little hot.

"How can this be called ridicule? This is obviously envy! I envy my sister for having someone who makes me upset. You know, this kind of fate is hard to find. Qin Susu looked at Feng Yao with affection, except for the last time when Du Shifan was about to get married, Feng Yao rarely saw Qin Susu's emotional ups and downs.

"What is there to ask for? It's all! Not at all! Feng Yao turned over and buried his face on the bed, kicking his limbs indiscriminately for a while, which was considered to be a vent.

"Is there a conflict with Lan Gongzi? Talk to my sister, maybe I can enlighten you! Qin Susu said softly.

"There is no contradiction, and there may be no contradiction in the future." Feng Yao said with a suffocated voice.

"What are these words? Did something happen? Qin Susu asked, Feng Yao turned over at this time, took a deep breath of air, and told Qin Susu the ins and outs of the matter in one breath, and after speaking, he couldn't help but sigh sadly, "Sister, you say, are we not even going to have conflicts in the future?" ”